I didn't know
Who I have become
I don't know
If I should say...
The thing inside my head
All swirling around
Acting like a child
Is that too hard to ask for?
To forget the pain I hold
For few minutes is enough
So please don't go...
I really need you right now...
I don't know what to choose...
To let go or let it kill
Im slowly dying
From the pain i held so
Please just let me...
Act like a kid
I used to be...
I don't want to hurt
Him I don't want to
Him to feel betrayed
If I just let it in will
I be fine tonight?
I really hate myself
Hate who i have become
Hate is a strong word...
Should i be using it?
Will I be alright
Letting hope
Come... destroy me
Day by day
So please don't force me to...
Become what is hiding
I don't want to feel
Alone
Scared...
Will hope ever come
Would it kill me day by day?
I just want to feel safe
Be happy like you..
Never heard arguments...
Never think of who
I become
I wish that you can see
How fragile I can be
So please just let
Me having fun with you
Like the old day
I wish time never go
Cause it will killed me more
I just want to stay...
Stay where i feel safe
Stay where I feel trust
Stay where I don't feel...
Abandoned