Sanyukta's eyes became moist to saw him that much vulnerable. Her heart ached to listening all his miserable past. But she knows that it's not the right time to lamented, it's the time to be strong. She has to be strong for him.

"It's okay Randhir, it's absolutely fine. You aren't guilty, you had your own reasons. So please don't be feel guilty." Sanyukta said and caressing his hairs when Randhir said.

"No Sanyukta am not guilty, am ashamed for my deeds. I....I cheated on you, I broke your heart, I'm sorry." He said between his sobs.

"Randhir tell me one thing did you slept with any girl after our marriage?" She asked when Randhir broke the hug and look at him shockingly.

This question of her made him stunt. What if she doesn't believe him and leave him. He knows that he already did wrong in his past life and he can't change it now. He hurts her where it's hurt's the most. He cheated on her to hiding all this things before their marriage but the things were not in his favour then and he is ready for the consequences but definitely not the cost of her.

"No Sanyukta I didn't cheated on you and our marriage. I respect you and our marriage so I can never think about it. I know am not a good person and not perfect for you but am not that cheap who cheated on you. I love you so much that I can never thought to cheat on you. I love you and don't want to loose you. Trust me Sanyukta. You know Vidushi was with me but I never touched her after met with you. I felt disgusted when she used to came closer to me or trying to touch me. Cause....cause I love you Sanyukta from the core of my heart. Maybe I take so much time to accept it but my heart was only beating for you Sanyukta." He said with moist eyes.

His voice reflected the honesty and his eyes reflected immense love for her. She can feel it. Maybe he already lost his virginhood but still he is hers.

"Then why did you said that you cheated on me?" Sanyukta asked slowly.

"Cause I has to told you the truth before our marriage which I didn't. I hide truth from you Sanyukta and that was cheating." He said lowering his lashes when Sanyukta smiled in satisfaction.

"No Randhir you didn't cheated on me. It's the time who was not in your favour then, so please don't blame yourself." She said when Randhir look at her directly.

"Sanyukta I love you and only love you. It's you who can touch my heart not my body only like those other girls." He said when Sanyukta forced a smile.

"Sanyukta I know you must be feeling bad but I want to confess something. Yes I had sex with several girls and they are highly satisfied me cause we had SEX only and only that. And trust me I never made love to anyone, if I had to something then it's simply sex." Randhir said when Sanyukta's eyes filled with fresh tears and she look down to hide that.

Randhir said that she must be feeling bad but the fact is his every word killing herself from inside. She felt miserable to listening all this. Every woman wants to be the first woman in his man's life and she aren't different. But the thing is he wasn't cheated on her and she herself knows all the truth but still it's hurt's her so much don't know why! She gulped own pain down when she heard him to say.

"But now am in love with my wife deeply, madly and truly. And will always love you till my last breath Sanyukta." Randhir said when Sanyukta look at him in amazement.

"And maybe you aren't the first girl in my life but I promise you that you'll be the last girl in my life." Randhir said when Sanyukta just hugged him tight.

"I love you Randhir." She said between her sobs as she don't control her tears anymore.

"I love you too Sanyukta more than anything." He said caressing her back when she smiled between her tears.

"Randhir can't we just forget the past and start fresh?" She asked with lots of hopes when he broke the hug.

"I....I don't know that Sanyukta. And moreover my past will always haunting me." Randhir said hesitatingly still not able to meet their gaze.

"Randhir if I'm not a virgin then did you leave me?" She asked thus Randhir look at her in shock.

"No, not even in my dreams Sanyukta. I love you not your body. And virginity isn't the definition of any one's character." He said holding her hand.

"Then why are you hesitating to accept me in your life Randhir!" She asked when he kept mum.

"Randhir can we at least try?" She asked holding his hand thus he look at her.

"Sanyukta I.....I am not pure anymore and if I make love to you I'll make you impure too." He said caressed her knuckles.

"Then if I'll make love to you it will be make you pure Randhir." She smiled at him and leaned towards him to kiss him when he distance from her.

"Sanyukta I can't deserve your serene and pure love." He said sadly.

"Yes Randhir you can't deserve me." Sanyukta said when Randhir smiled sadly.

"Cause you own me." Randhir was shocked to heard this and look at her in disbelief.

"You remember Randhir that stormy night when I went to your house to surrender myself to you?" She asked when he nodded positively.

"I can never forget that night Sanyukta, that's the night which changed all my ideology towards you. Any girl can be that much selfless, you taught me that on that day. And that's the night I finally understand my feelings for you Sanyukta." Randhir breathed out.

"Yes Randhir that's the night when all my equation towards you were changed too. That night I saw a glimpse of a totally another person in you Randhir. That's the night when I finally witnessed the bright side inside you and started respect you." Sanyukta said remembering that night.

"So I don't care about your past, all I want is to be with you in your future." She said firmly.

"I wish I could wash the touches of those girls." He sighed in disappointment and about to get up when he hold his hand.

"Okay I can remove those touches Randhir, not from your body only but from your memory too." She said and before Randhir can say anything she captured his lips with her.

Sanyukta was kissing Randhir tenderly when her hands caressing his hairs slowly. She then slowly open the first button of his shirt and pushed him on the bed softly and placed a kiss on his adams apple thus Randhir groaned. Sanyukta was kissing on his available skin as she opened his buttons one by one. Sanyukta was rubbing her hand on his abs sensuously and kissing his chest when she heard him snoring softly. Sanyukta look up and saw Randhir was sleeping due to the effect of the alcohol. She  sighed in disappointment then smiled slowly. She covered him properly with the blanket and caressing his hairs slowly.

"Aaj nehi tho kaal hume ek hona hi hain Randhir and I'll waiting for that day." She smiled looking at his sleepy face and placed a kiss on his forehead.

She was admiring his sleepy face when she remembered his words and felt an ache on her heart.

"It wasn't your fault Randhir you just lost the way. You was misguided then and the reason behind it is that woman only....Mrs. Renuka Mittal!" Sanyukta said looking at his sleepy face.

"But enough is enough now you have to give an explanation for your every deed. Now am coming to you and I won't let you go Mrs. Renuka Mittal." Sanyukta said determinedly.

As morning appeared Randhir open his eyes slowly, he blinked his eyes and when he shifted his gaze he saw the most beautiful sight beside him. Sanyukta was sleeping peacefully hugging him tightly. Her face rested on his nap when her lips are almost kissing his chest. Some random locks fall on her face and made her more beautiful, Randhir just forget to blink. He pushed the locks behind her ear and get up carefully not to disturbed her sleep and dashed to the washroom.

Sanyukta get up after sometimes, she open her eyes and found his side empty. She sat up quickly on the bed and heard the sound of the shower. She take a relief of sigh and tied her hairs in a bun. She also get up from the bed as she felt grumble in her stomach. She ordered for the breakfast just when Randhir came out from the washroom wearing a towel only and Sanyukta look at him. Their eyes met and Randhir look down.

Sanyukta's eyes scanned his bare torso and her eyes fall on his perfectly shaped abs. Some water droplets visible there which disappeared next into the towel. Sanyukta felt her throat became dry and she licked her lips and gulped hard. She wanted to kiss him hard right now but it's not the right time and also he is hers to get anytime so she kicked aside her hormones and control her desires.

"Good morning." She greeted him with a smile thus he forced one.

"Good morning." He said and open the cupboard.

He was searching for his clothes when Sanyukta came and suddenly hugged him tight from behind.

"You okay?" She asked slowly.

"Hmmm." He hummed only.

"Okay I already ordered for the breakfast, aap ready ho jaiye main vi tab tak fresh ho jati hu." She said softly when he nodded only.

Later they are sitting together when Sanyukta make the coffee for them when Randhir was continuously stealing glances of her.

"Sanyukta I'm sorry." He said suddenly thus Sanyukta look at him confusingly.

"Sorry for what Randhir?" She asked confusingly.

"Sorry for yesterday Sanyukta. Kaal ka din humare liye bahut important tha, pata nehi tumne kabse iss din ka wait kiya aur maine sab kuch barbaad kar diya. I spoiled everything." He said in disappointment when Sanyukta hold his hand.

"It's okay Randhir, aabhi tho ek hone ke liye puri zindegi padi hain humare pass." She said holding his hand when he looked down.

"I spoiled your every wish Sanyukta, am so bad." He said feeling guilty.

"Yeh hotel ka luxury room aur beautiful decoration mera wish nehi hain Randhir. Mera wish tho aapke saath aapna puri zindegi bitani hain." She said when he look at her in amazement.

"But Randhir mera aur ek wish hain keya aap wo puri karenge?" She asked thus Randhir became confused.

"Aaise kyu bol rahi ho Sanyukta, sab kuch tho tumhara hi hain. Bolo tumhari wish keya hain main usse jarur pura karunga." He said excitedly.

"Randhir meri wish hain ke aap sharab pina chod dijiye. Mujhe aachha nehi lagta aapko aaise dekh kar." She said hopefully when Randhir was short of words.

"Randhir aap mera yeh wish pura karenge na?" Sanyukta asked with lots of hope thus Randhir looked down.

"Sanyukta tum kuch aur mang lo, kuch vi main tumhe wo jarur dunga but yeh nehi." He said slowly.

"But Randhir mujhe yahi chahiye." She insist.

"Sanyukta main bahut saalo se pe raha hu, yeah phir yeh kahu ke yeh saraab mujhe pe raha hain. Main isse nehi chod sakta." He said helplessly.

"Haan sahi kaha aapne, aap saraab ko nehi yeh saraab aapko pe raha hain, dheere dheere khokhla kar raha hain aapko. Please chhod dijiye iss zaher ko." She pleaded.

"Sanyukta yeh tumhare liye zaher hain but mere liye gam bhulne ke tarike hain. Jab main sab kuch bhul jana chahata hu mera past, mera present, puri duniya ka taunt and specially uss aurat ko tab iss ka hi tho sahara hota hain." He smiled sadly when Sanyukta hold his hand.

"Aaj se aapko kuch vi bhulne ke liye saraab ka sahara nehi lena padega. Kyu ke aab se main rahungi aapke saath aapka taqat bann kar taki aapko kabhi kisiki sahare ki jarurat na pade!" She said determinedly.

"But Sanyukta bahut der ho geyi hain, aab main chaha kar vi saraab ko nehi chod sakta. I....I just can't." He said with lots of difficulties.

"Baas mera haat pakad lijiyega aur phir dekhiyega ke aapko kisi aur cheeze ki koi jarurat nehi." Sanyukta said when Randhir look at her in amazement.

"Sanyukta..." He about to say when she put her finger on his lips.

"Sshhhh....kuch mat boliye, just trust me Randhir. Aap please try tho kariye, mere liye." She said when Randhir just hugged her tightly.

"Yes Sanyukta I'll, I promise you ke main saraab chhod dunga. Tum ho na mere saath mujhe samvalne ke liye?" He said when Sanyukta smiled brightly.

"Haan Randhir main humesha aapke saath hu, aapka saath dene ke liye." She said when Randhir became relaxed under her embrace.

"Aachha aab jaldi se breakfast kar lijiye, phir humara flight vi hain." Sanyukta said breaking the hug and served him the breakfast.

After getting ready they met John and left for the airport after bidding him a bye. The flight had taken off from the airport and heading towards India. Sanyukta was holding Randhir's arm and keep her head on his shoulder and was admiring the view from the flight.

"Enjoy the view?" Randhir asked thus she nodded positively.

"Yeah a little bit." She smiled at him.

"Okay enjoy it." Randhir also smiled at her and concentrate in a magazine when Sanyukta look outside.

She said that she enjoyed the view but the truth is her heart can't find peace as she want to reach back their home country immediately to short out something important.

Sanyukta open her eyes lazily on their bed and found his side was empty. He must be at his gym. She thought and get up from the bed when he found Randhir at the balcony in his night wears. She came there and hugged him from behind pressing a soft kiss on his back.

"Aap aaj gym nehi geye?" She asked when Randhir caught her hand and pulled her embrace facing her.

"Nehi." He said tucked her hair lock behind ear.

"Still facing the jet lag problem?" He asked adoring her face when she nodded a no.

"No am fine. When did you wake up?" She asked placed her hands around his neck.

"Baas thodi der pehele." He replied and about to kiss her lips when she closed her eyes. But he stopped next and pull back thus she open her eyes.

"What happened?" She asked confusingly.

"No it's just ke jab tak main tumhara layek nehi baan jata I'll never come closer to you." He said and dashed towards the washroom when Sanyukta frowned dangerously.

"Aab tho inn sharmile sahab ko baatana hi padega ke yeh kiss layek hain." She said and an naughty grin appeared on her face.

Randhir came out from the washroom getting ready and find Sanyukta do something in the cupboard.

"Sanyukta you must take rest, aur phir tumhare exam vi jaldi start hone wali hain so stay at home." He said thus she turned at him.

"Randhir am perfectly alright and all prepared for the exam so don't worry about it and am coming with you just a minute." She said and dashed towards the washroom.

"Mr. hubby collage ki padai chhodo aaj aagar tumhe prem ki dhai aakshar nehi padaya tho mera vi naam Sanyukta nehi!" She said looking at the mirror and smirked devilishly.

Randhir was sipping his coffee and checking his mails when Sanyukta came out from the washroom getting ready. Randhir look at her hearing the foot steps and his eyes became widened to saw her. She was wearing a tight black office skirt which came up to her knees with a silk white shirt and a black coat on it. Her hairs are tied in french roll and she looks really hot with her heels on. Randhir became froze to saw her this avatar. He felt a sensation inside him. He felt like pushing her on the bed and doing his undone husband deed right now. Randhir was lost on his dirty thoughts when Sanyukta clicked her fingers in front of him thus he came back to his senses.

"Good morning." She said batting her eyes when a bright smile appeared on her glossy lips.

"Gorning!" Randhir said as he was totally mesmerized in her beauty. "I mean morning, good morning." Randhir stammered when Sanyukta smirked inwardly.

"So how was I looking?" She raised her brows.

"Pathetic!" Randhir said when Sanyukta's eyes became widened.

"What?" She was shocked to heard him.

"Or else what, you look pathetic." Randhir groaned when Sanyukta rolled her eyes but then smirked and next moved towards him and whispered near his ear.

"No Mr. husband dearest am looking freaking hot and you are nothing but jealous." She said and bit his earlobe gently thus earning a moan.

"Huhhhh jealous my foot and why should I jealous?" He raised his brows. "And by the way what's all this and what are you wearing Sanyukta?" Randhir asked scanning her once top to bottom.

"Aare am the new MD of 'Shekhawat Industries' so don't you think that am look like one!" Sanyukta said when Randhir frowned.

"And by the way don't you liking it, maine specially office ke liye liya tha!" She asked innocently.

"No, utaro isse, aabhi." Randhir said angrily.

"Okay." Sanyukta said and removed the coat and started unbuttoning her shirt thus Randhir widening his eyes.

"Are you out of your mind Sanyukta, what are you doing?" He asked closed his eyes with his palm.

"Aare aapne hi tho kaha utarne ko, so am just obey you." She batted her eyes.

"God utaro matlab change karo aur mere samne nehi use the bathroom." He said annoyingly when she came closer to him.

"Kyu aapke samne change karungi tho aapse control nehi hoga keya!" She said slid the back of her fingers sensuously, along the length of his temple when he removed her hand.

"Ohh just shut up, main aachhe se janta hu ke tum keya karne ki try kar rahi ho but listen don't try to play with fire you will be regretting." He glared at her thus she smirked.

"Aur aagar main yeh kahu ke main regret karna chahati hu tho?" She asked when he looked away.

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