I FINALLY got the courage to step out of the restroom. Though I didn't puke, I felt terrible stomach pain I hoped would go away. To be honest, this is all his fault. With his cute glasses, hot hair, cheeky smile, adorable personality, caring eyes.

Okay, thanks brain that totally didn't help. I sighed and walked over to where Cassidy and Kira were. Maybe if I just kept calm and hung out with them I would be fine. It seemed like a fairly good idea, so I followed it.

Then Brendon came along...

"I was looking for you everywhere!" He said relieved to find me. "Yeah, I just got a really sick feeling so I was in the restroom." He nodded his head to my explanation. "Just so you know, I'm still planning on showing Melanie my abs." I chuckled and rolled my eyes, "Just keep in mind those abs aren't such a big distraction from that even bigger forehead."

"Can we just leave my forehead alone? It's there. It always will be, just leave him alone." He looked so precious when he got sensitive about himself. I thought it was really adorable how he was prettier than I was, yet he still had his insecurities. "Alright, but we're still asking Melanie about it, kapeesh?" He chuckled and buried his hands into his pockets.

I was pretty much okay with just talking to Brendon. Something about him just felt calm, comfortable, safe almost. There was nothing that really gave me stress when I talked or was with him. His presence just seemed to get rid of it all. Cassidy was right, yet again, love or not, he was still a great friend.

I noticed that silence wasn't doing anything for me, so I tried to make another conversation start.

"Are you you're o-"

"Are concerts always this da-"

I giggled. I freaking. Giggled.

Like a girl, I don't giggle. Okay? Giggling is too childish, I snort! Like a man. Like a boss, not this sad, sappy, sack of squealish squirrels. "You go first then." He was giggling too. "I was just gonna ask if all concerts are this dark." His fingers ran through his combed hair, and another giggle escaped. "Yeah, but I wouldn't worry too much about it, she'll be up soon."

"I'm super excited. I've been wanting to see her since I got my job." Brendon was about to ask me something when Sarah came by. "Hey, sillies we're sitting over there not here." She laughed, I forced a laughed out. I felt awkward being around her, even though I'm sure we'd get along great if I didn't feel the way I did.

Maybe that's what I needed to do, just not fall for Brendon. Block him from my mind and realize it's never going to happen.

I followed Brendon and Sarah to where everyone else was and luckily that's when we saw a crib start to glow. "IT'S HAPPENING!" Kira cheered, clinging on to me. I wanted to start crying. My heart was racing and my palms were sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.

We soon heard the beginning of Crybaby start and Cassidy started screaming like someone had told her My Chemical Romance was getting back together. "You saved my life!" Brendon yelled over us. "What life?" He smiled and my question, "You know my name, not my story." "Okay, Mr. Tumblr, sooth your boobs." Cassidy said as Dallon chuckled.

"How you holding up, Kiki?" Dallon asked Kira who was biting her nails that I had taken my time on making for her a couple days ago. "Awesome, you?" I eyed Dallon intensely, I legitimately wondered if he liked her back. "Well I think I'm alright." Kira giggled and I saw Breezy let an awkward chuckle through.

"You seem to replace your brain with your heart..."

Everyone took their phones out and started to record Melanie singing. "Frankie, you were supposed to bring the damn camera!" I heard a guy say. "You didn't tell me to bring a freaking camrea, Gerard!" I wanted laugh. I always laughed when I hear people argue in public. "Both of you calm down, you can use Trick's camrea." Another dude added. "Thanks, Pete."

"Yo, this is gonna be fucking dooope." The man named Pete said. "Oh, Jesus." Brendon let out, looking back at the boys. "Hi, Brendon." An adorable looking man with a fedora said. "Sup, Trick, Pete, Frank, Gerard."

"Yo."

"Sup."

"Hey."

"I would say 'Hi', but Ray's cereal told him to tell me that I shouldn't be talking to you."

I suddenly turned back to look at them, "What?" The man with red dyed hair shrugged and leaned on the one with a spider tattoo on his neck. "I didn't know you guys liked Melanie Martinez." Brendon said to them.

"Oh, yeah we all love her. This is actually our fifth concert of hers." Fedora man said. "I respect that." Cassidy let out while still keeping her head to the performance. "Oh, yeah uh, Patrick, Pete, Frank, Gerard, meet Penelope, Cassidy, and Kira." Brendon introduced.

"Sup." I said trying be cool. "Hiya." Kira said adorably. "Eh." Cassidy shrugged and sipped her Dr.Pepper. "Nice to meet you ladies." Frank put nicely.

"Excuse me," Said an usher coming to us,"could you please leave?" He asked. "Why should we?" Cassidy sassed catching the attention of Red Dye man. "You're making noise, it's kind of a killjoy."

"Oh my god, Tyler is that you?" A man said from behind Pete. "Jishwa!"

"So much emo in one auditorium." Red Dye man said. "Sit with me!" 'Jishwa' told him. "Yeah, dude sit with us." Dallon said casually. "I really shouldn't-"

"What are you even doing as an usher for Melanie Martinez?" Brendon asked. "I wanted to buy Josh something, but I couldn't really afford the gift since we've been touring and I've been paying for everything, so I took this job."

"You, precious, smol bean." Kira fangirled.

"But I mean I guess I could sit down for a little bit." It turns out, 'a little bit' turned to Melanie reaching 'Cake' the last song to preform. When it was over, which was the best hour and half in my life, we all headed out to the meet-and-greet. All I was thinking about was how we were going to bring up Brendon's forehead without being noticed by fans, especially now with our new group members.

A/N:
It's official, I got writer's block. I know what I'm going to write, I just don't want to write it, you know? And it sucks monkey balls because a lot of you guys like this story and I can't update for you. But if you guys are okay with short chapters like these, then you have a deal.

So short chapters will be an easier way for me to write, I'm sorry if you dont like them, it's understandable, just please don't comment hate about them being short.

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