Sana tapped her head anxiously as they were about to reach the hospital

Sidharth wapis lelo pls mujhe nhi jaana .... Her courage faltering the moment sidharth's car stopped ahead the hospital

Mai tere saath hu ...

Kuch nhi hoga ... Tere saath hu na Mai tujhe kuch nhi hone dunga ... Hamesha is dar se ghut ke nhi jeeyogi tum ...

Tum meri ho ... Mai nhi jaane dunga ...bharosa hai na mujhpe ? ... He held her hand ...the least he wanted to land her in this situation ...but he knows she needs to confront her past her fears and her traumas to lead a good life a better life awaited for her ...

Khud se bhi jyada ... She whispered... Her heart fluttered looking into his eyes ... She nodded her head and headed to the hospital

Asking for his room ... As she entered him ... He was in a terrible state ... Left by his family ...the oxygen attached to his face as he was sleeping

Not even for once sana's heart pained for him ...she knew he deserves all this and even more for giving her the pain of her childhood ..when she was never at fault she was the kid ...

She was the small kid ... He tortured her mother landing her in the state that she ...she committed suicide ...

And now he is just getting the punishment of his sins

His whole life he never wanted to see her ... But now at his end he wants to meet her ...why ? ...the question lingers in her mind ...

She stood there as sidharth held her hand ....her feets frozen over her place ...as the old man over the stretcher opened his eyes

The first thing landed over his eyes were on there interlinked hand as he slowly removed his mask

Agyi tu ? ... Tu toh ...bilkul apni maa jaisi hogyi hai ... He laughed then coughed the mocking sarcasm in his voice ... Sana chuckles mentally he is still the same

Kyu bulaya hai mujhe ? ...her voice cold ...a shiver ran down sidharth's voice knowing the turmoil behind her ice freezed voice

Ye ladka kon hai ?....chakkar bhi chalane lagi tu ? ..itni bdi hogyi ... He said looking at her

Teri maa ki ek amanat padi hai mere paas...marne se pehle wo dena chahta tha tujhe ...

Akele reh ke samajh mai aaya ke us aurat ne mujhse jitna pyaar kiya utna....his voice suddenly dropped to lower note the sadness that reflected his eyes

Kabhi nhi kr ska koi mujhse ...lekin mai tujhe aj bhi apni beti nhi maanta... Toh kuch galatfehmi mat palna ... He coughed ...shortening of his breath

Sana chuckles

Galat fehmi ?... Ye khayal hi galat hai ... Ap kya hi mujhe apni beti maanenge ... Mera baap meri maa ke saath saalon pehle mar chuka hai ...Mai apki beti sirf tab tak thi jab tak meri maa zinda thi ... Arey itna dard diya apne mujhe ab toh meri maa bhi pyaar nhi nafrat hi karti hogi ....

Ap issi layak hai ... Sana whispered her eyes welled up listening his words ...

Sana ...sidharth held her back

Toh jaa apni us maa ki amanat leke ...or ajj ke baad meri nazro ke samne kabhi mat aana ....tu bas ek galti hai ... Or kuch nhi ...tu kabhi khush nhi hogi ....tu kabhi thik nhi hogi ... He started blabbering his blood pressure going low. .. as the nurse who applied the oxygen mask to him ...

His finger pointed towards a box that was placed on the side table ... Sana who slowly reached the box ...looked at it ...there was a small journal in it ...

It looked old and dusted ..

Sana with her trembling hands took the journal ... And moved out of the hospital ...her tears spilling down her cheeks sidharth who glared the old dying man moved his way out to her ...

Sana who starred at the journal ...almost emotionlessly the tears which fell down dried as sidharth who held her hand

Mujhe nhi pdhna isse ... She whispered

Kbhi dikhaya nhi ... Kbhi btaya nhi ...lekin narazgi toh mujhe maa se bhi hai na ? ....us aadmi ke liye ...jo aadmi ne uski zindagi barbaad krdi meri zindagi barbaad krdi uske liye meri maa ne jaan dedi

Kya mera hona uske liye kafi nhi tha ? .... Kya wo mere liye nhi jee skti thi ? ... Mujhe nhi pdhna isse ... Kitna kuch saha sidharth

Maa ke bina kabhi zindagi zindagi lagi hi nhi.

Mai dekhti thi ...jab hostel Mai ...sabke parents aate the. . mere friends ki mummy aati thi unke liye khana leke saman leke ...unse pyaar krti thi

Sidharth mai kaafi nhi thi ..sidharth ....he held over to his sleeve crying ... She broke down as her hand held onto that journal ... sidharth who took her in his embrace ...the last thing which held her linked to her past was her grievance about her mother and that too left ....

When she cried it spilled out the burden over her heart felt lighten as sidharth held her through her break down caressing her hairs ...she held onto him like her everything ...

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She sat on the bench of the garden as sidharth held water infront of her she slipped then opened the journal ....she knew sidharth was there to handle her ..

The first thing attached to her mother's journal was the picture of her ultrasound ...when she was the small dot in her stomach ... Sana chuckled a little

Ye tum ho ? ...he asked looking at the picture a smile formed over it ... Sana nodded flipping the other page as her mother wrote all about what she felt during her pregnancy when she had Sana inside her self ..

Sana read it all tears going down the line as she felt her mother's love and pain ...when she read that her mother and gone through all thik and things herself without her husband's support

"Mai seven moth pregnant hu or ajj pehli baar meri choti Sana ne mere pet Mai kick Kari ...

Ye feeling kitni pyaari hai ... Sana ...pta hai ... Maine tumhara naam bohot pehle se hi soch ke rkha hai abhi toh mai nhi jaanti hu ke tum ladka ho ya ladki lekin aisa lgta hai jaise meri beti hi hogi ...or wo sabse pyaar hogi ... Bilkul meri rani jaisi ... "

Sana chuckles reading it tears rolled down her eyes she misses her mother ..

Sidharth wiped her tears reading with her

"Aj maine pehli baar tumhe apne haathon mai uthaya hai ...kaha tha na maine ke meri beti hi hogi

Mai jaanti hu yaha tumhare papa nhi hai ...lekin mai toh hu a apni gudiya ke liye

Kitni Sundar bachi hai meri .. bilkul mujhpar hu gyi hai meri rani "

Sana held the journal ... And cried holding onto him....

After her mother's death she never let out the pain ... Because she never knew that slowly it shattered her from inside

As Sana moved to the last page of her mother's journal ... It was sana's picture she looked 3 year old ... She wore her mother's wedding dupatta as a saree

"Meri gudiya ne album dekhi toh ajj usko dulhan bnna tha ... Chunni uthake saree baandh di toh ajj Sana kehti ke mumma meri shaadi karwa do ...

Bholi bachi meri laado ... Jrur ... Jab meri bachi ki shaadi hogi mai usse khud taiyaar krungi ...kitni Sundar lgegi wo "

Sana showed it to sidharth closing the journal as she leaned over to him for support

Ajj hi shaadi hai or ajj hi mujhe maa ki iccha bhi pta chli ...

Sidharth kya hum ghr Jaa skte hai ... ? ... Sana asked holding onto him

Sidharth who gently cupped her face and kissed her forehead Sana smiled a little

I love you ...

Jaanti hu .... She smiled

He held her closer to his heart

Sidharth ...acha lg ra hai ... Dil par se ek bojh sa khtam hogya ... Ab itni taklif nhi ho rhi ...

Mai tumhe issiliye hi yaha laya hu taaki tum apne beetein kl se samna krsoke ... Jab tak hum dard ko khud se door nhi krenge wo hmara peecha nhi chorega ...

Aj tumne finally apne har dard ko peeche chorh diya ...Sana ... I am so proud of you ... He held her face in his hands gently ...his eyes welled as tears fell down ...

Sana's heart fluttered his tears felt like he felt her every pain

Jise zindagi dhoondh rahi hai
Kya ye mukam mera hai

Yaha chain se bas ruk jau
Kyu dil ye mujhe kehta hai ?

Tum kyu ro age ho. ... She wiped his tears and cried even more

Kyuki tumne bohot kuch saha hai kitna dard akele saha hai. .. kitna kuch ... Kitni baar tum akeli padi hogi ...kitni baar Mai nhi tha tumhare pass ... Sana I love you ... I really really love you .... He ulled her closer into his embrace as he felt her pain ... His tears dropping down as sana rubbed his back

No wonder what good works she did to get a man like this who is feeling her pain crying with her

Jazbaat naye se mile hai
Jaane kya asar ye hua hai

Ik aas mili fir mujhko
Jo kabool kisi ne kiya hai

Sidharth... Ab mai thik hu ... Ab mai tumhari hu ... Or koi dard mere liye itna maybe nhi rkhta ...Mai chahti hu mai apni zindagi dobara shuru Karu ....tumhare saath ... Tumhare liye

Abhi tak jeene ki iccha bhi thi ab jeena chahti hu ...hmare liye ... Tum mere saath ho mai jaanti hu .... I love you sidharth ....

Kisi shayar ki gazal
Jo de rooh ko sukoon ke pal

Koi mujhko yoon Mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar

She smiled finally the first time in the day ... He kissed her head promising her to never leave her side

And never ever just leave her alone ...

She smiled contented now she doesn't have any regret of loosing anything now she has him

The best in her life ...she knows he is wher whole life and he is worth everything she Evert felt for him
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Before leaving for mana again sidharth stopped over sana's mother's house

Sana who go through the old stuff found the same old red weddfsiung dupatta of her mother

She held it closew to her it smelled like her mother ...

She feelta as I'd her mother hugged her as she held it close to her heart

Sidharth kya mai ye ajj apne sir par le skti hu ? ....she asked

Tumher puchne ki zrurt hai ? ... He smiled and wrapped his arms around her ....

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Shaadi ke muhrat mai bas kuch hi ghnte hai ... Ap call kijiye na kaha reh gye ....or Sana thik hai na ?.....Rita maa anxiously said the whole house decorated everything was ready ....

Ashok ji was about to make call when the gate opened Sana and sidharth entered in

As soon as Sana saw Rita maa she ran immediately and hugged her

Sana tu thik hai ? ...

Maa ... Thank you ... Sana smiled. ...

Rita maa who caressed her head

Mera bacha ... She kissed her head ...

Chlo chlo jaldi taiyaar ho jao dono... 2 ghnte mai muhrat hai

Bhabhiii... Bridal make-up mai hi 1.5 ghnta lg jayega ab jldi chlo ... Sneha and siya held sana's hand

Sana giggled happily tuned her head to look at him for once before entering the room

Sab thik raha? Sana thik hai ? ... Ashok and Rita maa asked sidharth as soon as Sana entered in the room

He nodded ...wo thik hai maa ... Or khush bhi hai ...usne apne zakhmo ko khuredna chorh diya ... Ab finally wo thik ho jayegi ... Mai usse bohot khush rkhunga

Or agar nhi rkha na ....Rita maa held his ear

Beta Tera baap 10 no. Ka joota pehenta hai ...

Or tujhe toh pta hi hai teri maa ke thappad kitni tez lagte hai

Meri beti khush rehni chaiye hamesha ....

Sidharth smiled

Hamesha ... He promised

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It was finally the time ... As Rita maa came in sana's room ... She was so happy ...to see Sana who was glowing ....the minimal makeup .... Her eyes which were smiling ...

Maa ... Ye meri maa ki shaadi ki chunni hai ... Mai chahti hu ... Meri maa ka ashirwaad mujhe meri dusri maa de ....Sana whispered as Rita maa took that dupatta and wrapped it around Sana keeping it over her head

Mera bacha ... Mera Sundar bacha ... She removed all the evil eyes around her and hugged her

Sana smiled ....she is not just her mother in law she is her mother herself

Bas bhi karo waha bhaia toh intzaar se mare jaare honge ....siya laughed ...

Hn sach mai ... Sidharth ke andar waise hi patience nhi hai itna intzaar karwaya toh yaha se uthake hi na le jaye kahi wo sana ko

Sana giggled

And blushed at the same time

As everyone held her hand leading her to the way down the lane of the venur where sidharth was standing

As soon as her eyes landed over him....he looked perfect almost like a prince waiting for her to come to him

His eyes shining and glistening with tears and his love for her

Jaise koi kinara deta ho sahara
Mujhe wo Mila kisi mod par

No doubt Sana is really lucky to have a partner like sidharth as Sana took steps forward towards him ...

Koi raat ka taara
Karta ujala waise hi Roshan kare
Wo shehar

He lite up her whole life her whole world everytime she looks at him ... It's all him in her whole life the way she loves him she knows she would never be able to live anyone ... And except him she never wants anyone to live

The way he came into her life the way he took her every pain the way he healed her every scar the way he gently held her stayed with her loved her cared for her

The way through every phase of life whenever she pushed him away he came back stronger to her

No one could ever love her as he does ...

He worshipped her in every way possible .... Sana tears rolled down as she took more steps to him

Dard mere wo bhula hi gya
Kuch aisa asar hua

Jeena mujhe firse wo sikha raha

He extended his hand holding onto her's as Sana smiled through her tears.

He took her everypain away she feels so calm and so enlightened as sidharth gently kissed her head and lead her to the mandap

Where the priest chanted the holy mantra

Sidharth and Sana who took pheras around the holy fire

With each phera promising to be together

MAI VACAHN LETA HU KE MAI APNI PURI ZIBDAGI SANA KE SAATH BITANA CHAHUNGA KISI PARAYI STREE KE TARAF NHI DEKHUNGA

Sana smiled

MAI VACHAN LETI HU KE MAI APKO APNE MAN KARM OR DHARM SE APNE PATI SWEEKAR KRUNGI OR APSE PURI ZINDAGI PREM KRUNGI

Jaise baarish kar de tar
Ya marham dard par

Koi mujhko yoon Mila hai
Jaise banjaare ko ghar

They completed the seven pheras promising there thi k and thins to each other promising there life's to each other

How beautifully Sana just looked at him it was the moment that sidharth wanted the time to stop and hum to just look at her forever

The happiest she is when he filled her hair line with his name's sindoor

The more beautiful she felt when he made her wear her Mangal Sutra and gently kissed her head again

This time promising HIS WIFE

His whole life ❤️

I love you sidharth .... Sana whispered

Thank you so much .... she whispered

He smiled

I love you so much ....he smiled finally his

Finally married ❤️

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Last chapter of this book❤️

Ahh I know I am too late .. and probably bohot logo ka interest chla gya hoga ... And I know this chapter wasn't worth that much waiting but still writing it was beautiful

So beautiful to even express it in words

Epilogue left❤️

If you are reading this and if you have read the whole book without getting bore

I hope you know that

I love you and thank you ❤️