POV ~ Clazer Oath telling the past to Dr.Ruther

Date 10 March 2020

After discharge from the hospital, dozens of medicine, weakness, and therapy. We returned to our Oath's Mansion, California after a year, I appreciate you missed this place.

All I did first was manage to go upstairs to my room, find my bed, and sleep.

Before I rushed to the Bathroom, suddenly my room's main door started making some scratching noise, I smiled I know it was Nala, I almost forgot her, my white fluffy cat. I unlocked the door and she started jumping around here and there.
Meow
Meow
Purr
Purr
Wagging her tail.
Kissing me, Licking me.

She is our dear pet. All she does every day was stay in Mom's room. She was here in California and is super scared of flights so we kept her here with Servants.

I played with her a little, pet her. And again I was thrown back in a series of events...

Jesus, Ultimately I got free of something ridiculous. Glaring at the mirror it wasn't me wholly, had some bruises on the head and normal scratches which hurt when water droplets fall on it.

Got a proper hot shower bath and dressed in light night dresses. My stamina was exhausted here I had some fruit juices and fries my favorite in the dining room with the normal main course for which I cried aloud.

Opposite the dining hall was Dad's room. Next to his room was his study room restored with all books and hefty tables. Our elegant hall is in the center and two stairways go up. Four rooms on the first floor, mine, Mom's, and two guest rooms. In this big house only two people, me and Dad. Some handful of maids living in the outhouse.

I had to follow a routine diet this day. I had a huge bandage around my head making me feel like a TV actor that lost his memory.

Talking to Dad about many things that we love in California and missed in our 1-year stay in London. Time passes and we decided to sleep. Interestingly neither I nor Dad had any interest to speak about Sirania.

After proper dinner, talk, jokes lastly was the sour drug that ruined my happy life again

I was deep down relaxing, almost dead thanks to High Dose Medicine and all of sudden my brain recalls, the black background turned to white with fog everywhere.

Sirens Alarming

Listen to this line Clazer

¶"Heart hums one,
Brain claims another.

Stupid me calm here,
And you are upset there.

I will slip, possibly fall
But you will hold me that's all.

Foggy dream, with just voices, no face, no names, no place, no clue all that haunts me for now.

I woke up again all suddenly with these lines crossing from a dream into reality like a call from that world of imagination. I don't know what to say. I looked at the alarm clock it was 6.30 am. Tears raced down my cheeks.

Why was I crying?

I turned off the alarm before they start ringing, which irritates me, and makes my day ruined. Got out of bed, walked towards the window looking through the curtains, it was bright red and the sun already shining.

The sun bloomed on the horizon, golden petals stretched ever outwards into the rich blue. It is the brilliant flower of the sky that warms our days. It is the invitation to a new day, that sunrise so ordinary and extraordinary.

I don't remember anything clearly who is this? But I will find it soon.

New faces around me. Wait I know him and those people around us.
Am I daydreaming again?
Who is he?

11 March 2022 @ California

"Usually, spring is the season of the fascinating lover waiting for summer to arrive and the heat of Impulse to pull them together. But not for everyone as I think....." Ruder mumbled in an annoying way

We were in my bedroom,

There were two youthful handsome boys around the same age, one lifting a dumbbell and the other sitting on the couch. One was me, Clazer Oath 21 years old, and another Ruder William 23 years old.

"So a quick introduction to yourself and what you know about me," Ruder asked me he was testing if I had Amnesia.

"Name~Clazer Oath, the only son of Mr. & Mrs. Oath. My dad Mr. Oath is a very successful CEO of Central engine company and even owns it completely their company's net worth goes about 10 billion dollars per year. Mrs. Oath, then my mom passed away 6 years ago when I was 14 years old.
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Opposite side Ruder William is the son of a simple police officer working for the government not very rich but still stable and pleased. Belongs to a middle-class family. We are friends since childhood"

"All ok"

Ruder is a very esteemed person, he inherited this character from his father and mother. He was waiting quietly for me to utter something and explain everything I was holding in my heart but I wasn't even answering back any of his questions for the past one hours. I was forfeited in my world. I was discharged yesterday from the infirmary with a few injuries.

Ruder broke his threshold to control his feelings and in a nasty way, he yelled at me "Are you going to transmit anything or do you just want me to pick off these dumbbells here? And do the same thing you are doing. It's springtime let me enjoy a little as the weather is so loving look outside asshole. "

"Hmmm," I murmured and trying to act like I am surprised.

Ruder angrily bites his lower lips
"What hmm? Idiot, speak anything about you I am worried."

I was planning to have a funny start, I stared at Ruder and in a slow voice " You want to ask about my health? Where is Mom?" I asked him.

Ruder was thrown back again "I am a little nervous about you though. You forgot again your mom is dead"

I sat down and realized that I forgot again, this time it wasn't acting, it was real.

"You speak anything useless. Ok, Clazer accepts the reality she is dead," Ruder said handling me.

Silence followed then.

"You knew I am having hallucinations again when I came back and I was amazed it wasn't my mom this time, someone else. I was all ready to say bye to England and I was very excited to come here back to see all the loved people, especially you. I decided to drive fast and suddenly a truck appeared in front of us and I lost my control and the next thing I knew was there was water around me. And then to the hospital. I thought I lost some memories in this accident but I wasn't sure."

" So you told doctors about Amnesia or hallucination. Came straight to the point what's wrong? "Ruder inquired.

To be continued