Chapter 90 - I don't love you
(Jung Rin POV)
I was in my practise room today.
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"What should I say
From where to how
I drop my head
And you look at me
That awkward silence
I don't love you
You probably already know
Even if you cry
My heart doesn't hurt
I don't love you
There's no other reason
I don't want to say the words
I'm sorry or forgive me
That's just all
This is how I feel
I don't love you
I don't love you
I don't love you
You probably already know
Even if you cry
My heart doesn't hurt
I don't love you"
I covered Urban Zakapa Song - I don't love you. I just feel like singing it today. It had stucked in my head the whole night.
What Jinyoung oppa did last night was very wrong. He denied the fact that he dated me infront of Jisoo of BlackPink. Why he did that really made me so angry. Monsta X members who were there was shocked too. Is he that embarrassed to say that to her?
*flashback*
I went to a meat restaurant as DAY6 Sungjin oppa had invited Jimin and I for a hangout after a while. Twice members were at Singapore hence they couldn't join us.
Sungjin oppa told us that he invited a few other friends too other than us. I knew that Jinyoung oppa had a practice session for special performance with Jisoo of Black Pink and Doyoung of NCT so he won't be able to join us.
As I opened the door for the room that Sungjin oppa booked, I saw Minhyuk oppa and Jooheon greeted me happily. There's Shownu oppa too. This time there's BTS members who joined us other than Jaebum oppa, Bam Bam and Yugyeom.
"NOONAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!" Yugyeom came to greet me at the door.
"This feels like reunion." I giggled.
"Annyeonghaseyo.. I'm BTS Taehyung or my stage name is V." One of BTS member greeted me as this is the first time we hang out together. "I heard a lot good stories about you from GOT7 members." He added.
"I'm BTS Jung Kook. Good friend of Bam Bam and Yugyeom." Another member introduced himself shyly.
"Nice to meet you guys." I greeted them back.
"It's nice to have hangouts like this once in a while." Sungjin oppa said happily.
All of us just having fun catching up and share opinions and ideas mostly about music and the idol world. We also talked about the places that we went and funny stories that happened while we're performing overseas with different cultures and cute fans stories.
"I'm going to the restroom real quick." BTS Taehyung said as he hurriedly opened the door.
"Hey~~~ Jinyoung hyung. Doyoung!!" He said out loud as he walked out and all of us looked out to the door.
"Hey.." Jinyoung oppa and Doyoung greeted him back.
"Join us! Come in!" Sungjin oppa shouted to them.
"Wow.. Everyone is here." Jinyoung oppa smiled and walked into the room.
"Sorry for interrupting." Jisoo said as she walked into the room. She waved to Jimin and I. Both of us waved back to her and invited her to sit with us.
"You guys just finish the practice?" Jaebum oppa asked them.
"Yeah. We decided to grab dinner together." Jinyoung oppa answered. We glanced into each other and he was smiling shyly as our eyes met.
"That's good. The more the merrier. Order whatever you guys want." Sungjin oppa said happily.
"Did you finish your food?" Jinyoung oppa asked me.
"She didn't but Jooheon hyung helped her finish her food just now." Yugyeom answered for me.
"Did you order the usual?" He asked me again while looking at the menu at the same time.
"Yeah." I answered short.
"What are you getting Jinyoung oppa?" Jisoo asked him. "Since you're a regular here anything you want to suggest?" She added before he answered her.
Doyoung were busy talking with Jungkook and Bam Bam at the side asking for food suggestions too.
"I'll get the usual bulgogi set. That's pretty good. But if you're on diet maybe just get the meat set without rice." He suggested to her.
"What do you usually get unnie?" She asked me now.
"Sweet and Sour Shrimp. That's her favorite." Jinyoung oppa giggled as he said that.
"Oh~~ I want to try that then." She said happily.
They ordered their food and everyone back to talking with each other. I still have some meat on my plate and Jinyoung oppa without hesitate or asking just grab the meat from my plate as it already became a habit for him to eat from my plate.
I realized that Jisoo keep on looking at him eating the meat from my plate instead of other GOT7 members.
"Are you done eating?" Jinyoung oppa asked me.
I nodded to him.
"She didn't skip eating today right?" He asked Jimin.
She shooked her head.
"Good." Jinyoung oppa continued eating after.
"That's so nice of Jinyoung oppa for being concern about unnie so much. Its as if you guys are dating each other." She said.
"No... No... No.. We're not dating.." Jinyoung oppa got flustered.
I looked up at Jinyoung oppa as he said that.
He just denied our relationship infront of Jisoo. Jooheon and Minhyuk who were near us along with Jaebum oppa who heard everything looked at our direction too as I bet they couldn't believe what they just heard too.
"Really?? But you guys do look like a cute couple." She asked again.
"You've got the wrong idea." Jinyoung oppa laughed awkwardly.
Why is he denying it as everyone in this room know about us except Doyoung and Jason.
"Oh! I get it. So Jooheon is dating unnie!" She snapped her fingers.
Jooheon eyes were so big as he heard what she just said. I was speechless too. How did she get that idea now.
"Since he finished all your food just now.. Aww so cute.." She added.
Jinyoung oppa didn't say anything after he heard what she just said.
"I guess so. If you think its like that." I said to her as I was glaring my eyes at Jinyoung oppa who acted like nothing happened. He was busy scrolling through his phone now while rubbing his eyes.
Jooheon were glaring at him the whole time too with Minhyuk oppa.
I bumped to Jinyoung's knee under the table to get his attention. He just looked at me not getting the situation like why am I being agitated and annoyed.
"I have to go guys. I just remember that I have early morning schedule tomorrow." I said as I don't feel like in the mood as Jinyoung oppa denied our relationship. Whats up with him wanting to deny it. Did he have some feelings towards her or something.
"I'll send you off." Jaebum oppa and Jooheon said.
Jinyoung oppa also stood up when they said that.
"It's okay guys. I'm going with her." Jimin said.
"Enjoy your food. See you guys again." I waved goodbye to all of them. I tried my best to control my emotions as i'm very shocked and angry at Jinyoung oppa now. Is this his way of getting back at me about Seventeen Woozi?
*end of flashback*
I was crying so much as I sang the song.
My eyes were so blurry as I had cried so much and i was about to fall from the chair.
Before i even fell off the chair, someone actually caught me and put me back on the chair. As my eyes were still hurting as I cried so much I couldn't see who it was at first. The person wiped my tears with a handkerchief. My eyes feel better and I could see now.
"Jung Rin.." He said softly with his eyes showing he is full with regrets and guilt.
It was Jinyoung oppa who had caught me and now he's right infront of me wiping my tears.
"I'm sorry.. I'm very sorry... I know last night I had hurt you. I was actually trying to protect you. I denied our relationship infront of her because we don't know what she will say to others. Monsta X,BTS and DAY6 do know our relationship but its not the same with her. She's an outsider still. We might look like we're very closed but we're not. I don't want people to spread rumors. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I really hate seeing you like this. I'm sorry~~" He gave a long explanation. He keep on wiping my tears and now he's also in tears.
"Oppa..Gwenchana.. Besides with thats going on with us now, which is getting busier and hard to see each other day by day has made both of us become more sensitive in our relationship. Both of us had agreed on this. We will try to make it work no matter what. Its hard for people like us to stay together. But i believe in both of us." I wiped his tears.
"I made a huge mistake regarding Seventeen Woozi too before and you forgive me about that and let it go. So I should let this slide too. But honestly I felt so insecure with her working by your side each week and everyone liking your couple." I added.
"I know. Even Yugyeom kept worrying about that too. But no matter what you are mine and I'm yours. I love you..." He said and hugged me.
BEHIND STORY (NO ONE POV)
It was break time for Seventeen after their first rehearsal at the broadcasting station. Like usual, Woozi went up to the rooftop hoping that he'll be able to meet the girl that he adore so much thinking about what will she responded to him about the video he gave to her last week.
"You're going up to the rooftop again? Make sure come back before its time." His manager reminded him and he walked to the stairs feeling hopeful and nervous at the same time.
As he arrived, he looked around and didn't see anyone except a very familiar guy sitting at the chair located in middle of the rooftop with a book in his hand.
"Are you looking for someone?" He asked him. Woozi recognized him. It was actually Jinyoung of GOT7. What is he doing here though. It's unusual for him to be here.
"Not really sunbaenim. Did you see anyone coming here?" Woozi asked him while scratching his head.
"Did I see anyone? You mean specifically Lee Jung Rin, JYP soloist?" He asked him while glaring at him.
"How do you know sunbaenim?" Woozi asked as he couldn't believe that he asked him that.
"Because you just confessed to my girlfriend. That is how I know who you looking for specifically." He still glaring at him and now looking straight at Woozi's eyes.
"Wait... So... Jung Rin is your girlfriend? Is that why Monsta X and BTS members told me to stay away?" Woozi asked out loud.
"If you really want me to answer that, the answer is Yes! And now that you know can you BACK OFF from my girlfriend and i will let this go as if it never happen before." Jinyoung stood up and said it sternly to Woozi.
"Honestly, I do sensed there's something between you guys based on how you guys did so well for Young X Rin duet songs all these while. That makes sense to me now. If it's Sunbaenim that is with Jung Rin, I am very glad and I accepted it well. Because I know you will look after her well and treat her better than me. I will gladly retreat from chasing her but, if sunbaenim DARE to hurt her in any way, I will always be there for her and will never let her go." Woozi said as he look at Jinyoung straight in the eye too.
"Good. You know where you stand. And don't worry. I will not let her go. I will not let that happen at all. She's mine and I'm hers. Thank you for your concern about her though." Jinyoung said not looking at Woozi and ended their conversation before heading out to the door leaving Woozi standing there alone still capturing what just happened between them.
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