Chapter 51 - Was it a lie?
(Jung Rin POV)
The concert ended two weeks ago. GOT7 is busy preparing for their comeback and is in America for a schedule.
As I didn't want to disturb them and knew that they are busy I didn't contact Jinyoung oppa as much. It was actually not intended too. I actually ended too focus with my work and schedules until keep on forgetting to check my phone.
"Eonnie, did you read the news?" Tzuyu asked me as I walk into their practise room. I was feeling very tired and decided to just hang out watching them practise to relieve my stress. At least I don't feel that lonely as I watch them. I came early to practice today as I just got back to Korea.
"No. I was busy. I just finish practice for a fan meeting this coming weekend. Why?" I asked her back.
"Ahhhh... Really? You're not aware of whats going on then." Jihyo said.
"Did Jinyoung oppa and you contact each other? They're not in Korea right?" Momo asked me now. What's up with the news. What happened actually. I always feel nervous when they ask me about whats going on.
"Hm... Yeah. We didn't contact each other much for probably about two weeks. I was busy." I told them the truth. GOT7 is going to have another comeback soon and they are busy with their tour in Japan before they went to America. Due to conflict in schedules and time, we just send text to each other occasionally.
"Jinjja? Er,... I don't know if you want to see this. It was posted two hours ago." Tzuyu showed me her ipad.
"BREAKING - GOT7 Jinyoung dating APINK member?"
"Huh??! Ige boya? (What is this?)" I shouted out loud. I saw paparazzi picture of Jinyoung oppa laughing and smiling happily with Eunji of APINK. Just the two of them seen going out to few places few times with different outfits too. I couldn't believe my eyes. It's Eunji again. Before we even date each other, I sensed that there is something going on between them too. Seems like paparazzi caught them going out. I didn't even get to do that with him although we date each other for quite a while already.
"Yeah. We were shocked to read the news too. We were worried but we couldn't reach you this morning." They told me.
"I just got back to Korea last night from KCON Paris. My phone is in my bag in the studio. My practice starts early today." I explained to them.
"Are you okay?" Momo asked me.
"I'm fine. I'm just tired." I told them.
"We know there's nothing between Jinyoung oppa and Eunji. He's dating you after all." Chaeyoung said which I know they all worried and wanted to comfort me with the news. They hug and patted me as they say comforting words to me.
"Hm,.. I don't know about that... Even we never go out like they did in the pictures." I muttered the words slowly. Honesty, I was feeling a little bit down and very frustrated as I read the news. Eunji of APINK is prettier than me. Maybe Jinyoung oppa and her do have feelings for each other. I just don't know now. It's not that Jinyoung oppa and I ever act like couples too. Maybe he's confused and actually there's nothing between us? I feel very confused and sad now.
"Jung Rin...!" Suddenly the practice room door opened widely.
It was Ki Lee oppa. He barged into the room as he shout my name out loud. He's breathing hard. Seems like he ran as he came to the room.
"Gwenchana? (Are you okay?) Neo nolattji? (You must be shock right?)" He asked me worriedly. My manager do know me well. Seems like he just read the news too.
"I was looking for you everywhere. I couldn't find you in the vocal studio." He nagged at me while looking at the TWICE members as if giving them signal that 'he got this' to them.
"Continue your practise girls. I'll take Jung Rin to the studio." Ki Lee oppa said to the TWICE members.
"I'll visit you tonight eonnie." Tzuyu said to me as she walk us to the door. I nodded at her and just follow along Ki Lee oppa.
"We'll be going back to the dorm. You should rest. Seo Kwon hyung said you did well at practise today so he said you are ready for it. We just need to finalized everything tomorrow and rehearse with the band." He explained to me.
"Oppa, can't I just stay at the studio?" I ask him.
"No! You should get some sleep. Don't push yourself too hard. I'll be with you at the dorm too. I don't want my precious artist to get sick." He said harshly. Actually I know that he's worried about me now.
"Wait for me in the car downstairs. I'll get your stuffs from the studio." He demanded.
I went to the parking lot and wait for him. My mind is totally blank now. I'm so glad I finished my practise early today. Few minutes after, Ki Lee oppa arrived and he opened the door for me.
On the way to the dorm, the whole time I keep on thinking about Jinyoung oppa and Eunji. Is it true? Is that why he didn't call me these days?
"We're here. Hey, did you check your phone?" He asked me as he help me carry my stuffs to the dorm.
I shooked my head and went straight to the elevator. He just followed me without asking anything else after.
I opened the door to my dorm and Ki Lee oppa went in straight to the living room. He sat at the couch and calling me out who still standing at the front door asking me to grab my bag from him. Actually my mind still keep on thinking what actually went wrong? I really don't want to check my phone. I'm scared actually. I walk towards him at the couch.
"Oppa... What if he wants to break up? What if everything is a lie? What if I had mistaken all along?" As I grab my bag, I asked Ki Lee oppa all the questions that I had after I read the news. "Nan buseopda.. (I'm scared.) I don't want to check my phone." I told him the truth.
"Just rest for now. Anything, I'll be here. You had a tough week already. You rest first and just deal with it after. I'll hold your stuffs for you. Everything will be okay. Don't worry! Nan mido. (Believe me) Your one and only manager." He said to me.
I went into my room and lay on my bed. Honestly I really had a tough week compared to other weeks. I don't know what to feel now and my mind is totally blank after reading the news. I know I should probably ask Jinyoung oppa directly but I'm just too scared and feel so empty now.
GOT7 Farewell song keep on repeating in my head.
"iyu eopsi haetdeon sarang - The one I loved without a reason
ijen nareul tteonagane - is now leaving me
ithyeojineun uri gieok - Our memories,
ijeneun nag chueokhalge - I'll cherish
neowa hamkke haetdeon sign - The time spent with you
sojunghadaneun geol kkaedarasseo - i realized was special
nae sarang sarang ije nal tteonagane - My love, My love you're leaving me.
ije nal tteonagane - You're leaving me now"
Jinyoung oppa wrote the lyrics of the song. Did he mean it as he write it?
I guess Ki Lee oppa is right. I should rest first and deal with it later. I am overthinking things now. I didn't know when I drift to sleep.
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(NOBODY POV)
"Hyung, what happened?" Ki Lee ask Soo Chan as he managed to reached him on the phone finally. He called Soo Chan again after he make sure Jung Rin already asleep in her room.
"Sorry for missing your call. I was just on the phone with sajangnim just now asking the same thing. The boys just finish their concert as the news was out. We're heading back to the hotel now." Soo Chan explained.
"Ah.. Its okay hyung I understand it totally. But, is it true though? Well.. you know i'm worried about Jung Rin actually. You know what I mean." Ki Lee scratched his head as he said that on the phone which actually he feel nervous to know the truth too. Jinyoung is a good kid but is he really just playing around Jung Rin feelings.
"I was about to ask you about Jung Rin. Is she okay? I'll be talking to Jinyoung back at the hotel. I'll let you know after. I've got to go." Soo Chan said and ended the call.
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A/N : What will happen? Was it all lies?
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