(Jung Rin POV)

I woke up this morning coughing non-stop. I feel so cold and its so hard to breathe. I went out to the kitchen to grab the first aid kit to check on my body temperature since I think I'm having a fever. Mi Na unnie still sleeping in my room. I don't want to wake her up since she came home late from work yesterday. And the fact that she had to look after me and sleep at my dorm makes me feel really bad too.

As I went out to the living room, I find it gets harder to breathe. I quickly look around the living room to search for my bag before it become worse.

"You woke up early. Are you okay? I heard you keep on coughing just now." Mi Na unnie came to the kitchen while rubbing her eyes. Seems like she's still sleepy.

I coughed more and now i started to have wheezing too.

"Unnie.. I can't breathe.." I said to her short. I feel like i'm going to pass out soon. While still looking around for my bag. Found it on the couch and hurried pointed to her.

"OMONA!! You're having an asthma attack!!!" She said and ran towards my bag to grab my inhaler. I took the inhaler from her and was able to breathe normally but I still feel like passing out. 

"Unnie.." I called upon Mi Na unnie to let her know but what happen after I don't even remember.

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I woke up and look around me.

Here I am again laying on a bed at the hospital.  I just got out two days ago but i'm back here again.

"You're awake!" Mi Na unnie came running to me.

"UNNIE!!" I saw Jimin and Tzuyu came to me too.

"What happened?" I asked them.

"You passed out after took your inhaler and Ki Lee came at the right moment so we brought you to the emergency room again. PD-nim will come visiting soon too. He's very worried about you." Mi Na unnie explained.

"JUNG RIN!!! YOU'RE AWAKE!" Ki Lee oppa came in and hugged me. "I was worried." He added.

"The doctor said that its nothing to worry about. This is normal as your body is still shocked from the accident. You will be hospitalized again for few days as they wanted to make sure everything okay. So just rest okay?" Mi na unnie explained to me.

"Sorry unnie for always not there for you." Jimin cried. Tzuyu also cried along as she saw her.

"Hey,.. don't worry. The doctor said i'm okay right? And I'm sorry for making you guys worry about me. This happened before too if my body is healing from injuries." I held their hands and both of them smiling at me in between their sobbing.

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I heard a knock at the door. Few seconds after the door slides opened. I sat up from my bed as I saw who it was.

"Jung Rin.. I'm sorry for visiting you quite late." He hugged me as soon as he came in. It was JYP-PD-nim. "I was in China when it happened. I was shocked to hear that you hospitalized again as I reached Korea early morning today." He added. He looked very worried.

"It's okay PD-nim. I should have been more careful next time. I'm sorry for my own carelessness. Thank you for your concern." I said.

"It's not your fault. It's nobody fault. No one expect it to happen either. Sometimes things happen with a reason too. " He patted my head. "By the way, regarding the fanboy since you don't want to charged him for the injuries, the court still punished him to do charity work for 6 months as he did injured you." He added regarding the company actions on the fanboy that ambushed me that day. Honestly I feel relieved that he didn't get punished that bad as I knew it was actually an accident. It was his mistake but people do mistakes in life.

He stayed for awhile and we talk about some random stuffs too. PD-nim always make me feel warm and comfortable when talk to him.

"Make sure you get enough rest okay? I ordered organic teas and supplements to be send to your dorm. Make sure you take it everyday once you're out of the hospital okay? And please don't hesitate to call me anytime too. I promised your parents to take care of you here." He said before waving goodbye. 

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(Jinyoung POV)

"Hyung, Jung Rin keep rejecting my facetime call." I threw myself on the hotel bed and sighed. Currently we're having fan meeting overseas schedule frequently. So its hard for me to visit her which still resting after the incident.

"She still text you right?" Jaebum hyung asked me as he dried his hair using the hotel towel.

"Yeah. But she's staying home why would she reject my facetime call. I want to see her face." I complained to him.

"Probably she don't want you to see her sick face or make you worry. Knowing Jung Rin, I think thats the reason why. Or you could just ask her why." He voiced out his opinion.

"That maybe true. Even when we're in Korea she keep on saying that she's okay when I know she's actually not." I agreed on Jaebum hyung.

[pepi_jy : Just finished showering. Sharing the room with Jaebum hyung. Ahgases~ take care. See you tomorrow.. <3]

I posted in my instagram. 

bambam1a commented: Hyung.. Are you bored? Ke Ke Ke~

jacksonwang852g7 commented : Bammie~ He misses me. That's why.. 

yu_gyeom commented : Hyunggg why so cute....

mark_tuan commented : You want me to come to JJProject room? Jackson is too loud here. 

333cyj333 commented : Hyung update~~ must be something.. coming to your room~~

I laughed as I saw all the members responded to my instagram post. I seldom post in instagram, once I did all of them are having comment and like spree. The fans are also commenting non stop after all of the comment on my post. 

"What's so funny?" Jaebum hyung came to my bed. I passed my phone to him. He laughed too as he read their comments.

DING DONG~~~

Seems like Youngjae really came.

"Hyunggggg~~~" We heard Youngjae voice from the door.

I opened the door. Mark hyung and Youngjae came in. 

"Jackson, Bam Bam and Yugyeom are being loud in the room." Mark hyung complained as he lay on my bed hugging Jaebum hyung who now busy scrolling through my instagram as he don't have his own account. 

"What are they doing?" I asked.

"Facetime with BTS Rap Monster and Jungkook." Youngjae answered.

"They tried to facetime Jung Rin but she didn't answer them. So Jackson started to call out other people since he's bored." Mark hyung added.

"Ooo.. Not just you Jinyoung.. She's not answering them either." Jaebum hyung said.

"Jinjja?? (Really?)" Youngjae asked. I nodded.

"She must have not wanting you to worry.." Mark hyung said.

"I think so.. But I want to see her face. It didn't matter how she look. It just hurts that i can't be there for her." I said as I sat at the edge of the bed.

"Don't worry so much.. She knows that you cared for her. She don't want to worry you." Jaebum hyung patted me and passed my phone back to me. "She send you a text." He added. 

I jumped to the head of the bed and looked at my phone notification to read her message.

"I can't pick which one I want to wear today so I wear both at the same time.. ke ke ke.. " 

I replied to her. "You're not wearing your cast?"

"Ahhh.. I'm going to after this.. I just can't resists the cute socks you gave me." She replied.

"Make sure you eat your medicine on time. Make sure to listen to the doctor advises and wear the casts and wrap your hand properly okay? Sorry oppa not there when you really need me." I send to her.

"Will do my prince. :) Believe in me okay. I will recover soon." She replied.

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(Jung Rin POV)

"Oppa.. Thank you for not letting him know." I thanked Ki Lee oppa as he brought my belongings back to my room. We just got back from the hospital. I stayed there for four days and were allowed to go back home late evening today. Throughout the stay in the hospital i had to reject Jinyoung oppa facetime call also Jackson's call as I don't want any of them to know that I was hospitalized yet again for the asthma attack. I don't want any of them to worry about me as they are having overseas schedule to especially Jinyoung oppa. 

"No problem. Knowing Jinyoung I think its best not to let him know too." He said as he handed me a glass of water while Jimin helping me to sit at the kitchen table.

"I can't wait to recover soon and back to work." I said to both of them.

"Now that's the spirit unnie!! HWAITING!!!" she cheered for me. 

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It's been over two weeks I'm resting. I just got back from the hospital and they told me that i'm almost fully recovered. I don't need to wear my casts since last week. The doctor told me that I can start to work and I can move like normal. I was so happy as I heard the news.

"Somebody's excited to go back to work!" Ki Lee oppa said happily as he started the car.

"You've written so many songs as you were resting." He added. "I can't wait to hear the full recorded version of your songs." He said excitedly.

"Omo.. Oppa~ Seems like you are excited for me to be back to work again." I said to him as he's in a very good mood indeed.

"Of course. It's been almost a  month for you staying in. I felt bad seeing you the whole recovering process too. It feels weird for me not to manage you for the past month too." He pouted.

"Awww.. You sure is the best manager! OPPA JJANG!!" I complimented him.

He smiled widely as I said that to him.

[Insta caption : Who miss me? It's good to be back at work~~~ #myfansjjang #loveyouguys #missyouguys #backtoworkmode]

As we're on our way to JYP building from the hospital, I posted in my instagram to share how happy I am with my fans. All of them were so worried that they haven't seen me at all going to JYP building or attending any events for the past month. They always send me messages and comments to my SNS to cheer me up. So i felt that I need to update them on my current condition too so that they won't worry no more.

"Hey,.. It's been almost a month that you didn't meet Jinyoung too right?" Ki Lee oppa suddenly asked me as GOT7 HARD CARRY song were on the radio now.

"I guess so.. They had been very busy these days." I answered him back.

"Well yeah. Even the past month I just got to meet them like three times as I fill in substitute manager for them. He asked so much about you when I worked with them. All of them sure working hard. Besides he's filming the drama and all too. But he didn't forgot to keep in contact with you right?" Ki Lee oppa asked me.

"Yeah. He wanted to meet me when he have some free time but I told him not to because I know how busy they are and its better for him to rest during the short free time instead." I never keep any secrets from Ki Lee oppa. Although he keep on being called to be fill in manager for other JYP artists as everyone gets busy as nearing end of the year, he still come to check on me every day other than Mi Na eonnie. He will make sure I attended all my doctor appointments on time and making sure I didn't skip any meals and my medicines also treatments.

"Yeah... Nan Arra (I know). Jinyoung told me about it too. I kept it in the whole time pretending not knowing because I don't want to be in between you guys relationship. But... You should consider to see him from time to time too." He advised me.

"Well,.. It's just that.. I don't want to  be a burden to him oppa.." I told him what worries me the most. I was avoiding to meet with him because he don't even have time for himself. He needed some rest too. "I hate the fact that I'm injured, sick and I don't like that he had to help me out everytime he came. He needed some time off work not working more harder helping me out." I added.

"That makes sense too. We'll talk about this again later. We're almost there. Be careful on your way okay. Wait for me then we will walk together." I always respect Ki Lee oppa because he never side anyone. He always say what he thinks right or wrong. Now he just accept and listen to what I think regarding this issue. He knows now i'm pretty emotional talking about this so he stopped talking about it for now. I bet later he will give good advises to me. That's why he sure is like a real brother to me. Honestly I do miss Jinyoung oppa so much. I really want to see his face everyday if I could. To always be next to him. But being a celebrity especially Korean Idol, thats the life that we had CHOSEN. All eyes on us. And GOT7 one of the most popular KPOP idol now. Their songs always TOP the charts. Everyone wanted to cast the boys in their shows so bad. They're everywhere now! They even have their own show in MNET : HARD CARRY. Everyday is like a battlefield for them. I am happy for them. Almost everyday there's always news about GOT7. Their slightest action are captured and reported in the news. Just imagine Bam Bam carrying me back to the car and we went for BBQ also reported in the news. Jinyoung oppa was casted and acted in Legend of the Blue Sea drama as Little Lee Min Ho. This is the time where he started his dream finally. To be recognized as an actor. I don't want to ruin it for him or for GOT7.

I was so deep in my thought when I heard fan screaming as Ki Lee oppa opened the door for me. I smiled and waved to all my fans.

"Eonnie.... Saranghae (LOVE YOU)! So glad to see you're back! WE MISS YOU TOO!!" One fangirl shouted out loud.

"JUNG RIN!! BOGOSHIPEO... TAKE CARE!!" A fanboy shouted after. I recognized him. He's one of the admin for my fancafe.

"Don't work too late or hard. Make sure you take it easy!" I heard another fan shouted.

"I will. Don't worry! I miss you guys too! It's good to be back! You guys take care too." I shouted back.

All of them keep on cheering and keep on saying encouraging words for me to be back to work. I keep on bowing and waving back to them as I walked into the building with Ki Lee oppa on my side the whole time.

"I will be going to the meeting room to talk about your schedule with the HR team real quick. Just text me if anything. And Earattack hyung is in the studio. He's excited for you to be back and said he'll be available to help you out if you want to record the songs you've send to him throughout your recovering time." Ki Lee oppa said as he send me to the recording studio floor.

"Oppa Komawo~~ (Thankyou) Will do. Don't worry. I'll be fine. Now now get going for my schedule.." I laughed at him keep on hesitating to leave me alone. He's being the clingy and worried manager as it's been a while he manage me. 

As I walked into the studio,

"JUNG RINNNNN!!! ITS GOOD TO SEE YOU'RE BACK TO WORK! I MISS YOU!!" Earattack oppa, one of JYP famous producer always help me out.

"Omo.. Oppa.. I feel so thankful that you always help me out. A genius producer always being kind to me." I bowed to him.

"Awwww... You're just being humble Jung Rin. It was quiet without you here. I've been seeing the boys the whole time." He laughed.

"Jimin said you helped her with her 'Try' song too. It was so nice of you." I talked to him just like usual. It's been a while not working and really great to be back.

"Yeah.. She did it herself i just help guide her. It's all hers. By the way, you sure wrote a lot of songs while you're resting. I loved most of it. Are you planning to record it and do final revisions?" He asked me.

"Oppa.. Let's get to work. It feels so good to be back." I said to him excitedly and started to look over the computer.