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WARNING ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️ possibly triggering and sad.

Ian's POV

'Everything's my fault.'
I thought as I slowly walked towards my bathroom. I opened the cupboard and pulled out my Exacto-blade, I looked at the sleek metal blade and lowered it to my arm.

I cut about an inch into my skin and started bawling.

"Skkraahh!"

I screamed as I dug and spun the blade around inside of my arm.

"OH MY GOD IAN!"

I heard James shout as he ran over to me worriedly.

"J...James..."

I whispered falling to the ground. I watched him pull out his phone and dial as my vision went black.

"Hello I need an ambulance at my house immediately."

I heard James say to the 911 operator. I then blacked out.