i genuinely like this tag, thanks freckledjoshua  for tagging me :)). (she's an angel so spam her with votes and follows and stuff)

RULES
- 1 . tag thirteen, or as many people as you can!
- 2 . tag backs ARE allowed
- 3 . you must answer all the questions !!1!!
- 4 . you must ask 13 new questions!
- 5 . you must repost all the rules !
- 6 . this is just a little fun, don't be a pussy and not do it!

1. if you were dying, what would you want your last words to be?
auf wieder sehen, motherfucker(s)

2. do you like the cold, or the warm seasons? and if cold then: why?
i like them all tbh. i only like winter when it snOWS. otherwise i highly dislike it. but when it's cold outside and i'm inside and cuddled up in a blanket with hot chocolate, that's really amazing. autumn is amazing because of the colours, and spring is great, because the flowers start blooming and it's getting warmer and i'm like yass nature fuck it up. and summer is amazing because summer break bitches. i can't really choose tbh.

3. what's the most savage thing you've ever said/done?
idk, i only remember the stuff i didn't say and i should've said. but there was this one time when i was little and there was this fake bitch who was my 'friend' and was really mean to me. i told her to look at me and i flipped her off and then i said "oh, i got another one for you", and i flipped her off w my other hand. idk but i felt badass. got into a lot of trouble though.

4. is there a person that makes your head go stupid, your smile split your face, and your heart skip beats? (explain them, loser)
does a married 29 year old man named tyler joseph count?

5. what's a guilty pleasure you indulge in?
i think everybody should be kinder n stuff, but sometimes i roast people i don't like in my head and i start laughing in class. everybody looks at me like i'm a maniac but i love not giving a shit.

6. what kind of classes are you taking and do you enjoy them?
idk how it works in america and in england, but i live in the netherlands and after a while in high school, you get to choose classes. i need to take some compulsory classes, though. my classes are: dutch (not a choice, but me likely tho), english (i like the class, but the teacher ain't do shit), german (heil hitler), religion (most of the stuff is bullshit and more about "my view of life" and i hate it. i am interested in religions though, but i hate this class), maths (not a choice, and it's hard af), physics (i like some subjects :)), chemistry (lOve it), art class (YAS I LOVE THIS CLASS), art in general (culture class, i like this class), literature (this class is so annoying. i wish we could just discuss literature in every language, with german, dutch, english, etc, but my school is 'extra af' and wants one class w all languages but we end up reading only dutch books instead :(), film class (an extra class i chose. i really love making films and editing)

7. what is your dream job?
being an actor, but i know that shit won't happen. i won't break through as an author either, but it's still a nice hobby. when i was little, i always wanted to be a scientist (look at rick from rick and morty, that's legit what i wanted to be. i wanted to invent shit. but i doubt i'm smart enough) my goal now is being a surgeon.

8. are you a feeler or a thinker? (i.e emotional or rational)
i think i'm both equally.

9. who is the one artist/musician that connects to your soul perfectly?
tyler joseph. his poems are just stabbing me and making me say "same, tyler" and "rt" over and over. he can make me feel anything with his music and i love it. i have more favourites, but tyler is my favourite (and josh, but he doesn't write the poems and this is about only one person. still love you tho)

10. what should we leave in 2017?
drama, stress, fake hoes, bad vibes. prolly not gonna happen though.

11. what's the most embarrassing thing you've ever experienced? (& am i allowed to laugh)
idk i can't really name something rn, but i usually get a whole flashback of what kind of stupid shit i've done. i can name something rn but it's not the most embarrassing thing. you can laugh tho. so i was talking to this girl who's now my new friend (i just switched schools) and she appeared to be pretty emo, so i asked if she read any fanfics and she was like "no lmao wtf" and i was like "lmao fake fan" as a joke but i actually snitched on myself and she probably thinks i'm constantly reading smut and shit and this one time at a sleepover she asked what i was doing (it was night and we were going to sleep) and i was reading a sad joshler fanfic and i just said "yeah um my friend from the british school of amsterdam is writing an essay, but he sucks at english so i'm controlling mistakes. he makes kinda dumb mistakes" like fml omg.

12. who are the people you want to keep in your life forever? (explain if you want)
it would be really cool to remain friends with my internet friends and meet them and stuff. so, internet friends and my best irl friends, and family. that's all i need heh.

13. what do ya love about yourself?
i hate myself in general, so this is a hard question. i think maybe the fact that i try to be kind to everyone and that i don't judge people? idk. that i'm a good listener and that you can tell me everything and i won't judge but i will help.

MY QUESTIONS (you're supposed to answer these, not the questions i've answered)
1. what's the most lit way to die to you?
2. favourite film (movie)? (explain)
3. favourite irl book (not on wattpad)? (explain)
4. what's a skill you've always wanted?
5. what's an activity that makes you feel good and smile?
6. are you a cuddly person? and if not: why bitch tf??
7. tell us a (weird) fact about yourself.
8. what's a word/sentence you always use?
9. the sweetest comeback ever made?
10. describe your personality.
11. what's your role in a friend group?
12. what thing makes you say "lmao that's so me" (like a vine, activity or a character in a movie. or a meme/picture. show us)
13. what's your motto?

tHE CHOSEN ONES:
XLonley_DisasterX
joshssexuality
howellfanatic
icey4605
eurydome (get rekt hoe)
odetoinsomnia
i don't have that many friends on wattpad. BUT WHOEVER WHO READS THIS IS CHOSEN BY ME ALRIGHT. (also @ kim you can do this too but i think you got tagged back too many times and you won't have time, but if you do, please do!)
if you decide to answer these questions, tag me in the beginning so i can read it!!

alright folks, that was it!

(i saw this pic in a meme and it's gold and this pic describes me. just wanted to share it)