Special Chapter :Before the Train Accident .

[ Xandra's POV ]

Araw Gabi Pinapatay nya yung puso ko, ewan ko ba kung bakit naging ganito ako sa kanya, mauuwi lang din naman toh sa kamatayan eh. so walang saysay rin, kung mabubuhay pa ko, umaasa at nasasaktan. di ko kaya yun. pero kailangan kong tiisin.

*TurnOn the Ipod*

#NowPlaying : A Thousand Years by: Christina Perri

naku naman, saktong ito pa talaga yung tugtog. lalong pinapatay yung puso.

" Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid "

Araw-araw, Gabi-gabi tumitibok para sa kanya, hindi ko na kaya pang  makita sya, kung sa paningin naman nya naman, ay isa lang akong bula, puputukin nya lang tska mawawala na lang .

" To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow "

Ayoko sya maiwan magisa dahil kung mawawala man ako, pano na sya sinong bahala sa kanya. ayoko pero ..

" One Step Closer "

Sa Isang pagkakamali, pwedeng magbago ang lahat at maging dahilan para maging masaya.

" I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more "

Yung araw araw kita nakikita, unti unti mong pinapatay tong puso ko, pero kahit anong gawin mo, tanga na kung tanga, mamahalin pa rin kita, hindi lang sa nararamdaman ko, buong buhay ko ikaw ang pinangarap ko.

" Time stands still

beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath,

Every hour has come to this "

Oras ? oras ? di ko na talaga kaya, mahal ko sya. di ko sya kayang makita sa harapan ko na nagiisa , bawat paghinga ko, sya ang dahilan nito, bawat oras na tumatakbo, oras oras tumatakbo ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. at hinding hindi yun titigil

" One Step Closer "

Isang hakbang papuntang kamatayan, walang kamatayang pagmamahal ko kay paulo.

" I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more ..

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One step closer ..

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One Step Closer .. 

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I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more "

Bawat Araw at oras ay mahalaga, wag sayangin ang bawat sandali, ingatan ang bawat nagmamahal. Dahil sa isang pagkakataon makakamit mo ang walang kamatayang pagmamahal .

ZZZzzzz...avbrrrruu Zzzzz.

*TurnOff*

"MAHAL KITA XANDRA"

*THE END*