His heart skipped a beat as she whispered her feelings to him ...

Deep down he knows she loves him .. he just wanted her to take her time and realise that how much she loves him ... The moment stopped as he took a step back from her his eyes stuck over her eyes ... As he could feel her happy tears flow down along with the rain ...

He took a deep breath trying to realise if it's really true ... He felt his heart drums the beats as he cups her face gently yet firmly with so much love her heart skipped a beat at the warmness in this cold weather ...

Sach mai ? ... Kya sach mai ? ... He asks trying to know if it's real

She nods her head in yes smiling brightly cupping his face back she stands up on her toes and joins her forehead with him ...smiling

I love you sidharth ... He snakes his arms around her waist lifting her up as he moves around in a circular motion ... Happiness could be seen on his face as she giggles ...

He puts her down they both drenched in the rain ..

I love you Sana ... I love you so much ... He whispers smiling ...

She giggles happily like a child just got herself favourite ice cream

Neeche chale ? Thand lag jayegi ...

Kl mehendi hai .... She bites her lips ...

Pta hai ... Jab mai choti thi na ...

It was the time of karwa chauth ... And little Sana was seeing her mother getting her hands decorated with mehendi...

Little Sana asked her mother out of curiosity.... As it's been years she is seeing her mother applying mehendi ...

Maa ap ye kyu lgate ho ? ... Asks innocently kneeling infront of her mother ....

Her mother chuckles softly as slowly caresses her face with her free hand

Shagun ke liye hota hai ... Karwachauth hai na ... Shringar ka hissa hota hai mehendi beta ... Tumhari dadi hamesha kaha karti thi ... Agr mehendi ka rang gehra aaye toh pati bohot pyaar krta hai ...

Lekin maa ... Papa toh bas apko maarte hai wo kisi se pyaar nhi krte ... The little child got her eyes teary as she whispers complaining softly to her mother ...

Aisa kuch nhi hai beta ... Bas thoda gusse mai rehte hai .. tumhare papa bure nhi hai ... Acha hai tum tv dekho ... Khana bhi khalo ... Papa aane lage hai fir kamre mai chli jaana ... Whispers the last line as her heart pains ... She is his daughter too ..

Why do she needs to hide his daughter from him ... Just because he is a monster whenever he sees sana ... He always hits her ...

The next day when she looked at her mother's mehendi ... It was light and faded ... Her mother explained her that the mehendi was probably old ... But ... Her little heart just got stamped with this incident that her father didn't really loved her mother. ..

Rang gehra nhi aaya tha ... Kyuki mumma ke husband unse kabhi pyaar krte hi nhi the ....she smiled softly yet her eyes were so sad he felt his heart breaking a little

Lekin agar meri mehendi ka rang gehra nhi aaya toh mai toh yahi manungi ki meri mehendi hi kharab thi ... She chuckles .. wiping her eyes.

Tumhare pyaar par mujhe koi shaq nhi ... She keeps her palm over his cheek ... Smiling softly at the love he gives to her ...

The love people dream for her ...

Tension mat lo ... Na tumhari mehendi kharab hogi ... Na hi tumhari mehendi ka rang light ayega ... Tumhara hone wala pati bohot pyaar krta hai tumse ...

He softly pulls her closer as she nuzzles her face in his neck ...

Jaanti hu ... She giggles softly and he sneezes ....

Dekha lag gyi na Sardi ... Chlo idhr ... Her mood immediately changed from soothing tk concerned as she pulled him under the shed ...

Sardi ka toh koi baat nhi atleast meri first kiss bohot filmy thi ...he teases ... Her cheeks getting red .

Mai kyu maanu ye tumhari first kiss thi ? ... She pouts coming closer to him ... He takes a step back as she walks towards him

Btao ... She whispers as his back collides with the wall ...

Mat maano ... Mai kya karu usme ... He stammers at the proximity they shared and the way she held him captive ...

She giggles getting away

Kya pagal dar toh aise rahe ho jaise khane lagi hu mai tumhe .... She giggles resting her back on the wall ... Her

Acha ... It was his turn to held her captive now as traps her between his arms ... His hands resting on the wall ... As he leans his face closer to her ...

He took a deep breath as she smelled so beautiful... So delicious... She smelled lavendar ... His favourite from now on ...

Her breaths higher as she sees him enjoying the way she smelled his eyes closed .... He looked so cute yet so dominating

He looks at her his eyes softly ... Then keeps her one hand on her face slowly tracing her hairs away ... She closed her eyes his hand testing on her face ... He leans more closer blowing some air over her lips making her shiver ...

He was enjoying his effect over her ... As he leans and gently pecks her lips waiting for 2-3 secs ... Then pulls back ...

She opens her eyes as she saw him smiling and staring probably enjoying the effect he had over her ... She was too lost to her senses ... As she cupped his face for a needy kiss ... Her desires rising up as she pulls him more closer ... She was probably crushed between his body and the wall but she didn't mind ...

He gave in her desires as he kissed her more roughly ... He hand travelling down her her cheek to neck as he tilts her head to kiss her more deeply ....

After a long and rough kiss they moved away ....taking deep breaths ....

Tumhare irade thik nhi lagte mujhe ... He whispered thrilled at the intensity of her kiss ...

She giggles ... The way his cheeks got red.... She just wanted to kiss him more ...

Krna kya hai ... He whispers resting his forehead over hers ...

She looked in his eyes ...

Holding his collar ...
She whispers against his ear

Karna toh bohot kuch hai ... Lekin ....shaadi ke baad ...

She pulls back and winks ... He chuckles his eyes darkening

Chlo fir abhi hi kar lete hai shaadi ....maa khush hongi unhe ek saal baad hi good news mil jayegi ... He giggles loudly

Ohh hello ... Abhi nhi hone ke bache ... Mereko enjoy krna hai apna honeymoon phase tumhare saath ... Tumhe Janna hai tumhare saath rehna hai ...enjoy krna hai ...settle hona hai ... Bache bhi chaiye lekin itni jaldi toh nhi ... She pouts then giggles

Chahta toh waise Mai bhi yahi hu ... Chlo ... Plan cancel ... He chuckles
Sneezing again ...

Arey ... Chlo tum neeche chlo thand lag jayegi sidharth ...

Rehne do na ...idhar acha lag ra hai ...

Ye baarish ye mausam ye badal ye chand or tum ... 💗

Bade ache lagte hai ..ye dharti ye nadiyan ...ye Raina.... Or tumm ...

He whispers giggling ... Her heart warmed at the way he sings for her

Bimar padoge toh shaadi ke functions miss kar jaoge ... Agr mujhe koi or uda ke legya toh ? ....

She smirks teasingly ...

Ayy ... Pulls her possesively close holding her waist ...

Koi nazre mai bhi uthayega na tumhari taraf ... Jaan se jayega .... Tum meri ho .... He whispers possesively his voice dark and threatening .. sending chills down her spine ....he is not her usual sidharth. ...

50 Shades of sidharth ... She giggles at her own thoughts

Mazak nhi kar Raha hu mai ... He frowns like a kid seeing her laughing

Bimar pade toh mai tumhe maar dungi ...ek hi shaadi hai meri mr. I want meri shaadi ache se ho ... She pouts

Ok madam chlo .... Haar gya mai apke samne.... She smiles pulling him down with her ...

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Ye lo ye pio ... She handles him a cup of hot tea ... As they both got themselves changed into different clothes ...

He nods taking the cup from her hand as she settles down beside him...

They sat in the back yard looking at the sun rising slowly ...

Mujhe jab bhi Sardi lagti hai maa bhi mujhe sabse pehle chai hi deti hai ... He chuckles telling her the similarity

Acha ... Toh shyd har maa same hi hoti hai ... Maa bhi yhi krti thi... Maa ke saath jyada waqt toh nhi rhi hu mai ... Lekin kuch kuch memories hai ... Maa ki yaad bohot aati hai ... She sniffled looking at him smiling ...

Maa ko ... Hua kya tha ? ... He asked hesitant. Not to make her uncomfortable as soon as he asked all the colours faded away from her face as she looked at him...

(Warning triggering content ahead if you are sensitive pls leave the rest of the part ✋🏻)

Her eyes welled up in so much as if she was just going through the flashbacks ...

Maa ... Maaa ... Kya hua maa ... Maa ye sab kya hai ... Maaa ...

Her past started to roll down infront of her eyes as her voice ringed in her ears

She took a deep breath to calm herself down ... He held her hand ... He wanted to know the things she have buried in herself deep down ...

He wants her to speak up ...

Maa ne ... Suicide kiya tha ... She gulps the lump formed in her throat revealing the shocking past as he sqeezed her hand imagining what that little child have gone through when she looked at her mother ...

Maa ko jab.... Pta chla tha ke unke husband un par cheat krre hai... Toh wo toot gyi thi ... Sochti thi ...sochke roti thi ke unhone apne saath saath meri bhi life kharab kardi mera bachpan kharab kardiya...

Maa ke husband ko hamesha mujhse yahi chid thi ke ... Mai unke beech mai aayi ... Meri wajah se unka rishta kharab hogya

Wo mujhe nhi chahte the ... Maa ne mujhe conceive kiya ... Issiliye unhe mujhse itni nafrat thi ...

Us raat maa ne apne husband se baat ki ... Toh ...

She takes a deep breath reminsing the scenario ...

He held her close to him ...

Unhone drink Kari Hui thi ... Or wo apni girlfriend ko ghar lekar aaye the... Maa ne baba se baat krni chahi toh baba ne maa ko bohot maara

Gaaliyan di ... Kosa Baal kheeche ... Maa chilla rhi thi ... Maa ro rhi thi ... Mai ... Mai chupi Hui thi ... Mai kuch nhi kar payi ..

Mai unke liye kuch nhi kar payi thi ...

Tears brimmed in her eyes ... As she slips into her vulnerability holding his hand whispering the same thing again and again ...

Mai chup kar sab dekh rhi thi ... Maa ko bohot chot aayi ... Pta nhi kaise lekin unke husband ne mujhe dekh liya

Wo us din bas mujhe almost maar dete ... Unhone chaaku uthaya tha ...

Ye ... Ye dekho... She folds her sleeve upto her arm showing him a deep bruise ... It's filled but still feels fresh ...

Unhone mujhe ... Cut maara ...thappad maare ... Maa ne bacha liya mujhe ... Maa ne bachaya toh ... Adhi raat ko ... Unke husband ne mujhe or maa ko ghr se nikal diya. ..

Maa ki koi maternal family nhi thi ...unka sab kuch unke husband hi the ... Lekin fir bhi maa ki kuch savings thi jinse unke pass unka apna purana ek ghr tha ...

Chota sa Ghar hai wo ajj bhi mere pass hai ...

Hum waha rehne Lage ...mujhe laga tha ke ab sab thik ho jayega ... Mai or maa ab kabhi us aadmi ke pass nhi jayenge .. maa bhi aise act krti thi ke wo bilkul thik hai ...

Kuch time baad unhone mera hostel Mai admission Kara diya ...

Maa ne khud ko itna akela kar diya .... Or ek din ...

Maa ... Dekho mai agyi ... Meri 3 din ki or chutti hai maa ... Ab hum khoob Masti karenge ... Darwaza kholo na ...
13 year old Sana knocked at her house's door ...

She knocks again ... After sometime when no one replied her sudden anxiousness hitted her as she realised the hidden key ...her mother always keeps under the flower pot near the door ..

Opening the door she Enters her home in complete darkness ...

She lits up the house and slowly makes her way to her mother's room to get the biggest shock of her life ...

Her mother laid lifeless on the ground ... Her hand cutted and the blood streams down from her wrist ...

Her face all paled up and bluish ...

Maa ... Maaa... Ye sab kya kar diya ... Maa kyu kiya aisa. ..

Mai cheekh rhi thi ... Ro rahi thi ... Bula rahi thi .. maa ne nhi suna ... Pta nhi kitne dino se padhi hui thi waha....

Aankhein khuli hui ... Khoon faila hua ...

Mai jaanti thi wo har roz raat ko tadapti thi ...roti thi ... Kyuki usne us aadmi se pyaar kiya tha ...

Sana looks at him holding his collar she leans her head on his heart .. and cried her heart out ...

Pata nhi kitne saal lag gaye ... Is cheez ko apne man se mitane ke liye ...

Maa ke jaane ke baad lgta tha ke mere bhi jeene ki koi wajah nhi hai ... Fir mujhe bhgwaan ji mile ...

Sambhala hai unhone mujhe ... Aage bhi sambhalte rahenge...

He nods sniffing his tears back ...

He slowly lifts her sleeve up to her arm and gently kissed on the bruise..

I am sorry ... He pulls her into his embrace making her cry more ..

I am sorry ke tumhe itna suffer Krna pada ...

She was not in the state to answer him ...she just cried until drained out and slept into his arms ... He just kissed her head numerous times ...

Man toh karta hai tumhara Sara dard le lu ...lekin afsos mai aisa kar nhi sakta ...

Kaash tumhara bachpan aisa na hota... Kaash ...

He takes her to her room gently placing her on the bed ...

It becomes all clear why she is just always scared of love...

He kisses her head again promising her to never leave her side ❤️

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Pls consider the warning ... If you are sensitive to these kinda things

Much love and pls take it as a fiction

Ily 💗