My life honestly isn't anything special, it's a circle, just a circle. Always rotating and never having the time to stop. I'm stuck in a constant loop of torture and blankness.

I break down, i heal a little, i ruin things, i make them better, and it loops back around.

never ending.

I try and kill myself, it fails and i live.

repeat.

why can't it just be over? which asshole is supposedly guiding me through life? because quite frankly i will genuinely punch this bastard istg.