"OMG!! How can we memorize the steps?" Jimin asked me while she keep on fanning herself as we practise for GOT7 Girls, Girls, Girls, A and Just Right choreography. All three songs were being mix and we've been practising non-stop since the last 3 hours.

"I think eonnie even work extra harder than us, because I saw her keep on watching the dance video on replay since last two days." Yerin told her.

"You saw me?" I laughed.

"Yeah.. I saw you watching fancams too!" Yerin added.

"Omo.. Should I do that too? Can I improve if I watch it non-stop?" Jimin asked.

"Yah..! Even if we watch it a thousand times we can't memorize it. We're not use to dancing Jimin aaa~" Yerin pouted.

"Aww we can do it!! We can do it slowly.." I told them.

"Girls~~ You can do it!!" Our dance instructor cheer us up. "Yeah.. Do like Jung Rin, try watching it many times so you can at least get the idea whats next step. I know you guys not use to dancing but we have one whole month."

After the dance lesson, Jimin told me about their special performance with 2AM. They will be singing 8eight - without a heart song. All of them had loved the song. It was my favorite. Their team giving their own twists on it as if in musical. It was Jo Kwon oppa idea she said. I bet their performance will definitely turn out to a very awesome performance.

https://youtu.be/MCl_RdukrnU

For the special performance, we were told that we can pick any song our team think would be the best for us. By next week we need to show it to JYP PD-nim for him to access and approve it.

Jinyoung oppa and I had discuss about the song that we're picking. We actually decided to go with sweet theme. After hearing other teams pick on their performance, we decided to make our own song and will perform it at the concert. Jinyoung oppa told me to write our own lyrics for our parts. Jinyoung oppa wrote so many songs so he send the song with just melody no lyrics to me two days ago. He told me to just write what I felt as I heard the music. He told me to write the first verse of the song along with the chorus as he will focus on the rap part which he texted me that he already done with it. Actually I just did scribbles of ideas though as I will we need to combine his ideas to start writing mine so that the lyrics will match. I was actually looking forward to it. Jimin told me that both us are very brave in doing that and she definitely looking forward to it too. I hope everything will go well too. Tonight i'll be hanging out at GOT7 dorm to discuss about it again. I trust Jinyoung oppa totally as he wrote songs for GOT7 too. =)

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That night, I went to GOT7 dorm along with Ki Lee oppa. I went to Jinyoung oppa room meanwhile the rapper team busy practising theirs at Bam Bam & Yugyeom room. Pretty much the dorm had turn into a studio.

"Annyeong oppa~" I greeted him. He was sitting in front of his laptop with headphones. He turned to me and smiled.

"Annyeong. You're here. Sit down." He grab a chair besides him and patted on it as a gesture for me to sit on it.

"I just finished recording the rap part. You want to listen to it? I don't know if its good enough though." He scratched his head as he said that to me.

"Yup. I would love to listen to it first. Actually I didn't finish writing my part yet. I love the melody totally. I just scribbles some lyrics. I was planning to listen to the rap part first so that my lyrics blend with the rap part." I told him the truth as I looked down shyly not finishing my part yet. He already had experience in writing songs before for GOT7 while i'm still a newbie with everything.

"Ahh.. Jinjja?" He laughed at me. He then pressed play and I listened to the rap part he made.

RAP PART 1

I'm alright, if you're uncomfortable, tell me

We don't need to go on trips, this is enough

I'll do anything you want so just tell me

We fall asleep without an alarm

Pulling the blankets up till we suffocate because it's cold at night

Sometimes, I wanna be your blanket and hug you every day

Because I hate seeing you get sick more than anything else

RAP PART 2

Maybe happiness is a word that was created from us

I smile even when I'm just looking at you

What else do we need? Just by holding hands

We can leave the earth and travel to space

When you caress me when I'm too busy

When you hug me when I'm too sick

I want to keep pretending to be sick, I can't get better

You're laying in my arms, it can't get better than this

The moment I heard his rap part, I thought that he did a very good job. How did he get to write those lyrics. It was perfect. And its been a while i didn't heard him rap too after Bounce.

"Ottae?" He asked me curiously.

"It's perfect! How did you manage to write it perfectly? Love your rapping too. It's been a while I didn't hear it. " I asked him. I'm very curious in how he could write such lyrics.

"Hm.. you really want to know? I think of someone as I write this." He smiled shyly as he told me that. He seems like losing focus as he said that too. His eyes keep on looking somewhere else as if he's hiding something. As I heard that, actually my heart sank. After recalling back the rap parts, it seems that Jinyoung oppa had someone special in his mind as he wrote it. I didn't know that he had a girlfriend.

"Ah.. Jinjja?? (Really??)" I said that sadly. After I heard his rap and what he just told me suddenly I had lyrics popping in my head too. My heart seems like hurting a lot but having this kind of feelings now just make me having so many ideas in what to write and how to finish the song.

"Done!" I said after 20 minutes of writing and humming all by myself to fit the lyrics with the melody. It's a sweet and lively song. I tried to fit the lyrics with what I feel right now. I didn't even use anything from my scribbles earlier. I just fill in all the gaps for the song.

"WOW!!! This is GREAT!! How did you write it so quick? It fits well too! Yokshi.. Jung Rin you sure can do everything well. Looks like you also think about someone as you write this." Jinyoung oppa told me as he read through the lyrics.

I didn't talk much after finish writing the lyrics. I actually don't feel like it too. We still managed to record everything. I might smile on the outside but inside I was actually hurting. I kept on thinking about Jinyoung oppa having someone special as he write the lyrics.

As I laid on my bed that night after we finished recording, I look back at the lyrics that I wrote. The 20 minutes writing the lyrics just now all I had in my mind was him.

Park Jin Young. 

JUNIOR of GOT7

At that moment I realized that I am actually in love.

All this while I was confused with why am I feeling very weird everytime I'm with him. Seeing his smile always made my heart race also made my day brighter. Not being able to see him in a day makes me feel restless. I was always comfortable and happy when I'm with him. I always waited for him to text me or even call me everyday. The times we spend always went by fast but fill with great times. I never really know it until today. Exactly after I heard his rap and he had a girlfriend in his mind as he wrote the lyrics.

I love Park Jin Young. 

I read through the lyrics that I wrote just now again and again.

((Falling asleep, love come so easily like this and hug me))

FIRST VERSE 

((I'll lean on you and rest for a moment

I was so busy today, it was hard

If you're here, it's like medicine

Because you're my love, my everything)) 

CHORUS

((I'm slowly falling asleep at your kiss. 

I close my eyes but I only think of you.I think I fell in love with you))

LAST VERSE

((You look lovable even when you're sleeping

In case you wake up, I'll carefully go to you

Whisper that I love you and kiss you))

As I wrote this, I thought of the days I was very tired with everything - the hard training days and waiting for debut where Jinyoung oppa always there for me.

I went to my instagram and posted

One of the days. 😞 #himnae

I drifted to sleep few minutes after with a broken heart.

(JINYOUNG POV)

"Omona.. I LOVE THE SONG!! And are you serious?!! You both finish it in just one go? " Jae Bum hyung keep on repeating the same question on and on again as he listened to the song that Jung Rin and I recorded just now.

"Yeah hyung. I did the rap parts only while Jung Rin fills the rest. I send her the the song with just the melody last two days." I told him.

"Hyung... I bet JYP will definitely approved you guys to perform this song. Jinjja Daebak!!" Youngjae who seldom compliments me said that. I fist-bump him as he said that. the fact that the main vocal and leader of GOT7 liking our songs make me feel great.

"Hey, nice melody~" Mark hyung entered my room. "I heard it from outside and was totally hooked with the song. Whose song is that? I want to download. Even Yugyeom humming it now. We couldn't focus after." He added and start looking at my laptop to know whose song was it.

"Its JYP very own Double J.R song." Jae Bum hyung grinned widely as he said that to Mark hyung.

"Jung Rin & Junior?" Mark hyung looked at me now.

"Yeah hyung! They finished recording it. The song so great right?" Youngjae hugged Mark hyung.

"OH MY GOD! Yeah man.. I thought it a new duet song just released or something! Give me a copy~ I want to listen to it again! And there's even rap part in it too!" Mark hyung said all excited.

"Yugyeom!!!! I have the song!! You guys can stop searching it online! You won't find it!" He shouted towards the maknaes room right next to mine.

"What do you mean?" Bam Bam and Yugyeom went into my room still busy looking at their phones. "We've been searching for new releases and couldn't find anything similar." They both look like given up on something.

"I told you, you won't find it online" Mark hyung hit their heads.

"Owwww! That hurts hyung!" They both complained.

"Hahaha! You guys were searching for the song online? Why didn't you guys just ask Jinyoung about it?" Jae Bum hyung can't stop laughing.

"Because we don't want to disturb you guys. So whose song was it hyung? We give up. We can't find it." Bam Bam said.

"The song... It's GOT7 Junior and Jung Rin song." Youngjae answered excitedly.

"WHAT!!!!???" They both said in unison.

They looked at me and I pressed play on my laptop.

"This is a great song! Give me copy hyung" Both of them again said in unison.

"Jung Rin sings so well in the song. Both of you guys voice blend in the song~" Jae Bum hyung said.

"Er,... guys.. Did you see this?" Jackson barged into the room showing us his phone.

"See what?" I asked him.

He showed us a picture that Jung Rin posted in her instagram. Based on the photo she posted, it seems that something bothering her.

"Did something happen just now?" Jackson asked me.

I shook my head. "We just record the song. She seems okay just now" I explained to him.

"Hm...That's weird." Mark hyung said.

"I wonder why too." I told them. I went to reach my phone and start calling her.

"She's not picking up?" Jaebum hyung asked me.

I shook my head. I tried 2 more times, still she's not picking up. Where is she?

"I try calling Jimin or Yerin" Jackson suggested.

"HEY JIMIN!! Are you at your dorm?""Where's princess Jung Rin? She's there? Ah... She's asleep?.. Oh nothing.. Just asking.. Good night"

Jackson ended the call.

"She's sleeping now." He said to us.

Everyone look relieved as they heard him. I wonder what had happened? She seems fine just now. I'm worried now. What are you keeping from oppa Jung Rin aaa?? 

AUTHOR'S NOTE : OMG! What will happen next. T____T Can't wait to listen to Double J.R song. I just posted the lyrics first. What do you guys think of the lyrics? Who did Junior think of as he write the rap? Does it sound familiar to you??