Why?

What does it take for everything to stop?

our hope is fading

What does it take for us to hold on?

Why do they take it away from us?

the light where we feel safe

the light where we felt warm

they speak to me

I feel warm

they make me smile

being myself

I guess it hard for it to stay

the world always dark

"they are making you weaker."

"they are the problem for your mental health."

"forget them."

those words

I need them

I lied about making new friends in school

Lied about being a social butterfly

I only need them

the path I walk is dark

the path I walk is cold

the path I walk is crooked

they guild me

the guild that helps me

I can wonder in my world for days

What does it take to feel real?

everything is the same

I can stay quiet

I can act insane

I can act happy

but when the light has gone

why should I act

I can be a lot worst

I can lose my self more than I am now

the mask that I wear will fall

I see him

see the room I live in

see him bleeding

I could see the tear on him

red droplet fall slowly

asking me

"what does it feel like to be real."

I can see him

He and I are the same

I might become him once the light I have known is gone

I don't have to hang on to someone

I could let go

I can't cry even if I want to

what does it take for me to keep someone

the person that I care for

the person that help me

The person that lights up my path?

I felt it fading

I can lay on my bed imagine thousand and thousand event

those light has been with me for five years

now they are forced to turn off

I felt their fear and sadness

the fear of losing someone they care for

someone who walk with them through their path

now forced to separate because of what they felt is best for their kids

I want to ask

Is it better to see a smile on their face instead of taken it away?

you will see their pain moment you took it away

We won't talk to anyone

we would lose ourselves

we would do anything to feel happy again

because the light we known has been taken away