I won't be owned...

Do you ever have that feeling like you might be dead? That maybe just maybe you are no longer alive. I wish that I was dead...at the moment anyway because I fear what is going to happen to me. I look around but all I see is pure pitch darkness. I try to get up but I'm confined in a closed in space. I gasp for air but I can tell that I have been in here longer than I should have been and the air is very dense. My body is shaking...I'm cold and I know without even having to look that I am completely naked. My toes are so cold, numbness inches its way up my legs. My fingers are the same way; they are so cold I think that they just might break. I try to scream...but I can't.

The last thing I remember was walking with my friend Miranda. We were walking home from school and decided to go through the woods. She was ahead of me because we were arguing about my boyfriend. See she never liked him and never will. They just clash all the time. I don't know what happened next. I don't know if I fell through a hole or what but I was entangled by limbs of some kind and the world around me went black. And now I am here.

I'm trapped. In a room. No lights. Only darkness.

A bright light comes on and buzzes above me so close that after a few seconds the heat almost burns against my frozen naked body. I hear a deep voice.

"If I open the door....will you behave?"

I nod my head yes, not knowing if he can see me or not. My throat is so raw and I don't know if I can say yes out loud.

"I will open the door....you will control yourself of else..."

Or else what? Will he proceed to kill me? I feel dead already so would it even matter at this point.

The door creeks open slowly and more bright lights come into the tight space, blinding me. All I see is a dark figure in front of me. I don't dare say a word. But when I see him he freaks me out. I have never seen someone with the scars like his down his face...his hands have the same burned twisted scars and when he reaches out to me I find my voice and scream.

He backhands me and I bring my hand to my now bruised face. Tears stream my eyes.

"You said you would control yourself. I expect you to do so." He reaches for me and pulls me out. I try to stand but I am weak and fall to the floor. He has to pull me up. He drags me into another room and all I can do is let him while gasping for more air.

Inside the next room, I try to look around to see if there is a way to escape but there are no windows and I assume I am in a basement. He places me in a chair at a table. I watch as he walks across the room and comes back to the table placing a plate in front of me.

"You should eat."

I shake my head no.

"You will eat....or I will force you too." He grins wickedly and holds up a tube. I have seen one of those before and I be damned if he is shoving that down my throat. So I force myself to scoop up the bland looking food with my hands. I start to gag and when I look up to him he is still holding the tube in his hands. I close my eyes and force the food down, swallowing it all down. Then he hands me a glass of water that I'm sure hasn't been cleaned in years because the water is not clear at all. I take a small sip but he holds it up to my lips making me tilt it all the way back until it's gone.

When I am finished he looks pleased. I get up the nerve to talk to him.

"Who are you? Why am I here?"

"I'm your new master....you will call me master. You are here because I want you here."

"I don't understand....why?"

"Because I want you and now you are mine. Don't bother yelling we are far away from anyone. And I know you are looking for a way to escape but I have this all planned out...you will never be able to escape me."

"What if I don't want to be yours?"

"You have no say in the matter...you will learn to like it here...you will love me."

"I can't stay down here...I can't." I yell at him and try to stand up but he shoves me back down. I will not give up. I will fight. But the more I try and fight back it only makes him mad and before I realize it he is dragging me back to the small confined space and shoving me back in.

"You will do as I say....when you calm down I will let you out." He says and slams the door shut. I hear him locking it and all I can do is scream.