"Drink this. This is the last spoon I promise." Hobi said holding the spoon full of soup in front of me.

"You're making me drink 10 last spoons including this. I'm not gonna drink this and it's final." I cross my arms on my chest.

"But you need strength after the surgery Y/N. If you don't eat then how you'll recover?" Namjoon sat beside me with medicines.

I sigh and drink the last spoon and take medicine. The door opens revealing the doctor.

"Hey Y/N, how are you today? Is your shoulder okay?" I nod at her smiling.
"You can discharge today but you have to use the sling for a week at least. Mr. Namjoon, please come with me and fill out the discharge form. Have a nice day Miss Y/N." The doctor left with Namjoon and Suga and Taehyung to help me to change my clothes.

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I walk inside with Jimin and sat on the couch with others. It feels so good to come back home after a week. Jin serves me a plate full of cutting apples and I scrunch my nose.

"Not again Jin. I don't want to eat bland food anymore. It destroys my taste." But I can't say anything as Jin shoves the piece of apple in my mouth.

"And that's how I feed you if you don't do it on your own. You are here to protect us but seems like we're the ones who will end up protecting you." Jin smiled while picking up another piece. Which he can't feed me as the doorbell rings. Jimin stand up but I stopped him and grab the knife from the table. In case there is someone to hurt them? I slightly turn the doorknob opened the door and immediately held the knife in front but sigh in relief as I saw our chief in the door.

"You almost killed my chief. Come in." I giggle and sat on the couch with Jungkook on my left. Chief sat in front of me on the other couch.

"I'm sorry if I startled you, but I'm just here to meet you. How is your shoulder now?"

"It's fine now. Only the thing is that I have to wear the sling for a couple of weeks. But I don't feel the pain like before anymore." I said as I remove the sling to stretch my arm a little.

"So Y/N, can I ask you something?" I humm looking at my arm casually stretching it.

"You are started not to take your job seriously anymore, right?" I shot my head up and look at my chief in shock.

"What do you mean chief? I do take my job seriously. That's why I took the bullet myself instead of letting Suga take it."

"You can't defend only a single person, and you're thinking that you can save all 7 of them? Are you joking? I can bet you can't save them." Chief said with a mocking tone. I look up at him with teary eyes.

"I'll chief, I'll save them. I promise you. Cause I beat death to save them. And you know how stubborn I am. If I decide that I save their lives at any cost, then I'll sacrifice my life for it happily." He gulps at my answer cause he knows that I'm really stubborn.

"Okay, so that's a good thing if you determine it. But make sure you keep your words." Chief said as he stand up. I smile which turn into a frown when I saw his hand reaching towards the knife on the table. And with the speed of light, he push the knife towards Jungkook which I grab it with my left hand and to prevent me to do that he point a gun on my forehead. Bearing the pain on my shoulder I was still holding that and looking at the gun without blinking cause the main thing that is important right now is to save him. Everyone's eyes are widened at my action.

"Leave it Y/N. You can't protect him."

"No chief, I won't. No one can hurt them till I'm alive." Blood rushed through my shoulder's wound which is not healed completely and from my hand too. I use a little more force and broke the blade from the knife, which is stabbed in my palm right now. I stand up and walk forward which make him take a step back.

"Shoot me chief. If this is the thing you want to do in the first place, then do it right now. BUT DON'T FUCKING TRY TO TOUCH THEM!!" I said pointing my fingers towards Jin. Chief pulled the trigger but I didn't blink. And as I never expected, the gun was empty. He suddenly patted my hair.

"I don't want to kill you. You are like my daughter to me. I just wanted to check on you that you can protect them or not. You pass my test. God bless you, my child." With that, he left the house leaving all of us dumbfounded.

Jin grabs my hand and I come back to reality with the pain it causes.

"Why the hell did you break it? The blade is now inserted into your palm. Now if I try to pull it out then it'll hurt you more." Jin said looking at my hand.

"Don't worry Jin, I can bear the pain. You just pull it out."  Jin was pulling it slowly but suddenly he pull it out in one go, which make me grab Jungkook's shirt in pain. After doing the first-aid, of both my shoulder and hand, Jin went to the kitchen to cook lunch with Suga. Jimin and Namjoon left for their room, and Hobi get busy with his phone.

"Y/N, can I ask you something?" Jungkook asks smiling at me.

"Yeah sure."

"Suppose you love me and want to surprise me about it by setting a meeting with your family without informing them. How do you like that idea?"

My heart skip a beat at his question. Is the...... Does he love me too? Is he going to propose to me that's why he is asking for my opinion? Oh god, I'm so happy that the only love of my life is loving me back.

"It's a very good idea Jungkook? But why do you want to know that?" I try to trick him so he tells me the secret.

"You'll see." He smile and left the house.

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I was sitting in the living room with others. Yes, they all know about today morning's incident with Jungkook and that I love him. But they don't know about my past with him. Suddenly the front door opens revealing Jungkook. I stand up smiling at him. But my smile fade when I saw a figure behind him. It was a.....girl.

Jungkook holds her hand and leads her to the living room. All the boys are looking at each other and looking forward to my reaction. Cause we all already guess that who is she.

"Lizy, this is Y/N. And these are my friends. And guys, this is Lizy, Elizabeth....my love."

As soon as the words left his lips, I feel like the floor under my leg slipped out and it consume me in itself anytime soon. Everything around me started to mock my love. But I control my emotions and smile.

"It's so nice to know you Lizy. Now once you're here, you can't go back without having dinner with us. And I'll make your food by myself. Cause you are the girlfriend of my friend."

"But you are hurt Y/N. How can you cook?" Elizabeth asks with pure concern.

"It's okay Lizy, I know I'm hurt but no pain can stop me from doing what I want to do. Even it is physically, or emotionally." I said the word 'Emotionally' while looking at Jungkook. Somehow he understands something, causing his expression to change into a shocking one. I look back at Lizy and smile at her again before walking towards the kitchen.

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"Take a little more rice Lizy, you didn't eat anything yet," I said passing her the bowl of rice.

"It's okay Y/N, I ate enough. But what are you waiting for? You should sit and eat with us."

"Nah, I'm not hungry. I'll eat later." I said and Jungkook look at me.

"Jungkook, here take a bite of kimchi from me." She fed Jungkook, and I look away.

"Excuse me guys, I need to take some medicine and go to the washroom. Lizy, feel yourself at home and take anything by yourself if you need something." She smiles and nods.

I ran inside my room crying hard and sat on my bed, Followed by Suga and Jin. Suga held my shoulder and I hug him tightly.

"Suga, I- I can't do this. I can't pretend anymore that I'm happy. I love h- him more than anything. It kills me to see him with someone else. It feels like someone is stabbing my heart over and over again. I can't take this anymore Suga, I can't." I was sobbing too hard that I can't even breathe properly.

"Then why don't you tell him right away? Why are you still keeping this from him?" Jin's question makes me stop and look up at him, giving him a weak smile.

"Cause I can't take his happiness just to make me happy. Plus Elizabeth loves him so much. And my life is too risky for someone to love me. Who knows when I'll go out for a mission and never come back. That's why I can't tell him Jin. I can't push him to hell, just to make my life heaven."

Jungkook's POV:-

"Baby I'm coming from the washroom, okay?" I said and Lizy nod. I left for upstairs but instead of going to my room, I went to Y/N's, where Jin hyung and Suga hyung were followed her. I stay outside and listen to their conversation. I sigh and went downstairs again and sat beside Elizabeth.

Y/N, I know you love me a lot. And I feel guilty for hurting you like this. But I can't do anything. Cause Lizy is a psycho. She is obsessed with me, thinking that I love her. I don't love her but I can't leave her. Cause I don't know what will happen next if I do that. And moreover...
I can't push you to hell, just to make my life heaven.

I said goodbye to Lizy and went back to my room. I went straight in front of the wall which is the only barrier into my and Y/N's room. I slide my back on it and sat on the floor. Touching the wall with my right hand I try to feel her presence. Tears started to fall from my eyes. And unknowingly, I said... "I love you, Y/N."

Y/N's POV:-

Jin and Suga left the room. After closing the door, I went straight in front of the wall which is the only barrier into my and Jungkook's room. I slide my back on it and sat on the floor. Touching the wall with my left hand I try to feel his presence. Tears were continuously falling from my eyes. And unknowingly, I said... "I love you, Jungkook."

                 "To Be Continued"