Hi friends ,

A long update of 8500 words . Hope you would like this update 

A quote in regard of this whole chapter .

"  It is better than ten guilty escape than one innocent suffer "

"Hello everyone . Today we are with a breaking news that the famous Arnav singh Raizada is arrested . You didnt hear me properly , right ? Yes he is arrested and we had come to know that his brother , Akash singh Raizada who is the CEO of AR designs is the one who had lodged the complaint . We dont know the content of what is the reason behind Mr Arnav singh Raizada's  arrest. But we hope we would get to know about that soon . And there is also a news that Anjali jha is there inside the station to meet her brother .We may get any updates from her , if she comes out hopefully . Stay tuned to learn about more " said the news reporter .

At the same time Anjali came out of the station in a confused state .

" Mam , what has happened . Why Arnav singh Raizada is arrested ? " asked the news reporter .

" Mam , Is it real that Arnav's brother , Akash singh Raizada was the one who gave the complaint against ASR" asked another reporter .

Anjali just stares at them .

" No questions please " said Anjali walking away from that place .She herself was confused and these reporters were just adding to the fuel .

She walked her way to a park and sat on its benches .She closed her eyes to relax a bit and feel the nature around her .She didnt know what to do .Should she support her chote or Khushiji .

If she supports chote it would be injustice to khushiji for whatever she had faced . No girl deserve that .If she didnt supports her chote , it would be like she let down her brother who had stood along with her in every tough phase .

" Devi maiya , Please help me . I dont know what to do " said Anjali rubbing her forehead and she then buried her face on her both palms .

" Dhi , I would stay with you . I wont leave your side ever as these people left us . I would be there for you dhi , dont cry for the person like him who never stood by your side" said Arnav wiping out the tears from anjali's eyes .It was after they both were throwed out from the Sheesh mahal .

" Dhi , never say about death . You would always be with me "

" Dhi , How much times should I say that dont keep this stupid fast . You never listen to me"

" Dhi you are fine right . I was afraid that .. that I lost you like mumma . You are fine right ?"

"I did it "

" I did it dhi . Whatever they are saying is truth "

" Yes , I did everything . I accept it . I did it because I thought she to be a threat to dhi and her child . She was luring shyam "

" I was going to propose her dhi that day . I thought to open up my heart to her .I thought to show her my love towards her to a infinity level . But when I went , I saw her in his arms . He confessing his love and she asking him to leave you . I was broken when he talked about they both leading a happy life . I wasnt able to tolerate and I came down totally broken "

" I didnt see her struggle that day dhi . I didnt .I wished that I saw that . I didnt know what to do . I couldnt take her betrayal. She was my first love dhi and she .. She betrayed me with that shyam . I felt too raged and completely broken . But what came into my mind is you and your raj kumari . I couldnt tolerate loosing you . I feared that what if they both cheat us and bring us to streets once again .I cannot afford to see us in that bad situation again . I also felt them being another Aravind malik . As I said before , I couldnt afford to loose you as we lost ma. The same situation is happening , so I decided to take steps . I firstly planned to kidnap and keep her away from you . I had given shyam a chance to change himself forgetting khushi . I thought that everything was in my hands . But ..."

" But , I felt some kind of emotions that she was innocent . I was doing a big mistake . I wasnt able to realize what is happening. With frustration , I drove my car . But , she came there and fell on my car escaping from the goons . She ran into me when she saw me . I felt a twitch . I felt relieved that she was there with me now . But that expression was replaced by the anger and rage . She had managed to again fool my goons and escape . I felt anger rising and confronted her . She begged me to believe that she was innocent . But I didnt pay any heed . I just left her in that place when she was unconscious as she had fainted . I didnt want to do this to her dhi , but that time for being a cheater like that , I felt it was correct . She deserved the position " said Arnav with a choking and stammering tone . His eyes had tears explaining what all he had felt when he had done this to her .How wrong he had thought "

" Thats why I hid it from you dhi . I thought to handle by myself but . I was sure that I wont let the past happen again to us . But I took it too worse than Aravind Malik "

"I didnt mean to make you guilty dhi . I saw how you love him to the core .You were loving him like how ma had loved Aravind malik . I just wanted to protect you and safeguard you . Its just that and nothing else "

" Dhi , Please dont leave me alone dhi . I am feeling horrible and lonely . Its like , I am not able to breathe . Please stay by my side dhi , Atleast you"

Anjali took her hands from her face with tears .

"You have done so much for me chote . So much . It would be unjust if I didnt stay in his difficult times with you . I am sorry khushiji , I cannot stand by your side this time even when you are correct . I know you had faced worst due to my chote and it had completely destroyed you .But I cannot let go of my chote who has done everything for me . I just cannot . Forgive me khushi . I know you would hate me, if you come to know I am supporting him . But I cannot stop myself from supporting my chote . I cannot " said Anjali wiping her tears .

" Devimaiya , I am sorry if I had chosen the wrong route . But this time , I feel I am right . Please be my side as you usually used to be devimaiya " said Anjali .

She takes her mobile phone and calls their family lawyer Roy ...........

" What happened ? " asked Nk

" Everything went as per our plan . No problem" said Akash.

" Did doctor told anything ?" asked Payal.

" No. She is under observation still . She didn't wake still " said Aman.

" What if she didn't wake Akash?" asked Payal.

" Don't speak like this. She would wake. Don't worry Payal " said Akash.

" You know tomorrow is her birthday " said Payal.

" Really ?" asked Aman.

" Yes . I used to make her day so special that she always used to wait eagerly for her birthday . She used to ask me from the day before itself of what I had planned . But tomorrow , I don't know if my sister would be conscious itself . I don't know if she would be able to hear a my wishes too " said Payal with a teary eyed .

" Bhabi , We dont know what would happen , but soon this situation would be in our favor . Khushiji would get up and be well soon . Dont think more "said Aman .

Payal nods her head .

" Aman is saying right . Dont worry bhabi " said Nk .

Payal gives a sigh .........................

At Mr roy's house .

"Mr Roy , Shall I come in ?" asked Anjali .

" Yes Anjali . I had contacted the inspector and got to know in what way FIR has been lodged .Then I applied for Bail and my assistant did the rest of the works . Now the bail is sanctioned   " said Mr Roy .

" Great . Thank you so much " said Anjali

" It is my duty " said Mr Roy 

"Is it possible for chote to come out of this ?" asked Anjali .

" I hope there is no direct evidence to prove that Mr Raizada did it . So we have a chance . Lets go and check anyway . If not it would be a difficult task but it  isnt impossible " saidMr Roy .

" What do you mean ?" asked Anjali .

" We have to degrade that girl . Then everything would be in our hands" said Mr Roy .

" What are you speaking . She is my sister . You cant do this " said Anjali .

" I am just giving a option Mrs Jha. Just Relax " said Mr Roy .

" I am anjali Singh Raizada , Not Mrs Jha " said Anjali .

" Should I appeal a divorce case too ?" asked Mr Roy .

" Yes " said Anjali .

" Okay , Come with me, We would go to police station " said Mr Roy where Anjali and Mr Roy together left to the Police station .....

At police station .

Anjali and Mr Roy together comes inside the station .

" What happened . You are here again ?" asked Inspector .

" I am here to take Arnav Singh Raizada out on bail " said Mr Roy .

" What ?" asked Inspector with a shock .

" Here are the papers . Check  it out " said Mr Roy handing over the papers .

Inspector looks at the papers with a shocked look .

" I hope all the papers are correct Inspector sir " said Mr Roy .

" This isnt fair . How could the judge sir grant it ?" asked Inspector in a angry tone .

" He granted . Leave all that . Release him soon " ordered Mr Roy .

" Officer , bring arnav singh Raizada out of  the cell " said Inspector .

The officer brings arnav out of the cell .

" Chote " said Anjali rushing to him and cupping his face . Arnav faces had bruises and his legs and hands too .

" How could you treat him like this . Who gave you the authority to beat him like this ?" asked Mr. Roy

" This person doesnt even deserves to survive in this society . Dont speak to me in this tone Mr . Roy . Just because of him , that girl is fighting for her life " said Inspector .

" Do you know he is the one who did it really . What evidence you have ?" asked Mr . Roy .

" His car gps gives that location on that day and the head of the prostitute had also agreed that he had let her there . The goons had also given their statement . Case is strong on him . He cant escape " said Inspector .

" You and I know that how car gps can be manipulated using technology . That head may be playing a game as she might want to come out of this with less punishment , so to save herself , she might have lied.The goons , they may also lie to get money " said Mr Roy .

" I agree if they all are lying too , why his own brother Akash singh Raizada lodged a complaint against his brother . Whom are you trying to fool ?" asked Inspector with a loud voice .

" I am not fooling. Saying the facts only .What if his brother had some grudges against him " asked Mr Roy .

" I am not ready to believe anything " said Inspector .

" Truth would be represented in the court . Truth would win . Let us see on that Inspector sir " said Mr Roy .

" Lets see then " said Inspector .

" Come chote " said Anjali where she, Arnav and Roy came outside the police station  Anjali and Mr Roy supported Arnav .

The station outside was fully covered with media . They blocked their way .

" Omg . ASR is beaten blue and back . What is the reason behind this treatment and arrest Mr Raizada ?" asked News reporter .

" Why is it your brother the one who gave the complaint ?" asked another news reporter .

" They are saying that you are behind spoiling a girl's life . Is it truth ? If you are responsible who is that girl ?" asked another news reporter .

" No questions please " said Mr Roy leading arnav and anjali inside his car .Arnav and Anjali silently went inside the car ignoring the media .

" Why did you bail me out dhi . I deserve this punishment " said Arnav .

" I cant see you in this jail . I am your dhi chote " said Anjali .

" Dhi , You " said Arnav stammering a little with tears in his eyes .

" There was at least one who was standing by his side . His dhi is standing by him "he thought .

" Huh , By Standing by your side , She is digging her own grave . Arnav , just pull her away from you . If not she is going to also suffer like hell " said his mind .

Arnav just ignored  his mind thoughts . His heart felt some warm feeling of someone being his side . That was very well enough for him .

Arnav hugged dhi .

" Chote relax . Nothing would happen " said Anjali caressing his hair .

" I didnt do wanted . She is in this position just because of me . How could I do this to her when I claim to love her dhi . Why ?" asked Arnav .

" What can you do now by blaming . Will anything change ?" asked Anjali .

Arnav nods his head no .

" Don't think of the past . Think of what you are going to do to rectify it " said Anjali .

" Rectify ?? Could you rectify the mistake man ?. Is it revisible such that you can rectify it . Her dignity is lost man . You have snatched the tradition and values she holded high . You made
her as a prostitute " said his mind in a angry tone .

"It felt like something pricked in his heart. His mind was damn right . Nothing is enough to rectify it . Nothing is enough " he thought .

"Nothing would be enough for to rectify it dhi. Nothing can make the deeds I did go " said Arnav .

" I know . But if you stay with her and be her side , it would at least take a step towards repentance . If possible marry her and save her from society taunts " said anjali.

Arnav saw anjali at his stern expression.

" Dhi , Is it possible . I don't want to marry and make her remember what had happened to her every second " said Arnav.

" Oh really . I am Impressed. You are thinking about her ?? That innocent soul's feelings. It's really a unbelievable news  " mocked his mind .

" This society will degrade her chote. For that you need to stand with her " said Anjali.

" Dhi , but " said Arnav .

" You are marrying her. That's it . " Said anjali in a stern tone .

Arnav nods his head.

" Arnav , I have a doubt. What about your reputation . If you marry a prostitute like her ? " asked his mind with a smirking tone .

" Just shut up. Don't use that name " said Arnav loudly .

" Chote" asked anjali with a stern expression .

" Nothing dhi " said Arnav.

" Let us first take him to the hospital. We would then speak what we are going to do " said Mr. Roy.

Arnav and anjali nods their head .

At hospital

" Arnav is released in bail " said Aman.

"What !!" asked Payal and Akash together .

" How could he get bail ?" asked nk with a frown.

" Anjali had made chote release from jail . She went there with Mr Roy " said Aman.

"What the hell is happening . Is she mad to release him ? " asked Akash with a loud voice.

" She did bail him out and that is the truth " said Aman.

" How could she do this . She is also a women right . How could she do injustice to a girl ?" Asked Payal.

" What should we do now ?" asked Nk.

" I don't have any idea . Akash, go and talk with the inspector . You would get an idea of what to do. And ask inspector to put protection over here in this hospital . " Said Aman.

" But why protection Aman?" asked Akash.

" Because if he would come here .,We may get a evidence from this . We shall not let the chance when he comes here " said Aman.

" I wish that this day never came in our life " said payal.

" It would end payal. Just 2 hours for this day to end . We would surely get a light by tomorrow from this darkness " said Nk .

" I would talk to inspector " said Akash leaving aside .

" I would talk to dhi " said Nk .

" What would you get by contacting her ?" asked Aman .

" I will make her understand " said Nk .

" Is she a baby such that you can make her understand . She supported that bastard even though she knows he is at fault . She knows what position khushi is in , then too she went to stand by his side " said Aman .

" Amanji is saying right nanheji . She knows and still is supporting him " said Payal .

" Its too depressing Bhabi . Its too much to take in a day " said Nk .

" We would soon get a hope . Dont worry " said Aman.

Anjali , Arnav and Mr Roy came inside the City hospital where Mr roy and anjali both supported Arnav . Arnav was taken to the emergency ward where Anjali and Mr Roy waited outside . This was the same hospital where Khushi was admitted . But she was in first floor in ICU ward and they all down in emergency ward .

" She is in this hospital ?" asked Mr Roy .

Anjali nods her head .

" I want to meet her " said Mr Roy .

" She is unconscious . She isnt conscious yet " said Anjali .

" Okay , Inform me when she comes to consciousness , I want to have a word with her " said Mr Roy .

Anjali nods her head .

" I would stay here . If you want you go up and see her " said Mr Roy .

" I dont know if I could meet her " said Anjali while looking down in shame .

" Just go and see her once . You can meet her , Be strong " said Mr Roy .

Anjali nods her head and went upstairs to ICU ward with slow steps . Anjali saw the time as 10.30 pm from the hospital clock .

She saw payal who had slept leaning on to Akash and Akash also had  slept .Aman and Nk were wide awake having an eye of the ICU hoping to get any good news on khushi .

" Nk bhai " said Anjali going to them .

" What are you doing here ?" asked Nk whispering in a angry voice . He didnt want to wake up akash or payal .

" I .. I came to meet Khushiji " said Anjali .

Aman gave a hard disgusting look to anjali . Nk dragged her out of the floor giving a gaze to aman to look after there .

" What are you doing ?" asked Anjali where nk had dragged her near to the staircase .

" Why did you came here ?" asked Nk .

" I want to meet Khushiji , Nk bhai " said Anjali .

" You cannot meet her . Get it clear in your mind " said Nk .

" Please nk  bhai, Let me meet her once . Please " said Anjali with teary eyes .

" Dont act as if you are supporting her . You stood by his side and now showing sympathy to her ? She doesnt need your sympathy nor your presence around her " said Nk with a angry tone .

" I know , I am doing wrong Nk bhai  , but I cannot leave his side "said Anjali with a sobbing tone .

" Thats what I am saying , Go to him . Never come back to us . Never " said Nk in a cold tone .

"Try to understand me nk bhai " said Anjali .

" What should I try to understand . That your brother is very innocent despite of him putting her there . And that's why  you are in his side ? I dont need to understand this bullshit " said Nk in a angry tone .

" Nk bhai " said Anjali .

"Dont call me that , I am not your brother " said Nk .

" Please . Listen to me . I ..." said Anjali stammering .

" Okay tell . I am listening " said Nk folding his hands with a cold stare .

" He did everything for me " said Anjali in a stumbling tone .

" Yeah . You know why he did . He knows how much weak of a women you are . He thought you would be broken and you would loose your baby . Thats why .Thats why he planned to put that girl there . Thats why he attacked Khushiji and not the shyam who was the major reason " said Nk .

Tears just rolled from Anjali's eyes .

" You aren't a women . You are just much worse than him. He did wrong and he agreed . Even though you know you are going in wrong way , You are going for it " said Nk .

" I ...am helpless " said Anjali crying .

" Dont bring your helplessness infront of me . You aren't helpless . You are doing it on your own will . And you will never get forgiveness for this . Mark my words . You and your brother will suffer each and every second for what that girl is going through . Just have it in your mind " said Nk .

Anjali just sobbed .

" Just get the hell out of here " said Nk .

" Nk ,Please dont talk like that " said Anjali .

" I wont see you are elder than me . I would just drag you and push you out . Dont think I am just warning , I would really do this . Go away " said Nk in a warning tone with his eyes spitting the coldness that he would do it if she didnt obey him now .

Anjali just looked at nk and blinked her eyes . She just went downstairs immediately as she knows from nk's gaze that he really meant each and every word . 

She was just too broken and in that state she went to the emergency ward .

" Doctor treated him . They told that we can take him home after he is given a injection " said Mr Roy .

Anjali just nods her head holding the tears .

" Did you meet her ?" asked Mr Roy .

Anjali nods her head no .

" I would get something for you to have " said Mr Roy sensing her weakness . 

Anjali just nods her head and he left . Meanwhile anjali's phone beeps with 'Home' calling .

" Hello " said Anjali .

" I watched the news . Why did you do like this betiya ?" asked Nani .

" Nani , I would talk once we come home . I am in hospital " said Anjali .

" What happened to you ?" asked Nani in a little worried tone .

" Chote is getting treated . He was being beaten worsely " said Anjali .

" He deserved it Anjali betiya " said Nani .

" Nani , We would speak when I once come home .I am cutting the call " said Anjali cutting the call .

Anjali just looked at the floor . She heaved a deep breathe of relaxation and closed her eyes keeping her hand on the stomach .

" Please help me bacha . Help me to face everything . Help me and your mamu to come out of this " said Anjali with tear in her eyes ..........................................................

At Raizada Mansion.

Anjali enters along with Arnav inside the Raizada Mansion .Nani and Mami looked at them . Anjali lead arnav to upstairs and made him lie in the room .

" Chote , I would ask Hp to bring dinner . Its already time " said Anjali turning to leave .

" Dhi , Please stay " said Arnav .

" I would come . I wont leave anywhere . Trust me chote " said Anjali .

" Did you go to meet her?" asked Arnav 

" Yes , But they didnt let me . Just dont stress yourself and lay down. I would be back " said Anjali.

" Dhi , Would I ever be able to get repentance for this deeds ?" asked Arnav .

" You would . Just lay down chote " said Anjali instructing him in a strict tone.

Arnav layed down obeying his dhi's commands . Anjali went outside  and got down the staircase.

" Anjali betiya " said Nani .

" I would give him the food nani and then speak to you " said Anjali .

" Why are you doing this anjali ?" asked Mami .

" What I am doing ?" asked Anjali .

"He . He destroyed Khushi betiya's life " said Mami .

" Yes he did it " said Anjali .

" Why are you telling this too normally anjali ?" asked Nani .

" Nani , He supported me from the start . If I dont support him now , It would be a sin . I wont leave my brother to struggle alone " said Anjali .

" What has gotten into you ?" asked Mami .

" When they threw us on the road , Only he was there nani . No one . Then you luckily found us . You know till that time he didnt have any food at all . The money which he earned , he gave it to me ,for my food . He didnt think about him for once too . I failed as a sister now . I didnt realize the things going out of our hands  . Its all my mistake only . Now , I cant let him alone . I wont let him suffer like how our parents left us to suffer alone . I wont nani and Mami . Think anything wrong about me , But I wont change my stand for him . I am sorry if I spoke anything wrong nani and Mami " said Anjali .

 She then turned to go towards kitchen where Hp had already kept ready the dinner .She then proceeds upstairs taking the food in a tray .

Nani and Mami saw anjali leaving to their room . They dont know what to tell or what to react . This was a really horrible situation for them . They felt anjali stance for arnav correct but their heart refused to accept it . Because Khushi was in a worse state for them .

" I dont know what to say Mummyji " said Mami .

" I even dont know manorama . I wonder what happened to our family . It is like everywhere black clouds are surrounded by us , such that there are not even a glimpse of rays of sunlight " said Nani .

" You go and rest . We would see tomorrow morning " said Mami .

Nani nods and went slowly to her room . Mami also went to her room ....

" Chote " said Anjali  entering the room .

" Dhi " said Arnav getting up and seating on the bed .

" Sit , I would bring " said Anjali  bringing the plate and seating beside him . She takes a piece of roti and dips it in dal and feeds him .

Arnav had his food silently .

" You too have " said Arnav .

" Mr Roy had got some snacks there . I would have once I complete feeding you " said Anjali .

" Dhi , Shyam " said Arnav.

" He deserves it chote . I didnt meet him too . I wont leave him for playing with us " said Anjali .

" He didnt do even for a percent of what I had done dhi . I agree he cheated us but " said Arnav .

" No chote . He played with all of us . I want him to suffer and I never want to meet that man in my life . Me and my rajkumari doesnt need him " said Anjali .

" Then what you did Mr Raizada . You cheated her, you betrayed her . You deserve much more than this right ?" mocked his mind .

" Dhi , I betrayed my love dhi . What about it " said Arnav .

" You are regretting chote , but he . He , He didnt. He will never regret . There is a difference between him and you " said Anjali .

" Waah ,  What a Difference . What a sister you have Arnav . Hats off to you " mocked his mind .

" Just shut up " murmured Arnav in his mind . 

" Dont think unwanted . Have your medicine and lay down " said Anjali .

" You would be here right ?" asked Arnav .

" I am here only baba . Chote , Mr Roy told  me to ask you whether you gave the statement or not " asked Anjali .

" For what dhi ?" asked Arnav .

" To police . Like , whether you have accepted your crimes or not " asked Anjali .

" No . They didnt ask about any statement . They just locked up in the cell and then took to other room to beat me up " said Arnav .

Anjali nods her head . She put the roti in her plate and she started to have it .

" Chote , Would you do one thing for me ?" asked Anjali .

" What dhi ?" asked Arnav .

" Do not agree that you did it infront of the court " said Anjali .

" What do you mean dhi ?" asked Arnav with a perplexed tone .

" You have to do as I told . Me and Mr Roy are working out things . Just obey what we tell . Would you please do this for me Chote . I would bring you out of this mess . I promise you " said Anjali .

Arnav nods his head .

His mind chuckled in a sarcastic way .

" Dont listen to her Arnav , You are crippling the situation more in a twisted way. Your sister would also face the wrath for landing in this type of situation . Be conscious at least now and decide correctly" warned his mind .

" I am going to go by my dhi's words . She would think correct for me . I would obey her " said Arnav in his mind voive .

" You are wish . Then dont cry one day that why didnt you stop me !" said his mind .

Arnav just ignored his mind mockings .

" Okay take that glass of water and have the medicine " said Anjali pointing out the medicine .

Arnav just takes the glass of water and has the medicine . Meanwhile anjali completed eating and she went to washroom to wash her hands . She came from the washroom and had her medicines .

" Sleep " said Anjali .

" May I lay in your laps dhi ?" asked Arnav .

" Sure " said Anjali seated on the bed . Arnav laid on her laps . Anjali caressed his hair slowly . He closed his feeling the caress . But he didnt get a bit of sleep too . He was restless and his heart was engulfed in guilt . He felt it choking him and that is why he wasn't able to sleep despite of given sleeping dose of medicines. The guilt was strong enough than the medicines not abling to make him sleep for a minute also . It was a restless night for him......................................

" Khushi , Khushi . Wake up " said Aisha caressing her hair .

Khushi sat on the bed completely tired and she rubbed her eyes cutely using her two tiny hands .

Kiren lifts her and turns her towards him .

"Happy birthday ,Cutie " said Kiren kissing her forehead .

Khushi's eyes twinkled with her father wishing her in a beautiful ways . She just hugs him with a joy of happiness .

" Thank you" said Khushi with her twinkling eyes .

Aisha just like that went and sat beside khushi and hugged Khushi sideways along with kiren .

" Happy birthday Khushi " said Aisha with a smile .

" Thank you amma " said Khushi with a smile .

" You have now turned 20 years , I am so proud of you" said Kiren .

" 20 years?" asked Khushi with a frown coming out of their embrace . She saw herself and then finds herself bruised completely .Her tiny hands , legs were all bruised and she stares at it with completely horrified expression. She remembered everything happened . She just snuggles more into her parent's embrace with fear and pain which was developing and evoking inside her remembering that bitter experiences . She just want to hide herself in her parents embrace and stay in that forever .

Aisha just caressed her hair slowly .

" Ma" said Khushi crying .

" Khushi " said Aisha in a painful tone .

" Ma , they . Pa , save me . Please save me , Its paining " said little khushi crying in pain .

" Khushi , Relax " said Kiren in a assurance tone hugging her tightly on his embrace .

Khushi lifts her head and looks at them both .

"Take me with you two ,Please. I dont want here . Please save me " said Khushi in a stammering tone .

" Khushi , You cannot come to us . Remember . You cannot . You need to be here . In this world and fight back all these evil . You need to teach him a lesson . He betrayed you khushi , he deserves to be punished " said Kiren .

" I dont have the stamina to stand pa . I cant . Please take me away . Take me with you " said Khushi in a pleading tone . She just want to relieve herself from all this pain and stay with her parents . She just want to lay her head on her ma's laps and drift to sleep . She didnt want anything else .

" Khushi listen , you shouldnt fall weak . You should get justice . You should make him realize that playing with a girl's dignity is false . You need to teach him a lesson " said Aisha .

" What can I teach? He is rich . He would come out of it anyhow . And I dont have that heart to punish him . I dont have " said Khushi .

" You dont have that heart ? . Remember what he did to you in your heart Khushi . He broke you apart . Dont be stupid " said Kiren in a scolding tone .

" But he .." said Khushi stammering .

" He betrayed you . You shouldnt show mercy on him . Did he show a percent mercy on you ?Did he for once thought about you leaving you over there ?" asked Aisha .

Khushi nods no .

"Then ? He didnt even trust you a bit for what trust you had on him . He made you suffer for the reason you aren't connected at all . You were innocent and he punished you even though .Dont loose your stand khushi. Dont ! " said Kiren .

Khushi nods her head painfully .

" Khushi listen , We know how much you had went through . It is too horrible , but never give up khushi . Never . We are always with you in each and every step you take . Just be confident and face it " said Kiren caressing her hair .

" Do not get frightened of what this society speaks .Dont give them a damn as they are just a mere objects khushi . Dont take their words into your heart . Never take it " said Aisha .

" Why are you speaking as if you both are leaving me . You would be with me right , when i face them ?" asked Khushi coming out of their embrace and seeing them .

" We would be watching you as a star "said Kiren .

Khushi nods no.

" I want to be with you . Please stay with me or take me away with you . I wont separate from you again " said Khushi .

" Khushi , understand . You need to face it . You need to be bold " said Aisha .

Meanwhile kiren interrupts .

" Aisha , its time " said Kiren freeing herself from Khushi . He placed her in the bed .

"Be brave my sweet heart " said Aisha kissing her forehead .

Aisha too gets up and goes and stands with Kiren .

" Its time for you to come independent . Dont break yourself down khushi . Dont " said Kiren .They both go backwards where khushi runs to them gathering all her strength .

" Ma , Pa " shouted khushi while going to reach them but they had already gone .

" Ma , Pa " shouted Khushi sitting down with a thud ............

" Ma , Pa " said Khushi shaking her head sidely . She coughs a little and opens her eyes . A sudden light hit her eyes and she closed her eyes again .She opens her eyes slowly , adjusting herself to the lightings . She felt completely new . The surroundings everything . She felt completely blank not able to recognize anything .

The nurse who was in charge of her came to her side immediately .

" Mam ?" said Nurse checking her . She immediately rushed out to Arpita's cabin .  Arpita was there for night duty for khushi as she need to monitor about khushi regularly . So she didnt leave .Arpita came immediately came to the ICU ward .

Aman and Nk got stunned seeing arpita rushing inside the ICU ward after the nurse went and informed them . Their heart started beating fastly with a fear of something bad could have happened .

" Akash " called Aman shaking Akash .

Akash and Payal both got up immediately .

" What happened ?" asked Payal in a worried tone .

" Doctor went inside in a haste " said Aman .

Payal immediately rushed to the glass towards which khushi was visible . She gets shocked seeing her opening her eyes and trying to respond . Her eyes had tears .Atlast her sister was fine . Her sister got conscious  finally . Now everything would be alright . Everything would be fine ....

"What happened  ?" asked Nk with a worried state .

" Khushi is awake " said Payal  .

" What?" asked Nk , Akash and aman together . Payal let a way for them to see through the space of viewing Khushi . They all felt happy and also a sigh of relief that their dear khushi had finally woken up .

" She is fine payal " said Akash with a smile .

Payal nods her head and hugs akash .

Nk and aman hugged each other .

" Finally " said Aman with a smile ...............

" Khushi Gupta ?" asked Arpita .

Khushi breathe heavily with the oxygen mask provided towards her . She tried to move her hands and legs but she couldnt . She felt as if it is rigid like a stick . She felt her body parts paining like hell .

Arpita took the oxygen mask .

"  Try Speaking " said Arpita .

" Ye...ss..." said Khushi slowly in a stammering tone .

" Breathe normally . Relax " said Arpita to make her relaxed .

Khushi blinks her eyes .

" How are you feeling ??" asked Arpita.

"Why I am not able to move my legs and hands doctor . Why I am feeling like I am too rigid ??" asked Khushi with little tears in her eyes.

" We would speak about that later khushi. Just relax ." said Arpita in a polite tone.

" I am telling I am not able to move my hands and legs and you are saying we would speak about that later and Relax " asked khushi with a loud voice in a shout . Khushi breathe heavily with the intensity of shout in her words .

" Khushi relax . You have come out from a crucial situation . You shouldnt strain like this " said Arpita .

" Are you going to tell me or not ?" asked Khushi in a stern tone breathing heavily .

" Your legs and hands are paralyzed due to the drugs they had given " said Arpita 

" Drugs ?" asked Khushi with a confused look and that is when she was remembered all the things . She being left there . They torturing her using a pool of water . Then asking her to get ready and she went there agreeing that they would let her call . Then making her choke in a room . Then they giving her the drugs and a man raping her . Then she coming into consciousness and trying to kill herself . Then they injecting drugs frequently and she being raped , everything came infront of her .

Tears rolled from her eyes .

" Khushi relax " said Arpita wiping her tears slowly .

" Doctor , Kill me " said Khushi in a hysterical tone . She remember what her parents had told her . She remember every bit of conversation she had with them . But she wont budge . She cant face this cruel world again . She didnt have the strength . She just want to go to a world where there would be just happiness . Where she would forget each and every pain in her heart and live her life with just a  smile . Where she wouldnt be betrayed . Where she would just be loved . No pain , No misery , just happiness .

" Calm . Please " said Arpita caressing her hair .

" Kill me . I dont want to live " shouted Khushi in a loud tone shaking her head . She was trying to shake her body badly but she wasnt able to move even a inch . Tears rolled from her eyes like hell .

She was helpless for not able to move even a inch of her hand and leg .

She was helpless for not able to end her life just by herself . She had too plead someone to end her life .

What a state she had landed herself ???

" Please get a hold of yourself . Dont think of dying . Your family loves you a lot and they are waiting for you eagerly " said Arpita in a calm tone , trying to make khushi understand.

" I dont need anyone . Just kill me . I am not able to breathe , It is suffocating me " said Khushi with sobbing tone and breathing heavily .

" Nurse , Take the mild sedatives " said Arpita .

" No . Please dont do this . Just kill me . Give me wrong dosage , Do anything . I just want to get rid of this pain . I just want to get rid of this world  " said Khushi hysterically .

Nurse hands over the injection to arpita . She injects it in  Khushi's hands .

" Why are you too torturing me ? Please relieve "  said Khushi in a painful tone .

" Call  any two of her family members " said Arpita to the nurse ignoring khushi's pleads .

Nurse left outside  and called any two of them  inside . 

Nk and Payal came inside first where Nk rushed to her immediately . Payal was just standing at the doorstep seeing her sister conscious a little far away . She saw from the glasses that how khushi was arguing or behaving hysterical . It pricked her heart too much to see her baby sister in this position . She can feel what her sister is going through by these deeds . Her sister would be going through hell with all the emotions choking her . This one thought was enough to make her stumble and not able to see her sister by going towards her and engulfing her in her arms .She was afraid that she would break down infront of khushi and would make her vulnerable more . She didnt want to do that .

" Khushiji " said Nk holding her hands with teary eyes .

" Nanheji " said Khushi with a low voice .

Nk nods his head with a little smile .

" Nanheji , please kill me . Please . I beg you . I dont want to live . Its paining like hell . Please " said Khushi in a pleading tone with her voice shivering . 

Nk's face expression totally changed . His face which was having a little glimpse of relief of seeing his khushiji now awake was turned to a shocked state .

" What are you saying Khushiji ?" asked Nk with a stammering tone  .

" Please . I dont want to live " said Khushi in a low tone .

" Are you mad ? What has gotten into you khushiji ?" asked Nk with a stunned tone . His tone had a little bit of anger on khushi .

" Nanheji " said Khushi with a teary tone .

" You shouldnt die Khushi . You shouldnt think about dying too .You need to stand up strong for yourself . You need to punish him . You need to make him feel what he did to you . You should be come up as a inspiration to others that nothing can break you . You shouldnt think of giving up without a trial . " said Nk .

" What is there to try . I lost everything " said Khushi with a choking tone.

" Is this really you khushiji . You used to fight to achieve your things . You wont give up anything that easily and you are ready to give up now ?" asked Nk .

Khushi just stared at him with teary eyes .

 "What can she tell him . She had lost herself in this horrible journey and she can never be that old Khushi . That old khushi was brutally snatched from her . She feels herself  a new person now . She used to love herself before and now she is just feeling disgusting of herself . She is not even liking to see her face too . What can she do ?  This is why she wanted to end her life . She wanted to come out of the pain and sufferings " thought Khushi .

While thinking her eyes started to close automatically as she was feeling drowsy due to the sedatives injected to her . 

" Bhabi . See her. How is she speaking . How is she reacting . She wanted to leave us all . See how is she behaving . Make her understand " said Nk .

" Bhabi . Jiji ?" called Khushi blinking her eyes to retain her conscious . She didnt know her jiji was there int the room .

" Did her jiji itself started distancing from her . Did her jiji is feeling disgusted to even come before her " she thought .

Payal just looks at her with teary eyes . 

" Jiji , Please come infront of me " said Khushi in a stumbling tone where she had closed her eyes .

Payal nods no and clutched her mouth controlling her sobbing . She cannot do it . She would break down in front of her sister if she go .

" Have I become that much impure that you aren't able to see my face too jiji? . You also are feeling disgusted right ?" asked Khushi .

Nk and Payal both felt something pricking hardly hearing this word from Khushi . They both had tears in their eyes .

" No . Dont you dare say like that Khushi " said Payal rushing towards her and holding her hands. Her tears touched khushi's eyes .

" How dare she could just speak like this . How could she think of her baby sister like that . Impure ? How could she just say like this ? " thought payal .

" Jiji , Its paining too much " said Khushi with a little tears rolling from her closed eyes .

" It would be fine " said Payal caressing Khusji's hair . She wiped Tears that are flowing from her eyes .

" Tell them to kill me jiji . I want to go to my parents . I am tired " said Khushi in a low tone of plead . She was almost into the sleep and her voice was just like some mumbling . But payal got understanding of it very well .

" You want to leave me and go . Do you really want to leave your jiji and go Khushi ?" asked Payal in a sobbing tone .

" Jiji ,I " said Khushi stammering and she finally went on to deep slumber as the mild sedatives took a toll on her . Already her body was weak and so the medicine had a quick effect on her even thought it was of mild dose only .

" Khushi !" said Payal trying to wake her.

" I gave sedatives  to calm her down . If I hadn't given  she would have got more hyper and it would have again left to Fits" said Arpita .

Payal nods her head .

" Let her take rest . I think , we can shift her to normal ward " said Arpita .

Nk nods his head .

" Come out" said Arpita leaving .

Payal bends and kissed Khushi's forehead lovingly .

" You would be with me . I wont let you go away from me Khushi . I wont . You should come out of this boldly and I would be with you in this journey. I would help you and be your pillar Khushi . This is your jiji's promise " said Payal .

She and nk then came outside ..

" What happened . Is she fine ?" asked Akash .

" She is fine , But "said Nk stammering.

" What happened Nk ?" asked Aman .

 " She is having emotional trauma . She wants to die . She wants to quit this world " said Payal  with a little tears rolling from her eyes remembering khushi's wish and her pleadings .

" What ?" asked Akash .

" Its natural Akash . Doctor told that this journey would be more horrible that what she had faced . She is feeling too painful and it is choking her " said Nk with a depressed tone . He was himself shaken to the core .

" What else did the doctor told ?" asked Akash .

" She told they would shift her to normal ward soon . She has been given sedatives . Doctor didnt say any other thing in detail " said Payal .

Akash just side hugged payal  to show his support to her . To make her feel that everything is fine at least a step ahead of what situation they had been before .

" I want to use the washroom " said Payal .

" I would come along with you . You dont need to go alone . Nk and Aman take care " said Akash .

Nk and Aman nods their head .

Akash then lead Payal towards the washroom .

" Dont speak about Anjali's visit Nk . She is already too broken . We dont need to put much pressure on bhabiji . She is already broken. We would tell akash when he is alone . " said Aman .

Nk nods his head .....................

How was the update ?

Was it emotional ?

Do you think anjali is digging her own grave here ?

What do you think arnav's decision of standing by his sister and obeying her ?

What do you feel for khushi . Do you think her plead to kill herself is right ? What would you have done if you are in her position ?

I have given a clue of from where arnav's suffering would start . Let me see how many of you are guessing it .

I thought to have the court scene too in this chapter itself but I wasnt able to do so . Next update surely would be the court scene .

Would be waiting for your Votes and comments .