It wasn't supposed to happen
I wasn't supposed to fall in love
Not with you at least
I can't have you
My mind wanders to you
Constantly
I see your eyes
Your beautiful blue eyes
Every time I close my eyes
My heart flutters every time
I picture your golden brown hair
You are perfect
You are the most gorgeous human
I have ever lain eyes on
No movie star could compare
No singer has a voice
As sweet as yours
I wasn't supposed to fall in love
I only knew you for a few hours
Then you were gone forever
I want to run to you
Find you and beg you
To hold me in your arms
But I know that will never happen
The second I saw you
My breath caught in my throat
You were so beautiful
So perfect
That I forgot how to breathe
I want to hear you laugh again
I want to see you smile again
I want to see you again
Just to be in your presence
Would be enough
This wasn't supposed to happen
I wasn't meant to spend
The next several nights
Laying awake wondering
If you even gave me a second thought
Everyone could tell I was in love
And they kept asking
"Who's the special guy?"
But I wouldn't tell them
In fear that they would fall
In love with you too
And for the reason that was
Obvious to only me
I want to keep you
My little secret
Keep you in a world
Of my own
Just you and me
I wasn't meant to fall in love
When you said my name
It sounded like the most
Beautiful word in the world
When you wrapped your arms
Around my body
Trying to teach me
How to shoot a bow and arrow
My mind went blank
I was so close to you
And you smelled so good
Your sweet voice was right in my ear
I couldn't focus on anything
Except for you
And then you let go
And I shot the arrow
And almost made a bullseye
You were so proud
And you smiled a smile
That could make flowers grow
When you asked if I wanted to try again
I immediately said yes
Because I wanted you
To wrap your arms around me again
And when I finally had to leave
I kept looking over my shoulder
To get one last glance
At you
At all your beauty
And all your perfection
This wasn't meant to happen
Here I am
Two weeks later
Writing you a love poem
Admitting to you what I can't admit
To myself
I love you
I have never been more in love
With anyone or anything
Every time I think of you
My stomach erupts
Into butterfly central
It hurts I love you so much
But if I'm realistic then I know
That I will probably never see you again
You probably don't love me back
You've probably forgotten my name
That I even exist
I know it would never work out
Because I'm just a girl
And so are you