Part 65 - I just wanna fall in LOVE
(Jung Rin POV)
I went back to the dorm feeling weird as my family already went back to the States. I'm so used to the loudness of my big family now. I love hearing sounds of people talking. Jimin is recording live of After School Club right now meanwhile Yerin had moved back with her family. Ki Lee oppa left earlier as he was supposed to have his own day off too but he insisted to show my family around the building today. He told me he got nothing much to do too.
Suddenly I had an idea..
I should do V.App. It's been a while not interacting with my fans. I turned on the app and took out my notebook with the ID and password that Ki Lee oppa gave me before. I texted him first to let him know in advance too. Its the company rules.
He replied with an okay and told me to be careful as I'm recording.
"Yorobun~~ Annyeonggg~ oraenmanieyo.. (Hi everyone. It's been a while) I'll start once people coming in." I greeted happily.
"Oh... all of you welcoming me. Nan haengbokhae.(I'm so happy) How's everyone doing? Bogoshipda... I'm missing everyone too."
"I'll be reading your comment now. Just ask me about anything... Anddddd Gooooo~*"
"Ahhhh maja..(right) I just got back from holidays with my family. I went around Seoul and it was fun! I even went to theme parks and eat a lot of good food."
"I'm just resting for today. I got bored and since I miss you guys a lot thats why I took the ID for Vapp from my manager to meet you guys."
"Ki Lee oppa not here. He's on holiday. Nan honja... I'm all alone now."
"Where am I? I'm at my dorm. In the living room. I lived with 15& Jimin but she have a schedule now."
I went on V.App for about 30 minutes talking with my fans. I feel less bored as it really felt like they're with me as I'm doing the LIVE V.app.
I was on my way to the kitchen to cook eat something but I heard the doorbell.
"Who is it?" I asked as I'm looking through the front door camera.
"Princess~" It's Jinyoung oppa.
I went to open the door. Wonder why he's here.
"You're done with V.App right?" He's grinning as he asked me.
"Yeah. You need anything oppa?" I asked him back.
"You said you're bored just now in V.App." He smirked.
"You watched it?" I didn't expect that at all.
"Of course. I even send my question but you didn't answer or pick my question." He said.
"You did? What did you ask?" What a funny guy.
"I asked did you date anyone recently." He shrugged both his shoulders.
"Well, you know the answer already. Why are you asking an obvious question." I moved from my dorm door to the hallway. I'm so glad my dorm door is very advanced which only needed fingerprint or press the number to come in instead of having to bring keys all the time.
"NOONAAAA!!!!" Bam Bam shouted out happily.
"By the way I came because we want to invite you for dinner at our dorm. Mark hyung actually ordered food for everyone today." He asked me while Bam Bam nodding his head to Jinyoung oppa words.
"Princess... You're joining us right?" Jackson said as he saw me at the hallway through their dorm door.
"Well,.. It's been a while we didn't hang out together too. Why not. I'm bored too." I said.
"Yah!!.. That's not fair. Why when Jackson invited you, then you agree right away. I'm the one who asked you first you know. " He sounded a little bit jealous as I didn't even entertain him.
"I even came to your dorm knowing you're bored." He slipped his hands to my right elbow like it's normal.
"Oppa.. Why are you being all spoiled now? Do you need anything?" I questioned his weird behaviour.
"No.. I just feel like it." He winked at me.
"Noona.. just wait patiently at the dorm okay. We will be back." Bam Bam and Yugyeom happily walk to the elevator followed by Mark Oppa.
"We'll be back with the food. Just relax at our dorm. Everyone else is inside." Mark oppa said as he walked passed me through the hallway on his way to join Bam Bam and Yugyeom.
I feel so happy seeing all of them. It's been a while we didn't get to hang out all together.
Jinyoung oppa opened their dorm door for me as we reached the door. He sure acted weird today.
"Welcome to your Wang Jackson Kingdom. I, Park Jinyoung, The Knight of the Kingdom will served you the whole time you'll spend here. After you Your Highness." He said as he showed me the way.
"Guys, I think Jinyoung oppa had something wrong with his head.." I shouted as I come in.
"What do you mean noona?" Youngjae asked me as I walked towards him playing game at the living room with Jaebum oppa.
"Jinyoung oppa acting all weird. He keep on saying weird stuffs and acting all weird." I complained to them.
"There's nothing wrong calling her Princess. Why Jackson can call you princess anytime that he wants?" Jinyoung oppa backing himself up.
"Awwww... Jinyoung hyung want attention it seems. He was watching your V.app just now with Yugyeom and Jackson hyung as we played games." Youngjae said teasingly.
"Jinyoung... Stop being annoying to her. If you really want her attention just said so." Jaebum oppa said.
"Jinyoung Stop disturbing Wang Kingdom princess. You should go and prepare the table or something." Jackson ordered him around.
"Well,.. she said she's bored just now. I just want to keep her company. She must be lonely as her family just went back to the States." Jinyoung oppa pouted.
As I was about to catch up with Jackson, his phone rang and it seems like important. He picked it up and it's actually from a tv show in China interviewing him about something. All of us nodded to him and he went in his room for the phone call.
"What games are you guys playing?" I asked Youngjae and Jaebum oppa.
"We're playing Youngjae's favorite. Kart Rider." Jaebum oppa answered and they continued playing the game.
"AHHHHHHHH!!! I'm losing again! Hyunggggg!!!" Youngjae shouted.
I laughed at Youngjae's reaction meanwhile Jaebum oppa dancing happily as he won.
"Dashi Dashi!! AGAIN AGAIN.. Let's play again hyung! I'm going to win this time" Youngjae said all pissed.
"How's the song writing going? I heard everyone send in their songs already?" I asked Jinyoung oppa whose now busy scrolling his phone.
"It's all in final stages now. We send the rough recording and what's left for PD-nim to pick which one to be included in the album. Maybe there'll be few changes too depending on the album theme." He explained to me while sitting facing me now. He sure had very handsome face as I see him this near again.
"Ahhhh.. I really can't wait for the comeback. I bet it'll be awesome." I said.
"Yeah. Awesome until you fall in love with GOT7 again." Jinyoung oppa said proudly. Jaebum oppa and Youngjae just laughed at him as he said that.
"Jinyoung the jealous guy. Know what noona.. He keep on complaining about you and Jooheon having so many things similar. He was getting irritated as Shownu hyung said Jooheon suits you more than Jinyoung hyung as he heard Jinyoung hyung used to date you." Youngjae said as he's eyes still fixed on the screen.
"Why you want to be jealous. Well,.. it's not me who broke it off. You did. What's wrong if Jooheon and I did have something going on." I protested and stood up walking towards the kitchen.
"Where are you going?" Jinyoung oppa asked me.
"To the kitchen. I'm thirsty." I answered half-heartedly.
"I'm going with you..." He said and jumped up from the couch and followed me to the kitchen.
"Seriously oppa... Even you want to follow me to the kitchen? You like me that much until can't even see me far from you just for a bit?" I said to him as I feel annoyed with him suddenly being all clingy. I was avoiding him all along before but today I'm just lonely and bored as my family went back to the States.
"What if I say Yes? I can't take my eyes of you." He asked me with very serious face.
"Whatever oppa.." I pushed him and I went to grab the cup from one of the cupboard.
"So are you and Jooheon a thing then?" He asked me.
"OH GOSH!!! So what if I have a thing with him."I sighed out loud and rolled my eyes.
"You didn't answer my question yet." He said as I fill the cup with water.
"What question?" I asked him back all blurred.
"The one I ask in V.app." He said still looking very serious.
"Why would you want to know? I think you knew already." I answered him half-heartedly and gave out a loud sigh.
"Are you dating anyone? If not.. Why?" he asked me again.
"Oh my God. Not this again. Just now you assuming me with Jooheon having a thing. And now asking whether i'm dating anyone or not.Of course i'm not dating anyone. WHY? You ask me why??!! How can I? After you leave me just like that? Do you know how hard it is for me to figure out just why you did that to me? Before I thought you wanted to date Chaeyeon but I was wrong as you didn't even date her after. I really don't get it at all. Now you're back acting like nothing ever happen between us? Making me having butterflies in my stomach again, feeling all nervous yet happy when you talk to me. What's wrong with you, asking me such stupid question. Stop it oppa. If you keep confusing me like this i don't think I can stand it anymore. I'm going to stay away for real after this. Just STOP... STOP playing with my heart." I let it all out. He annoyed me so much until I spilled all my feelings out. I looked down at the floor trying to catch my breath as I spilled everything in just one breath.
He didn't say anything after. He just standing there in front of me. I looked up at him to take a look at him.
As I looked up, suddenly he held on my neck and then I felt something smooth at my lips as I blinked my eyes.
He's kissing me.....
It's my very first kiss...
It's our first kiss....
He moved away from me.
"I'm sorry.. I just can't control myself." He seemed shocked too.
"What was that?" I asked him with both my eyes wide opened and I was pressing my lips still trying to get what just happened.
"It's to show you that I'm not playing with your heart. It's always the same as before. Like you, I always felt butterflies as I see you. I was stupid for letting you go as I don't want to be in between you and your work. Besides, I was stupid for being all jealous seeing you with the other members. Do you know how hard it is for me not being able to be with you all the time? Not talking to you one day just makes me crazy and feels like so hard to even breathe. Every night I keep on dreaming about you and calling out your name. Can we get back together? Can you accept this stupid oppa again?" He asked me.
I can't believe what I just heard. I was so happy hearing it too. He still loves me. I pinched myself.
"I'm not dreaming right??" I asked and slapping my face.
"Bwooya..(What is this).. You want me to kiss you again to make sure it's not a dream?" He asked me with his lips pretending as if want to give another kiss.
"Oppa... You sure is a crazy guy." I pushed him and laughed.
"I'm crazy about you.." He said. I can't stop laughing now as he's so funny yet cute.
"So I have my knight back?" I asked him again still feeling surreal.
"Right at your service Princess..." He kneeled down as he said that.
I giggled at his funny action again.
"Neon Haengbokhani? (Are you happy?)" he asked me as he stood up.
I nodded happily to him.
He then hugged me.
"HYUNNNNGGGGG!!!! Why are you doing this to me???!!!! Noonaaaa... Jaebum hyung is being mean to me... Please get revenge for me.." We heard Youngjae shouted from the living room.
We both laughed at Youngjae and walk towards the living room together.
"Here... I'll get revenge for you.." I told Youngjae and asking him to pass the controller to me.
"Bring it on!!" Jaebum oppa said.
"Hyung... Don't you dare winning over my princess." Jinyoung oppa giving warning to Jaebum oppa.
"Ohhhhh~~~ Since when she's your princess? I though you left your princess." Jaebum oppa sneered.
"Since just now. Like 5 minutes ago." Jinyoung oppa said proudly.
"Chamkamman. (WAIT). So are you guys back together?" Jaebum oppa asked and seems like he couldn't stay focus on the game. Yes! I'm winning now.
"Yeah.. Are you guys back together?" Youngjae asked curiously too.
"AHHHHH!!! I'm losing!!!" Jaebum oppa said. "But seriously guys.. Jinyoung!!" Jaebum oppa shouted seeking for answers.
"Yeah.. with a po po. (kiss)" Jinyoung oppa said proudly again.
"YESSSS!!! I WON!!! YOUNGJAE I GOT REVENGE FOR YOU!!!" I shouted happily. I started to jump up happily too.
"You guys kissed?" Youngjae asked me as I look at him.
"Who said that?" I asked him back.
"Jinyoung did." Jaebum oppa said.
"WHO KISSED??" Jackson shouted as he came to the living room. He looked at everyone all furious.
"We didn't kiss.." I said as everyone looking at me waiting for my answer.
"WE DID!!" Jinyoung oppa defended himself.
"We're back!" Yugyeom shouted.
"Yay! You guys back.. Food's here!" I greeted and ran towards Yugyeom and Bam Bam. I was actually trying to get away from the awkward situation Jinyoung oppa telling everyone about our kiss.
"Food's here~" Mark oppa walk in happily too.
"Jinyoung, you're just making up stories right?" Jackson seems like couldn't let it go.
"Yeah I think so.. He's being super annoying today. He just wants attention."Jaebum oppa said as all of us walk to the dining table.
"NO!!! WE DID KISS!!! Why no one believing me?" Jinyoung oppa complaining. I shoved in food to his mouth as he complains.
"Just eat." I told him. Everyone's laughing at my actions to him.
"Serve you right hyung for being annoying today!" Youngjae laugh happily.
I went to the fridge to get some drinks for everyone. Jinyoung oppa insisted he would help me out.
"But... we did kiss." He mumbled as he's chewing the food on our way to the fridge.
"For the record, kissing needs both sides enjoying it or approving it. Just now it was you who just kissed me. And it's embarrassing for you to announce to everyone." I said half-whispering so that the rest of the members won't hear us.
"You didn't like it? i thought we're back together." He pouted.
"Actually I was too shocked for it and I don't know what to feel. It's my first kiss." I told him the truth.
"Jinjja?? ( Really?) So, I stole your first kiss?" He's smirking proudly now.
"Food's getting cold. Hurry up guys!" Jackson shouted from the dining table.
"Yaaaahhhh!!!" Jinyoung oppa shouted at me as I ran with the drinks to the table leaving him.
Back at the table,
"Noona, are you aware about Double J.R comeback rumors?" Yugyeom asked me as we ate.
"Oh,. Ki Lee oppa did told me a little bit about it. I just got back from my holidays so still need to catch up with him again tomorrow." I told him.
"The company asking fans to named you guys. I send mine already. I hope mine will get pick." Jaebum oppa said.
"Yeah.. That's what I heard from him. Since Jinyoung oppa changed his name. I didn't think that we're going for a comeback actually." I said to everyone.
"I know right!. Since both of you...." Youngjae was about to say that we broke up but he stops and looked at both of us. Everyone suddenly stop eating and look at us too as Youngjae brought it up. Youngjae face looks very regret and he's hitting his mouth as if he's punishing his mouth for bringing up the issue.
"We're back together." Jinyoung oppa suddenly broke the silence.
I looked at him.
"What do you mean?" Mark oppa asked him.
"Three months ago, I think that I've made the stupidest decision in my life. Broke it off with the person that I cared the most in this world. The person that I can't even imagine not talking to or meeting her a day. The three months really hurt me inside out, physically and emotionally. I thought that it was the best decision as she'll be happier without me. She'll be more successful and better without it. Every night, each of you knew how painful it is for me. How broken I am..."He said in one breath.
"Jinyoung aaa...On behalf of the rest of us, as the older hyung I want to make sure that you already think about this. Because I really don't want any of you to be hurt again." Mark oppa is a person who doesn't talk much. But once he starts talking you know he mean it and its usually a very serious matter especially to people that he care about.
"Hyung... I thought it out. After I had the serious talk with you and Jaebum hyung few nights ago, I realized what I wanted. Not being able to be with her makes me not feeling like myself. As if i'm not being truthful to my own feelings. I know being in this industry, to be together its hard and to keep being together is even harder. I will try hyung. I will make sure I will protect this relationship. I will protect the team. I will protect Jung Rin. And also I will not let the team down. I hope you guys will support me like you guys always do. I'm not going to be jealous out of nowhere like before. It's our job in to be friendly with everyone. " He determinely say to him to show how serious he is with this.
"What about you Jung Rin?" Mark oppa asked me.
"All... All of my songs are what I felt.. Everytime I tried to let him go but my heart keeps on stopping me from doing it. I will try to make this relationship work too. Please support us." I said short.
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It's been one week after my hang out with GOT7, also a week for me and Jinyoung oppa back together. Ki Lee oppa, Jimin and Joo unnie was very shocked as I told him them news but they were actually happy for both of us. They said it hurts them to see both of us feeling hurt too before as they knew we loved each other.
I was called to JYP PD-nim room with Jinyoung oppa today.
"My favorite duo of JYP. How are you guys?" he asked us both.
"We're doing great!" Jinyoung oppa answered.
"That's good to hear. I know you guys are both very busy these days. GOT7 preparing for new album meanwhile Jung Rin just finished promotions. I called you guys to talk about your duo comeback. So many fans love the duo and been anticipating for comeback." He said.
We both nodded our head and just listened to him.
"Well,... your first song is Pillow - talks about two friends who felt comfortable with each other and finally dated. Then you came up with 'Inferiority Complex' where boyfriend jealous of the girlfriend but its just his worries. For the comeback i was actually hoping both of you would come up with something too. And we're still waiting for the fans to name you guys too." He explained long.
"How about talk about breaking up but realizing they both still love each other concept?" This time Jinyoung oppa suggested a concept. I remembered before that I came up with 'Inferiority Complex' as he's jealous of Monsta X.
"WOWWW!! That's a great idea Jinyoung!!! Like transition of a love story. It's normal for couples to have this kind of situation too. As expected from my favorite duo. Can you guys start working for it soon? I know its pretty late to ask you guys but I was expecting it in two three weeks time. Is it possible?" He asked both of us.
"We will try our best." I answered and looked at Jinyoung oppa waiting for his answers too.
"I'm done arranging my song for the album too, we could start now actually." he laughed.
"GREAT!!! I will wait for you guys. Don't worry much about it. If you guys can't make it, i'll make sure the team prepared for similar concept for you guys." He said and ended the meeting.
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That night, Jinyoung oppa video called me as he's in Busan for a special music recording.
"What do you think of the melody, lyrics and music that I send you? It's from one of my collection. I think it suits the concept. Most of the parts are written already.." He asked me.
"I liked it a lot! And i do think this could work too! I've started to write the parts you wanted me to add too. I'll send to you by tonight.." I answered him.
"Really?? That quick? My girlfriend sure is a great person. I'm proud of you." He said proudly.
"Oppa.. What if people hear you?" I was shocked to hear him saying that out loud.
"Don't worry. I'm in my room with Jackson now. He's on the phone too." He showed me Jackson waving at me as he talks on the phone too. I felt very relieved as before I saw he walked at the hallway of the hotel when he started the video call.
"Ah.. oppa.. I must finish writing the lyrics before my inspiration gone. I'll send to you right away after I finish okay?" I need to finish my lyric writing.
"Ahhhh~~ Arasseo~~~ Don't forget to text me later. Don't sleep too late. Love you!" He said.
"You too. Don't sleep late." I hung up.
Few seconds after, he texted me.
"You didn't even say I love you back! Writing lyrics more important that saying it back??" He put a sad emoticon along with the message.
I send him cute hug and hearts emoticons after.
I must finish try singing the parts he wrote and adding the lyrics he wanted me to work on and send to him.
"DONE!!!! FINALLY!!!" I shouted. I looked at the clock. It's 2am in the morning already. OMG! I was so into it. It took me 2 hours just to finish this. I send to him right away along with my recording of singing the parts following his melody to give him idea how it will go. I actually didn't think that we would be working on the song like this but since both of us are so busy, Jinyoung oppa suggested to just keep on working and discussing on it as he wanted to keep the flow that our duo songs are made by both of us, instead using other song that's prepared. He thinks the fans would want to hear that we write the songs together again too.
I can't wait to record this song in studio.
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