(Jung Rin POV)

"Perfect!! You're done for the day." The music director for my solo concert announced.

Most GOT7 members stayed at the room. They actually practised dancing once in a while at the side. I was practicing my song with Jackson too as he will be a special guest just for 'Frozen in Time' song. They still deciding whether to add Double J.R song or not as Jinyoung oppa would be busy with his movie debut.

"Yay! You're done for the day." Mark oppa came near me as I pass the microphone to the staffs.

"Did you guys eat yet?" I asked them. "It's been a while we didn't eat together. I want to congratulate oppa-deul on your tour ended successfully too." I looked at Ki Lee oppa as I asked them. Ki Lee oppa nodded and smiled at me as a gesture he didn't mind going with my idea to eat with GOT7.

"Of course. We miss eating with you princess" Jackson said and side hug me.

"Let's go get Youngjae and Jinyoung. Both of them in the vocal room practising." Soo Chan oppa said. All of us walk towards the room and we heard music as we walking near. I recognized the song. It was Noel sunbaenim song entitled Your Voice. We heard Jinyoung and Youngjae singing the ending of the song already.

He went to practise it seems. I shouldn't have think badly of him just leaving just now. Maybe he promised to practise with Youngjae. Besides, he was busy acting for his movie so he might want to keep up with practise after.



"Hyung you sure want try this song?" We heard Youngjae asking Jinyoung as we walk near the room. Well, Youngjae voice always so loud. I guess Jinyoung oppa nodded to him as few seconds after, we heard very familiar song. It was one of my favorite song. Taeil of Block B solo song, Where are you. A very sad heartbroken song. Where the guy regretted his break up with the girl because of his own selfishness. We came exactly at the time Youngjae already started the music. He's facing the door, saw us and waved. But Jinyoung oppa didn't seem to realized that all of us as he was looking at the wall infront of him.

Jinyoung oppa started singing the song. 

https://youtu.be/UGSKzonKsqU

"Let's just listen to him practice one more song then we go. He's too focused for us to stop him now." Jaebum oppa said. All of us just nodded at him and just listened to Jinyoung oppa singing. He's singing the song all by himself. He was too focused and was very into the song. He closed his eyes as he sings it. His voice was very soft yet very sad. 

He look so sad and very hurt as he sang the song. Youngjae even look at him awkwardly as I bet he must feel sad to see Jinyoung oppa looking very emotional singing the song. After the bridge of the song, Jinyoung oppa was actually sobbing a little bit. 

All of us just watch the whole situation quietly outside. I feel like hugging him as I saw the him sobbing as he finished singing the song.



Youngjae cried as he saw Jinyoung oppa couldn't stop crying. He's hugging him now and I saw him whispering something to calm Jinyoung oppa. I looked to my side and saw Jackson also cried. 

He went straight into the room along with Yugyeom, Bam Bam and Mark oppa following him. All of them hugging Jinyoung crying along with him.

Lastly, I saw Jaebum oppa also went into the room. 

"Yah... Why you always keep it to yourself? You know we're a team right? You have six other hyungs and dongsaengs that you can count into. We always here to listen to you Jinyoung ah.. Don't just suffer by yourself. You always listen to our concerns but you always keep your concerns to yourself until you hurt yourself." I heard he said to Jinyoung oppa while he's trying hard to fight his own tears watching all the members crying. I couldn't hear the rest of his words after as all the members drag him into their group hug. Sobbing and crying sounds of seven boys then can be heard.

I froze at the door just watching the whole situation now with Soo Chan and Ki Lee oppa. GOT7 sure have very strong brotherhood and bonding between the members. Seeing one of their member suffering or cried, make the whole team feel sad and cried along feeling the hardship together. I guess today is not the right time to go out and eat. It seems like the members needed their time to talk to each other. Although I felt horrible not being able to be near Jinyoung oppa as I saw him hurting but right now I have no place to even calm him down. I am nobody to him.

"Oppa,... I guess I'll treat GOT7 next time then. I'll get going. Take care oppa.." I waved to Soo Chan oppa. Slowly I dragged Ki Lee oppa along with me leaving GOT7 members comforting each other. 



"Yaah,.. Neon Gwenchana? Are you okay?" Ki Lee oppa asked me as he sat in front of me at my dorm living room. We went straight home after the awkward situation just now. We ended up just order food and eat at the dorm. He insisted to stay with me until Jimin and Yerin back from their schedule. I just ate a little bit and keep on playing with my food. It seems that he's aware of it and just wait for the right timing to ask me. He always wait until the right time to ask. On the way home in the car just now he could have ask me but he respected me not to ask anything so that I could lost in my own thoughts after seeing such scene in happening in front of me.

"Oppa... It hurts so much... Why seeing him hurting, I am hurting too... Why did he cry so hard singing to the song?" I keep on repeating the same question to Ki Lee oppa. I am very confused now. I know the lyrics of Where are you by Taeil sunbaenim song very well. The guy regretted his stupid decision in breaking up with the girl and he's suffering because of his own selfishness. I can't stop crying now. Today is the day where I get to speak with Jinyoung oppa again. And today also the day I saw him hurting so bad. My heart feels like someone just tear it apart.

"Shhhhh....Shhhh.... Just cry.. Let it all out..." Ki Lee oppa hug me and keep on patting my back. He keep on whispering to me to calm me down.

"Hey, it's almost midnight... Your music video for OH MY GOD will be out tonight." Ki Lee oppa giggling happily.

I look at the clock and he's right. "Eyyyyyy~ Oppa just can't wait to be popular. Machi?? (Right)" i teased him. He sure know how to cheer me back up.

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(JINYOUNG POV)

Back in the dorm, everyone is at the living room just chilling together after our heart to heart session just now.

"It's almost midnight!" Bam Bam shouted suddenly.

"Quick!!! Connect your iPad.. Palliiii!!!" Mark hyung shouted to Yugyeom whose holding the iPad.

https://youtu.be/kqEPlcg5z5c

*The guy in the video acting along with Jung Rin, just imagine it as Ki Lee. Please turn on the CC to read the english sub of the song to get into the story as Jung Rin write the song based on her story with Jinyoung*

"Daebak...! Ki Lee hyung acted in the music video. He look super awkward though." Youngjae commented.

"That's the same picture as in her Instagram. She was giving the fans hints that Ki Lee hyung will be in her video." Bam Bam said happily as if he's one of her fans figuring out mystery of Jung Rin's teasers.

We were watching Jung Rin's video altogether again like we used to before. I had missed watching her Frozen in Time music video released before. The members watch it together and didn't let me know before because they kind of feel awkward to watch it with me too. Today, i'm so glad to be able to watch it with them as the company released it.

She look so cute in the music video.

"How can she be so angry but cute singing a break up song? Aish... This girl." I mumbled out loud.

"Well,.. thats her charm. Jung Rin the positive girl. She blames on herself not being good enough for the guy to break it off with her." Jaebum hyung smirks.

"Oh my Oh my God~~Jeongmal nan geudaero neon teonaganabwa... You are leaving me really~~~" Jackson dancing in front of me imitating Jung Rin.

"How can you leave such a girl hyung?" Yugyeom asked me.

"OH.... That reminds me.. She wanted to treat us dinner just now.. But we just left her at the door..." Jaebum hyung shouted out loud.

"OH MY GODDDD!!! I just remember too HYUNG!! OTTOKHAEE" Jackson screaming along with him now.

"She text me already saying next time. We needed group heart to heart talk so she understands it."Mark hyung calming them down and showing Jung Rin's text to us.

"Sorry everyone. It's because of me again the plan just got ruined." I apologized.

"Eyyyy... It's okay. She understands us.And she's worried about you too. She's glad everything settles among the members now." Mark hyung added.

"She's worried??" I repeated Mark Hyung words.

"AISHHH!! JINYOUNG... NEO... PABOO YAAA!!! (You are stupid.)" Jackson hit my head.

I looked at him all confused.

"Don't you know a girl heart? She's totally not over you! All her songs.. Almost ALL!! She writes about you. You really are Paboo!!" Jackson nagging at me.

"Even everytime we passed by her during schedules or at the company building, she always greets you like normal and never keep grudges. Didn't you realized that hyung?" Bam Bam asked me.

"And she always ask whether we already ate or not. How you're doing with all the busy schedules occasionally." Yugyeom added.

"Really?? Why I didn't even realized all of that..And yet, every night I'm screaming her name in my sleep too." " I sighed and feel very mad at myself.

"Gwenchana. We know your problem now. We can fix it Jinyoung." Jaebum hyung patted me.

"OH MY OH MY GOD~~~geudaero stop chamji mottago, nan neoreul hyanghae dallyeogagosoni bari doedorok neol butjapgo sipeonneunde (Stop where you are, I can't hold it in,I'm running towards you, I desperately want to hold onto you)" Jackson sang part of Jung Rin song to me and dance along with the lyrics dedicating that part to me.

All of them are laughing at him as he did that. I was laughing at him too. He is weird but he's right at the same time. I feel like running towards Jung Rin right now.

"How can I be so stupid guys?" I asked them after everyone stop laughing.

"It means you care Jinyoung. Life as a celebrity is hard. And you wanted to protect her at the same time." Mark hyung said wisely.

"Did she really thought of me as she write her songs? Even Oh My God?" I asked them.

"Yah...! How many times did we say she thought of you? Can't you even understand korean? The lyrics definitely about you and her.." Jaebum hyung sighed and glared at me.

Author's Note : I wrote this chapter this inspired by GOT2DAY Jinyoung & Yugyeom where he did mentioned that Jinyoung always keep his worries to himself which actually worries the members most of the time. Jackson did mentioned this is their previous GOT2DAY too.