How I met him
Yes, surprisingly him lol
I go to taekwondo and we learn a form, where basically i use the fighting techniques i learn and put them into scenarios, and every two months, once I've memorized the forms (and the one-steps which are fast mini scenarios) I test, with the forms and if I pass I get my next belt. Before said test there are also fitness tests where they basically have you exercising or an entire hour.  The white and orange belts (newbies) are free from the fitness test, but depressingly i was a yellow belt (strong emphasis on was yayy 🎉 im a camo belt now and I get to kick real ppl (in safety gear ofc)) so I was required to do this fitness test.

During the fitness test (or any test which requires all of the students from white belt to black belt to be on the mat all at once) we lined up by rank and age (so basically the oldest black belt to the youngest white belt) and there were two rows and I happened to be behind the red belt striped who was testing for his black belt, and whoever is behind/ in front of you is basically your exercise partner through the whole hour. We had seen each other a few times before this and he had led a few of my regular classes but this was the first time I'd actually really been in the same place as him for a prolonged amount of time.

So first things first one of the things I noticed was he's cute as hell. (Someone had to say it cos he really is and for once he's MY AGE)

as we continued through the fitness test, they had us doing one push up and a high five and then another push up, and sit ups and double high fives and stuff like that, mostly to throw us off and just make our lives miserable. Not only was that painstakingly difficult, but on top of that I was on my period (once again emphasis on was lol 🎉)

So as we continued everything got worse, but each time I struggled to do a sit up, or lift myself up for a push-up, or even plank for minutes at a time, he'd be giving me such an uplifting  smile, and speaking of planking while we were planking and I was about to throw up from the pressure and not being able to hold my body up he almost exploded my ovaries when he said "you can do it Chloe"

And dayum was that empowering.

After the hour of torture was over everyone was sweaty and exhausted but he stopped to smile at me and say "you did awesome" and I replied "I felt like I almost died" and HE SAID "or worse: ExPeLlEd" before he left with his mom and the BUTTERFLIES I FELT.

LIKE OF ALL THE PEOPLE I COULD HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH WITHIN AN HOUR, I FELL FOR THE SWEET, HAPPY GUY AND OMGGGG MY HEART.

SOMEONE STOP ME IM SIMPING TOO HARD.
HIS SMILE IS TOO POWERFUL.
AND SOMEHOW HES MANAGED TO INSPIRE ME TO WRITE LIKE FOUR SONGS.

IDK WHATS GOING ON BUT I HAVE A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH IT COS ITS SO SCARY AND WHEN HE SMILES AT ME I CAN HARDLY BREATHE LIKE OMG HES JUST SO SWEET AND FUNNY LIKE-

I'll stop now

After that I went home cramping and crying and I stayed up all night thinking about it all

And I realized I had a crush

And I realize that while I can't brink myself to write a single song about any of my celebrity crushes... I wrote one about him in like five minutes.

Can someone explain this to me cos it's scary but I love it.

Also if anyone wants to see the song it's the one that says "my cheesy af song about mah crUsH"

Ilysm thanks for listening <3

(Written on the 21st of April (the day after the fitness test btw) and edited on the 25th)