Jimin's phone is ringing. Jimin woke up." Who the fuck is this? Disgusting.." he murmured in his breath. He picked up the phone and saw Kook calling, on the screen. He picked up the call.

"What?"

"Did he propose to you?"

"I am still in bed."

"Fuck! you let him fuck you already?"

"WTF!! nO! I still haven't gone to his house yet. I just woke up."

"God! Jimin, it's 11 am already. Go quickly!"

"Fuck!! I am late. Bye I am going.."

"Wait wait!!"

"Now what!"

"Listen carefully, when he will say 'I love you', don't say it back immediately ok? First hesitate and be shy , then reply 'yes. Understood?"

"Okk.." Jimin smiled.

"And if he'll come near to kiss you, don't stop him, kiss him back. And you will tell me everything after returning. Okay?"

"Okay..bye." Jimin blushed at the thought of Taehyung kissing him.

Jimin quickly took a shower and got dressed simply. He put strawberry lip balm on and smiled looking at his reflection in the mirror.

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Jimin went to Tae's house. Mrs. Kim opened the door. "Chim, I have a very good news"

"Ahh Not now eomma 2 ! I will talk to you later and then ' Dhichkyaaon Dhichkyaaon' , I will shoot all the people on your dating list, just wait and watch." He ran upstairs to Tae's room leaving a bewildered woman in the door.

"Ok, I will tell you later, But then don't complain to me 'eomma 2 why didn't you tell me earlier'?"

Jimin entered Tae's room. He was there reading a book on his study table.

"Boring af. Who reads a book just before asking someone out?" He murmured in his breath.

"Ohh, Minnie, when did you come?" Tae looked at him slightly smiling. His eyes were crimson red, dark circles could be seen under those eyes, his hair is not in it's proper condition. Jimin was shocked to see him like that.

"Just now, Did something happen Taetae?"

"Hunh! No, Nothing" Tae tried to smile which looked more like a frown.

Jimin decided to ignore the matter and smiled brightly. "You told me that you wanna tell me something. Say now."

"Okay. I will say. I have to say." Tae murmured in his breath which Jimin didn't notice. His head was on the cloud then.

"Minnie.."

"Yes"

"I started dating a girl last month."

"WHAT!"

Jimin sat down on the bed with a loud thud. His body is not in his own control. He could feel he was losing it. Why?? Then why Taehyung wrote in his diary that he will tell Jimin that he loves him after his exams. Wait wait wait, his exam is not over yet.. That means .. Jimin wanted to end his life at that moment. No, he wanted to kill Taehyung first then end his own life. He wanted to stab Taehyung's heart with a knife in pieces just like he has done to Jimin. But little did he know, Taehyung is already dead from inside..No one can kill him now.

Jimin can here, Taehyung continuously blabbering something like why he didn't tell anyone before, he is sorry for telling Jimin this late. But Jimin was not in the condition of hearing. He has frozen in shock. Everything is flashbacking in his mind..

"Minnie, massage my shoulder.", "Minnie, you wanna eat ice cream?"

"Minnie, I love you, that's why I give you lots of homework. I know you also love me. Won't you do these homeworks for me?" "Minnie, come to my room", "Minnie, cuddle with me." "Minnie, minnie!!"

"Minnie!!"

"Hunh!" Jimin came out of flashbacks due to Tae's loud voice.

" Are you crying?"

"No. no.. I..I am not crying. Why would I? I am the one who wanted the most after your mom, that you date someone.."

"Ohh.. then may be..my fault. I am hallucinating " Tae hardened his jaw and nodded. This is the bitter truth. He has to face it. Why will Minnie cry if he dates another girl? Minnie was not even jealous. He thought right. Minnie never thinks of him more than his annoying tutor.

"You gave me a good surprise." Jimin chuckled with no feelings.."I will remember it my entire life." He got up from the bed to leave Tae's room.

"Where are you going?" Tae grabbed his hand.

"Don't stop me Taetae. I have my exams near. I need to study." Jimin was barely holding his tears in his eyes which is making the view blurr.

"But you can study here."

"No, I can't. I am sorry. I think I can't read when I am with you. We always ended up gossiping or cuddl..nevermind. I am leaving and I will not come again until my exam is over. Goodbye" Jimin went to the door..

"Ohh, I forgot one thing. All the best. Be happy with your girlfriend, what did you say the name? yeahh Rose. But don't come to my house to tell me how you kissed her or something. It's irritating." Jimin ran out of the room. Taehyung stood there in his room not knowing what to do.

Jimin can't even imagine he is kissing someone. Then how can Jimin imagine kissing him? A tear came out from Tae's red watery eyes and landed on his lips. The test of the tear was salty and slightly bitter, just like the reality was.

His Minnie left him alone . The only one in his life, whom he has loved with all of his heart, whom he has cared for, like the best prize of his whole life, left him alone in this room. He can't see his Minnie now. He can't smell the strawberry scent of his lip balm. All he wanted was to kiss him, but he couldn't. Maybe god doesn't want that cause his Minnie doesn't want that. His Minnie doesn't need that.

He opened his diary and started writing.

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"I love thee, I love but thee With a love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold And the stars grow old." 
- William Shakespeare

Just a few days more. Then I will break up with her when my mind will be stable enough to divert. Maybe I should thank myself.

I was able to stop myself from ruining your life, your future, from ruining you. Cheers!

I have loved you since I came to know what love is. I love you. I am loving you right now and I will love you until I die. I know You don't love me.
 But as I said 'I love you to love you. Not to be loved back".

You know Minnie? My love is dangerous. It can ruin people's lives. Just like it ruined my mom's life, my dad's life. But I can't let me ruin your life. That's why I let you go..

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A teardrop fell from Taehyung's eye and landed over the red ink on his copy. It looked like a drop of Blood which eventually took a shape like a heart ..

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