Can we repeat those delightful memories?

what if those memories faded away?

what if those memories disappear...

faded forever...

but if we could

turn back time...

Can we come together and hold on to each other arms

not letting go

would our hope stay forever?

or would it be locked away?...

why can't

I stop thinking?...

But if you close

your eyes...

you would hear those Memories around you

singing...

softly...

laughing...

talking...

fighting side by side

Supporting each other when fallen

healing the long lasted wounds

I sometimes feel them

fading

grayed-out...

cracking...

freezing

but I will hold on

Try to not lose hope

I can't keep wandering around...

closing my heart...

my fear...

those memories sometimes make me

smile

laugh

or even

cry

I wish I could paint...

sketch out those memories on paper

so it won't fade away...

I always hide those lost memories in my empty heart...

I am a freak...

right?

the freak that scared to show his

emotion and fear

always wear a pretended mask that would

laugh and smile for him

but when

Alone...

that mask slip off

all I feel is hopeless...

despair...

Am I a freak?

a psychopath?

Heh...

Sometimes I want to ask...

why should I try?

when the world take it away from your hand?

Yeah...

I am lost

corrupted

hopeless

weak

pathetic...

boy

who just know to wait

when

he feels lost

lost in his mind...

lost in his hope

lost in the world

don't know what he wants

don't know what he desires for

don't know why he even exists...

the world is so cruel

when you feel successful...

the world only let that exist for few hours

so it can just takes it away...

but...

if I could rewind time...

I wish I could be much better...

don't have to hide

emotions...

fears...

If we have the power...

to...

rewind...

our mistake...

to change it from happening...

If only could we rewind time...