the kiss was long and passionate, the two never wanting it to end. as soon as yoongi realised what he was doing though, he pulled back from hoseok.

"i- i can't do this. i'm not falling, i- i refuse to," he pushed hoseok away from himself and tried to run, but hoseok grabbed him before he could.

"don't- don't do that! you know you want this. i'm not gonna let you push your feelings away." they looked into each others eyes and yoongi could feel the hurt pouring out from hoseok. like water, flowing down over his now-bare heart.

"you... i..." hoseok waited for an answer, preparing himself for the worst, though he didn't get what he expected.

yoongi pulled him back into another kiss. and this time there would be no holding back.

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i wasn't planning on doing author notes in this book but goddamit i didn't stick to my update schedule! i dont know whats happening to me but i just do not wanna write, and these chapters are like 2 seconds long