Hello, are you there?

What is the definition of normal?

What is it like to be considered normal?

Why do I feel?

why do I away cry

why do I always get angry

exhausted

it always the same

when there is an argument in the family

all I do is sit and listen

emotion slowly killing me

lock your heart

seal your soul

I'm sorry

I have failed

the kid burst into tear

shaking and trembling

Why does it always have to be him?

Why are you crying?

we were not arguing we were talking

debating

Yeah right...

said it to the kid that lock his heart and soul away from the world

wishing not to feel

but locking those emotions

make him lost his joy

I hate vulnerability 

I hate the guilt

I hate the pain

I hate the way I burst into tear

I hate the way I show my fear

I know thatI will never be good enough

I'm not strong enough

I'm not confident enough

I'm never confidence enough

I always try

but in reality, 

I'm nothing but a weakling

pathetic and a huge burden 

If only I could freeze time

I

would freeze my self in time so that I won't be in people way

like a statue that watches the world move on without him