(Jung Rin POV)

[insta.caption : I have a new buddy. #iamblessed #itssofurry]

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jungriniloveyou: Awww~ congrats on your comeback.

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pepi_jy_: Wow! That's a huge bear!

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JYPSTAN: LOOK! Jinyoung oppa also commented.

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MONSTAXGOT74EVA: Its Papa Bear Shownu!!! I hope you have good company.

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It's week four of my comeback. Everyday I am very busy in between schedules also preparing for the gayo daejun - end of the year performances. I was so happy to know that I will be doing a special stage representing JYP vocals with Young Jae for one of the stage.

"Finally we're going to sing together noona!" I remember Young Jae was very excited when we practiced for the first time. I really had fun practicing with him and couldn't wait to perform it.

Jinyoung oppa and other GOT7 members are busy practicing for their own special stage collaborations too.

"I'll be dancing with girl group idols." Jinyoung oppa informed me as I visited their dance practice while waiting for Young Jae to finish his interview.

"That'll be fun to watch. New experience. Fans would like it. It's just collaboration." I replied to him as I have no problem with the special stage.

"See hyung. I told you noona wouldn't mind and very understanding. It's just hyung that were being all sensitive." Yugyeom said to Jinyoung oppa.

"Well,.. its just not my style dancing with girls. I'm not used to that unless its someone special." Jinyoung oppa sighed.

"You will be fine. It'll show how great you are as a dancer. You're one of GOT7 members best dancer too!" I cheered on him.

"You're not jealous of Young Jae getting to sing with her right?" Mark oppa teased Jinyoung oppa.

"No. Of course not. I'm more than happy that they sing together. But just one more stage worries me a bit." Jinyoung oppa said.

"Oh~ The one with Yong Hwa sunbaenim...He's very kind but don't worry, I dedicated the song to you oppa." I winked. He then blushed as red as tomatoes.

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KBS GAYO DAEJUN

The first Gayo Daejun that we will record and perform live would be the KBS GAYO DAEJUN.

Since KBS Gayo Daejun invited a lot of idols, so most of the waiting room were being put together in a big hall but separated by a partition/solid cardboards.

TWICE waiting room were put exactly beside mine so I got to hang out with them most of the time. Momo, Tzuyu and Jihyo keep on coming to my side of waiting room since theirs already full with TWICE members, coordi eonnies, make up artists, stylists and JYP staffs too.

I laid down some blankets on the floor as I saw TWICE members look tired. Their schedules are even crazier that mine. They had so little rest and practicing in a group more harder than solo does.

"Here... You guys can lay down and rest here.." I told them. They looked suprised as I said that. "Yahhh.. You guys look like you can passed out anytime.. Just relax and rest. Besides you guys are done with rehearsal and just waiting for live recording." I added.

"Eonnie.. Komawo.. Thank you so much. You know we love you right?" Momo and Jihyo hugged me. Tzuyu kept on sending flying kisses to me.

"I love you guys too!" I said.

Girl groups waiting room were put on the left side meanwhile boy groups on the right side of the huge hall. I went out of my room to give them space so I head out to the hallway for awhile. When i'm outside I saw Jinyoung oppa and Bam Bam walking at the hallway too.

"Noona.. " Bam Bam greeted me.

"Annyeong sunbaenim." I bowed to them. We need to be very cautious as eyes are everywhere and cameras sometimes are rolling too. Ki Lee oppa peeked his head out just to check on me at the hallway. He stand behind me as he saw we greet each other in a friendly way.

"Annyeong... Do your best for the performance today!" Jinyoung oppa said to me formally and put his fists up as a gesture to do my best.

"Deee! (YES!) I will!" I answered him back in a confident voice.

"Omo.. Look whose here.. It's Jung Rin the talented JYP solo." Sistar eonnies said as they walked through the hallway. Monsta X were seen behind them. Seems like they're just done rehearsing.

"Very nice to meet you and please take care of me well sunbaenim." I bowed to them.

"I always wanted to meet you." So You sunbaenim said and patted me. "I love all your songs. Seems like I have rivals for duet couple." She said to me and look at Jinyoung oppa as she said that.

"We should hang out with each other. Let's exchange numbers later." Hyo Rin sunbaenim said to me.

"Yeah you should.. and just call us eonnie.. We're huge fan of you." Bo Ra sunbaenim also joined in. She pinched my cheeks as she said that. "Awww you're cute and pretty up front like everyone said."

"I feel very honored for sunbaenim to like my songs. I would be very happy to hang out with sunbaenim too." I said excitedly. Monsta X members were talking with Jinyoung oppa and Bam Bam now.

"Just call us eonnie.." So You sunbaenim reminded me.

"De..." I said and we exchanged numbers after.

"Don't you boys dare hurt or do anything to my precious dongsaeng. If not i'll be haunting you guys." Hyo Rin eonnie said to the boys as they looked at us.

I laughed with other Sistar members as we heard that.

"Noona.. Why so sudden?" IM asked her.

"I just feel like saying that. Because if i'm a guy I will go heads to heels over her too. Very nice girl." She plays with my hair as she said that. I blushed as she said that as I feel shy that she's complimenting me in front of the boys. Being able to be closed with one of my favorite kpop girl group that I always look upon to really means a lot to me too.

"Don't worry noona. She's in good hands." Jinyoung oppa suddenly said out of all the other boys across of us. He smiled.

"I'm not worried about you and Shownu since I know you guys for so long. I'm worried about these other boys." She said sounds like a big sister wanted to tease her brothers.

"Noona!! We're not that bad!!" Wonho and Minhyuk oppa complained.

"Oh we got to go girls.. The PD wanted to interview you guys." Sistar unnies manager informed them.

"Okay guys. We'll catch up with each other later. Make sure to keep in touch and we must hang out Jung Rin." Hyo Rin eonnie and other Sister members waved goodbye.

Ki Lee oppa tapped my shoulders and told me to go back to my waiting room since he don't want me to be at the hallway too long as scandals might spread. I bowed to Monsta X members, Bam Bam and Jinyoung oppa as I walked back in. I avoid eye contact with any of them too although I know all of us wanted to hang out and talk to each other so bad but there's cameras everywhere.

For this KBS Gayo Daejun I really look forward on Bam Bam and Yugyeom special stage as they had prepared a lot for the Gayo Daejun.

"Bam Bam I will cheer for you performance with Minhyuk oppa. HWAITING!" I cheered to them as they walk through the hallway for their special performance. Minhyuk oppa was very happy as he saw me cheering for them. "HWAITING!!!!" He said back.

https://youtu.be/cQnG7zfpCes

As they performed MISS A sunbaenim GOOD GIRL BAD GIRL, I was laughing hard with TWICE members. Red Velvet members also came and hangout with me from time to time too. Honestly I was very nervous to perform at my first gayo daejun but Jinyoung oppa keep on sending me cute messages and selfie of himself to make me feel better. Fans keep on tagging me their wishes and support for my first Gayo Daejun too.

https://youtu.be/3KkQ-mxpHXE

This Gayo Daejun is actually the first time that I meet BTS members.

"Eonnie.. Did you see them passed by our room just now?" Tzuyu asked me about BTS members.

"OHMYGOD!! I DID!!! I almost fainted.. They are so kind. I greeted them and guess who happily greet me back?" I said to her excitedly.

"Who did? I know all of them very friendly." Tzuyu added.

"It's Tae Hyung and Jimin. They told me that they loved my new singles. I'm so happy! Jeong Kook also greeted me just now too. Bam Bam and Yugyeom brought him over to greet me as we're walking to the waiting room with the cameras." I told her everything. Both of us fangirling at the corner of the room.

"By the way you guys did great at the opening just now with SNSD song. I'm worried for my stage later." I told her my concern.

"Jung Rin and TWICE!!!.. You guys are up to the recording waiting room." Staffs shouted to us to get ready.

"Eonnie let's go!" Tzuyu and Mo Mo pulled me to walk with them and sit with them in the room.

"I'm so nervous... My performance will be soon." I whispered to them.

I saw that GOT7 were in the room too already sitting down. Jackson happily waved at me as he saw us entering the room. Jinyoung oppa just smile handsomely as our eyes meet.

Yonghwa Sunbaenim of CNBLUE is already in the room too. I was told by the staffs that they will interview me before my performance and we will be right after this."Hwaiting.." I saw Jinyoung oppa mouthed to me as I stood up from my seat.

"Jung Rin, how do you feel as you going to perform with CNBLUE Yonghwa?" Chanyeol sunbaenim of EXO asked me as he's the MC along with Baekhyun sunbaenim. I couldn't believe my eyes that my bias in EXO actually interviewed me now.

"I feel very honored and happy to perform together with one of the greatest sunbaenim. I hope everyone will enjoy the performance and no mistakes. I'm so nervous as this is my First Gayo Daejun. Hwaiting!!" I replied short.

"How about sunbaenim?How do you feel singing with Jung Rin?" Baekhyun sunbaenim asked Yonghwa sunbae.

"It was great working with Jung Rin. She's a very talented girl and I always wanted to sing with her. I'm glad I was able to perform with such a great talent in this special stage.She will do well. Hwaiting~~" He cheered to me as he ended the interview.

We're finally up on stage.

https://youtu.be/KqYoazV_KqI

I'm glad that no mistakes were made when we did the performance. Fans were very supportive to when they watched our special performance.

"Great job!" Yonghwa sunbaenim complimented me as we on the way back to the waiting room.

"Thank you sunbaenim. I am very honored to work with you." I bowed to him.

'I hope to work with you in the future again!" He said happily.

I thanked him for the last time and hurriedly back to my own waiting room to change my outfit for my own performance. Meanwhile, TWICE and GOT7 will perform almost at the end of broadcast.

https://youtu.be/j-ETGkbDA38

(JINYOUNG POV)

It's Jung Rin solo performance now. She looked super cute in the pink outfit. I always love watching her singing and dancing this song which she wrote when we had our short break up. She did so well now although she keep saying that she's nervous for her first gayo daejun performance. I'm so glad that the fans were very supportive to her too. So many fans cheered the whole time she did her performance.

Most members busy dancing to her song as she performed. Jackson keep on screaming 'SHIMKUNG (HEART ATTACK)' as we watched her. I smiled proudly watching her doing so well. She even did great with her special performance with Yonghwa sunbaenim just now too.

"Oppa i dedicate the song to you." I remember she told me that her special stage LUCKY song was for me. I'm grinning widely now.

Jackson and Yugyeom keep on shaking my body now as we watch her performance when the camera zoomed at us. TWICE members and BTS in the same room also mouthed and dance along for her performance.

MC Chanyeol hyung also was very excited as she performed. I even heard Chanyeol hyung said to Baekhyun hyung that she's very cute today.

(JUNG RIN POV)

I'm back at waiting room now along with I.O.I and SEVENTEEN while most of the senior idols are getting ready for their performances. I sat near to So Mi, Se Jeong and Yeon Jung as I'm pretty closed with them. So Jung and Yeon Jung always hang out with me too when we have same schedules. They are very kind to me. Chae Yeon tried to sit far from me as So Mi told me that she told Chae Yeon to back off from Jinyoung oppa before as we date each other. I don't have any hard feeling towards her but she don't really want to talk much to me.

I cheered so much as TWICE performs their songs. Seventeen members were laughing at So Mi and me because we memorized all TWICE Fanchants for their songs. Seungkwan and Hoshi joined us doing the fanchants after too. They are very funny indeed like I heard from others.

It was finally GOT7 turn. I actually look forward to their performance as its been a while i didn't watch they perform live. They had been very busy with overseas schedule.

https://youtu.be/dZkIOdxHSjU

They did great and SEVENTEEN members were all hyped up as they saw GOT7 performed. BTS members were on their way to backstage.They were busy watching GOT7 behind the camera as they're getting ready. I saw them dancing along to HARD CARRY as they waited. I am so proud watching Jinyoung oppa performed. All of them did great! He seemed nervous a bit but still did his best. I loved his second slow verse part with Youngjae. They even did a special dance break after that part. My heart flutters so much watching Jinyoung oppa at the center dancing.They practiced so much for it. They did so well! GOT7 JJANG!!! In my heart I'm like screaming that's my boyfriend right there.