OKAYYYY THIS IS BULLSHIT DAMN IT!!!! So, i know that i should probably be asleep right now.. but before anybody says anything!! it was worth staying up for.

I was doom scrolling on Tiktok as one usually does, and came across a really hot fucking chick, right?? complimented her, saved the video and shared it to a few people, etc. etc. ...and i kid you not when i sat literally every fucking video (give or take Black Butler edits) after that is simply attractive people (16+) showing off and flirting with their fans-

... 

i have never in my life felt so single before in my damn life, hell, i've never felt so called out for BEING single in my entire life. it was fourty six fucking videos before coming here, and yes, yes i have been counting.. it's been an hour at most.. and these videos are just hot people i would never have any form of chance with-

i-

damn, i just want me a partner what the fuck?? 

[make things worse, my mind has been running all over the place- and i weirdly regret not dating Yuki.. i know that's REALLY bad- so if somebody could just snap me out of that delusion before i fall into a really bad space, that would be great!]

back to what i was saying, i've made a new collection of saved videos just 'Tiktok calling me single in 100+ languages' or something like that.. so.. yay.. T-T i'm glad i ain't alone though, most of the people in the comments are questioning their sexuality, flirting with them (SMOOTHLY AS WELL- THESE BITCHES GOT TALENT WTF), and shit like that.. i-

I WISH I WAS ATTRACTIVE ENOUGH TO HAVE SOMEBODY THIRST OVER ME (in a wholesome-ish way) DAMN ITTTTT