(Jung Rin POV)

After my break up, I didn't get to meet GOT7 as much as they are busy with their promotions. I was busy preparing for my comeback songs too. I do meet up with Jackson for one of my comeback song. He was shocked to see me in the studio as he really had no idea it was my song that he'll be featuring in it.

"Jung Rin,.. the song... why do my heart feel very hurt as i listen to it. I'm sorry..." Jackson apologized to me as we hear the final song recording. I wanted to let him listen to the final edit of the song before it's release to public. 

"I'm fine Jackson. Maybe we're not meant to be together." I said to him calmly. Honestly I feel very hurt when I hear his name, even seeing his picture always make me feel very hurt too.

"If only that I.O.I girl back off! I'm so pissed seeing her always coming to our practice too. Urghhhh.." Jackson complained.

"Are you off to practice after this?" I ask him.

"Yeah. How about you?" he ask me.

"I'm done for the day since I finished recording everything. Do you mind if I follow you to greet the others? It's been a while." Honestly i miss talking with GOT7 too. The rest of the members talk to me like usual. Jinyoung oppa and I stop talking totally after the break up. He's the one who keeps on avoiding me. I did send congratulations message for their comeback and all but he never replied. I did heard that I.O.i Chae Yeon were often seen together with him now.

"SURE!!!! The members will be happy if you visit. Since practice just become routine now so we need some cheering to be back in full spirit. " Jackson got all excited as I said I want to visit GOT7 practice room.

As we walked into the room, I saw that I.O.I Chae Yeon is inside the room too with a few members of I.O.I that I don't really know their names. 

"Annyeong oppa." I waved and bowed to GOT7 members.

Jinyoung oppa look like he saw a ghost as he saw me walking into their practice room.

"Annyeong Jinyoung oppa." I greeted him like normal. Well, i should be professional at least. Not that anyone know that we're an item before too other than GOT7 members. I gave him the most sincere smile as I greet him. I miss him. I miss hearing his voice saying my name. I miss seeing his cute smile. I miss talking to him. I saw that Jackson look very uneasy as I greet Jinyoung oppa that way. Jinyoung oppa just look at me blankly not even replying my greeting. 

"Jung Rin! It's been a while. How's your comeback preparation?" Jaebum oppa came near me and gave me a slight hug.

"Yeah. It's been a while. I'm done recording. It'll be soon. My promotion will start maybe in 2 or 3 weeks time." I answered his question and act as normal as I can. I feel that Jinyoung oppa is staring at us as we talk. But a few seconds after I heard he start to talk with I.O.I girls happily. He moved on it seems.

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(Skip three weeks after)

My promotion for my song finally start this week. Today is my comeback showcase. My music video was posted two days ago. Everyone loved my comeback song. Today I'll be performing the other song with Jackson. Today will be the official release of the song and music video too. Before I start performing my comeback songs, I will be performing a cover song as requested by my fan club. 

A lot of JYP artist came to show their support to for my comeback. Most of them greeted me backstage before the performance. All GOT7 members had came including Jinyoung oppa. 

My showcase started...

https://youtu.be/HbfkuMceqjg

I decided to start my showcase with a cover of If You song by Big Bang.

"He is leaving

And I can't do anything

Love is leaving

Like a fool, I'm blankly standing here

I'm looking at him, getting farther away

He becomes a small dot and then disappears

Will this go away after time passes?

I remember the old times

I remember you

IF YOU

IF YOU

If it's not too late

Can't we get back together?

IF YOU

IF YOU

If you're struggling like I am

Can't we make things a little easier?

I should've treated you better when I had you

How about you?

Are you really fine?

Guess our break up is setting

I should forget you but it's not easy

I'm looking at him, getting farther away

He becomes a small dot and then disappears

Will I feel better if I meet someone?

I remember the old times

I remember you

IF YOU

IF YOU

If it's not too late

Can't we get back together?

IF YOU

IF YOU

If you're struggling like I am

Can't we make things a little easier?

I should've treated you better when I had you

On days where thin rain falls like today

I remember your shadow

Our memories that I secretly put in my drawer

I take them out and reminisce again by myself

Why didn't I know

About the weight of sadness that comes with breaking up?

IF YOU

IF YOU

If it's not too late

Can't we get back together?

IF YOU

IF YOU

If you're struggling like I am

Can't we make things a little easier?

I should've treated you better when I had you"

As I sing the song, I caught my eyes with Jinyoung oppa. He look away after I caught my eyes with him avoiding me. Is he hating me that much? Suddenly I got very emotional as I sang the song.. I didn't even realized that tears were coming out of my eyes as I sang the song. 

I thanked everyone for coming and I continue the showcase with my comeback song. I'll be promoting two songs. One song will be sad song and the other one will be a cute dance song. What's different for this comeback is that I'll be dancing for both song. 

https://youtu.be/CxuY3cpkL2I

*Please watch the video for the lyrics.*

Media and fans went uproar as they watch my sexy dance for the slow song. It was totally different than what I was known as. JYP PD-nim heard the song and asked me to try something different.

As Jackson part came, he went out and everyone cheered. I told Jackson to keep our collaboration a secret until the music video release. Jaebum oppa and Bam Bam keep on giving us the thumbs up sign showing their liking to the song. Jinyoung oppa mouth was wide open as he saw Jackson rapping to my song. It seems like he's the one that most surprised. Why I keep on looking at him. As I sing the song I was determined to forget about us. Good bye Jinyoung oppa.

If You and Frozen in Time. I will move on starting today....

(AUTHOR'S NOTE : T__________T Anyone else crying with me as reading this chapter. Jung Rin finally letting Jinyoung go....ANDWAEEEEEEE!!!!)