The only thing left of it was a singular pole. How the pole had survived the fire, I wasn't sure.

"Anthony!" Ian gasped, just coming back from LA. "The Smosh House... Ar-are you hurt?" He stuttered.

Suddenly, I grabbed Ian and hugged him tighter than ever before. "I burned our past. We're ready to start our future together..."

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I wake with a jolt. "What the actual fuck...?" I mumble to myself.

I haven't had a dream like that in awhile. I used to every night. I'd dream about Ian and the stupid things that I'd do for him to change our future.

Call me crazy, but I enjoy the dreams.

My favorite are the ones where he grabs my-

"Oh! Anthony! I didn't notice you were up."

My eyes widen and I blush madly as I try to cover up my growing erection.

"Um... Are you okay?"

Unexpectedly, I laugh. "Perfectly fine," I reply, putting my pillow on my growing bulge.

Ian snickers. "Did I come at a bad time?"

"Eh... Kinda."

Ian just laughs before coming over to sit on the bed with me. "What exactly were you thinking about?" He asks me.

Am I willing to tell him? I really like him, maybe even love him, but am I willing to admit that?

Probably not.

"Um... Kalel..." I mutter. Ian raises a eyebrow and I know he can see through my lie.

Suddenly, I think back to my dream. Flames encase the building surrounding me, as if I was committing suicide by not telling him.

"It was you," I correct, turning away with a dark shade of pink crossing my face.

Suddenly, Ian kisses my neck. "I was wondering when you were going to admit that," he chuckles.

I turn back to face him, surprised by his reaction. "You mean... You like me?" I hope.

He chuckles again. "Maybe."

I sit up, ignoring my boner. "Am I insane to want to start over? Am I insane to want to love you from the start? Am I insane to want to burn our past, forget it all, and just be with you?"

Ian frowns. "What do you mean?"

"I think working with you has been getting to me. It's giving me weird and violent dreams, such as me burning down the house."

Ian's jaw drops, but motions for me to continue.

"It's dragging me down, I think. I just want to cover up all my mistakes with my future- OUR future."

Ian rubs my shoulder. "I understand. I'm sure that's normal. I can't blame you for wanting that at all. You're handling this much better than I would," he chuckles. "What do you need?"

I sigh. "I need you, Ian. I'm in love with you."

Ian's eyes widen. "A-Anthony... I l-love you, too."

We both grin.

"So you can help me get through this?" I ask.

He nods. "What's funny is that it kind of reminds of... Oh nevermind. Just kiss me, you asshole."

Eeeee this was bad so sorry :(

I really like this song though so that makes it a little better, right? :D