What if one day one of us disappear?

What if we can no longer hold on

What if I disappear?

What if one of us let go?

Why am I so cold..

Feeling so weak

When you say 

I hate this but...

Help me

Please

Before I do something I'm going to regret

Help me

I want goharm. Help Stop me help, please help I can't relapse help...

I don't know how to help...

I feel so pathetic...

I wish I could appear close to you

Hugging you 

I don't want to lose a panda girl that give me a flower instead of a knife

I don't want to let go of a panda girl who take off my mask...

I don't want to let go of a voice that warm up my soul..

I don't want to forget those laughter...

the panda girl that run to me hide her face in my chest when thing get rough...

I don't want to let go

please stay with me

I haven't help you yet...

I want to help you...

I have promise you 

I will drive to you 

9 hours of driving is nothing...

as long as if I could be there

help you with the farm animal...

I don't want to let go the promise

I don't want to be lost...

in my mind...

If you gone...

My world will go dark..

cold...

My soul would be trap..

My path will no longer glow

please don't go

All I do when you gone is...

cry

hold on to memories...

wishing to join you 

I want to hold on to you

If you gone 

I would only know to wait

only know to close my heart

Lost my sense of reality 

How do I? 

hold on?

How could I forget...

How could I live if you have gone...

I would miss your laughter, your voice... 

Your benevolence