She lets her tears fell down as she leans on the door the image of sidharth and Ashi dancing peirced her heart

She couldn't control her insecurities she bursted over him

Her past which doesn't let her heal ... Her traumas came back as she remembered the way her mother cried ... Her mother begged when she got to know her father cheated over her

She was getting the flashback and unusual pain rised in her heart as she remembered the pain of her mother

Par sidharth aisa nhi hai

The voice in her self whispered ... Tear fell down more as she remembered that she blamed him due to her past. ...

She felt her breath hitch as she remembered how she pushed him away ...

His words ringed through her mind ... Her heart broke even more

Tumhe lagta hai mai jaan ke dance krra tha uske saath ? ... Usse pehle Mai kuch krta tumne music off krdiya ... Fir tum bolne lagi ... Or waise bhi mai koi scene create ni krna chahta tha taaki tumhara mood off na ho or tum mere upr he blame kr rahi ho ...

she felt her tears rolling down her cheeks ...

As she realised she was too harsh over him

Mera past hai ... Meri galti hai mai khud ko sambhal nhi payi ... Lekin uski glti nhi thi ... Usne dil nhi dukhaya mera ... Dance krne se pehle bhi wo dekh raha tha mujhe ... Or maine ... Ye maine kya krdiya ... Kyuuu ... She holds her face in her hands sobbing sitting on the floor

Ye dard kyu peecha nhi chorh ta hai mera ... Kyu mere saath hi chl raha hai abhi tak ... Kyu mera present kharab ho raha hai iski wajah se. ..

Mai trust krti hu sidharth par ... Lekin ... Agar ... Kyuu ... She cried hard trying to understand what she was feeling ...

The image of him holding someone else shattered her heart but he wasn't even touching her on any intimate part hebheld her back ... He maintained his distance he didn't talked to her

He was looking at her he didn't hurted her ... She hurted herself ... She hurted him ...

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He alyed down on his bed staring at the ceiling ... Trying to understand what he did ...the way she looked at him .. a s if he betrayed her ... She misunderstood him

Wo trust nhi krti mujhpar ... He whispers

He took a deep breath he knows her condition is sensitive ... He knows she needs time ... He knows he understands that she doesn't mean whatever she spoke ... But ...

Her words peirced his heart ... Her disbelief broke his heart ...

If she is trying he is trying to ... He loves her ... He loves her alot but her disbelief over him ... Pained him

Itne gham jo mil rahe hai mujhko iski kya wajah hai
maine toh kabhi tumhara dil dukhaya bhi nhi ... ❤️‍🩹

A tear fell down his eye ... The broken look in her eyes pained him alot ...

He looked at his phone hoping if she messages ...

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After sometime ...

Terrace par mil skte hai pls ? ...
His phone ringed with the text

He immediately sees it ...

She was waiting impatiently for his message ... Biting her lips her face tear stricken ...

Hmm

Her heart pained seeing his text he never dry texted her but just because her stupidity ...

She immediately runs upstairs without making any noice ...finding him standing looking towards hmthe moon ... His eyes silently staring the moon

She slowly walks towards him wrapping her arms keeping her head on his back ...

He gulped the lump formed in his throat as she hugged his emotions on peak ... She doubted him....he didn't turned around it broke her heart more she felt guilty

Sidharth sorry ... Sobbed against his back ... He felt his breath hitch as heard her sobbing it pained his heart even more as she breaks down .

Tum mujh par trust nhi krti na ...

He didn't turned around but whispered as she cried more and nods her head in no ...

Mai krti hu Tum par trust khud se bhi jyada trust krti hu mai tum par sidharth sach mai ...

She sobs against his back his heart pained at her tears ...

Par Mai tumhe nhi kho skti ... Sach mai nhi kho skti mai tumhe ... Jis tarah se Ashi tumhe dekh rhi thi ... Jis tarah se wo tumhare close aa rhi thi ... Mujhe acha nhi lga ...

Mujhe lga wo tumhe mujhse cheen legi ... Mere pass koi bhi nhi hai .. tu hare alawa koi bhi nhi hai mere pass sirf tum ho ... Mera sab kuch ho ... Mai tumhe nhi kho skti ...

Mai ... Maine maa ko dekha hai ... Sobs ...

Maine maa ko dekha hai .. jab ... Jab unke husband ne un par .. cheat kiya kaise meri maa ... Roti thi ... Chillati thi .. beekh mangti thi...

Mujhe pta hai tum waise nhi ho ... Mujhe pta hai tum mere saath kbhi Aisa kuch nhi kroge ... Lekin Ashi jis tarike se tumhare pass aa rhi thi ... Mujhe lga tum ...

Tum mujhse door chle jaoge ... Sorry sidharth pls sorry mujhe maaf krdo pls ... Ajj ke baad nhi hoga sach mai nhi hoga ...

Pls sidharth ... Plss ... She breaks down holding him as if holding onto her life ... His heart broken as she cried ...

His heart broke as she whispered what she gave gone through as she opens up ....

Her past still had an impact on her and he knows he gave to handle her softly...

He turns around taking her in his arms ... Just when he wrapped his arms around her ... She held onto him tightly sobbing against his chest ...

Sorry sidharth ... Pls maaf krdo aage se kbhi nhi hoga ... Maine tum pr doubt kiya ... Mai .. mujhe smjh nhi aa raha tha mai kya kru ... Mera past ... Mera past mujhse door nhi jaa raha sidharth

Ye dard mujhse door nhi jaa raha ... Mere saath saath .. ye tumhe bhi barbaad kr dega ...

Shi bola tha bua ji ne ... Mai ... Mai tumhe bhi barbaad kr dungi .. mai achi nhi hu sidharth ... Mai bilkul achi nhi hu tumhare liye

Lekin agar .. agar maine tumhe jaane Diya toh ... Toh mai mar jaungi... Mai koshish krungi acha bnne ki ... Pls mujhe mat chorhna pls ...

Shhh ... He holds her close to his chest tightly wrapping his arms firmly around her frame ...

Shh bacha ... Chup ho jao pls ... Shant ho jao ... He caressed her head readying over his chest ..

Mai jaanta hu ... Mai smjhta hu tumhe ... Mujhe pta hai tumne jo bhi bola wo tum mean nhi krti ... Mai ye bhi jaanta hu Aisa ab nhi hoga ... Itna mat socho ... Mai tumhe chorh kar kahi nhi jaa raha hu ...

He gently pulls backa nd cups her face ...

Idhar dekho meri taraf ... Meri aankhon Mai dekho .... She looked up innocently at him ...her tear stricken face pained his heart ...

He softly wiped her tears ... And gently kissed her eyes ... She closed her eyes tears fell down even more ...

The way he understands her ... He didn't even questioned her for once .. he forgot his pain infront of hers ...

How can someone loves like this .. ? ... Did she even deserve the love he do ...

Itna pyaar mat kro mujhse ... Mai deserve nhi krti ...

Her voice broke ...

Mujhe dekho bacha pls ... Tum sab kuch deserve krti ho ... Mera pyaar meri care meri attention mera sab kuch ho tum .... Aise mat bolo ... Khud ko itna bura mat kaho ...

Jab humse koi pyaar krta hai toh hume bhi khud se pyaar hone lg jaata hai ... Lekin mere pyaar ki wajah se tumhare man Mai apne liye doubt aa raha hai ... Iska matlab Mai hi acha nhi hu tumhare liye ... He bites his lips ...

Nhi ... Aisa kuch bhi nhi hai ... Mujhe koi doubt nhi hai ... Bas mujhe tumhare liye perfect bnna hai ... Wo bnna hai jo tumhe kbhi hurt na karre... She whispered keeping her head over his chest ...

Tum jaisi ho perfect ho ... Imperfectly perfect ho ...

Tumhari kamiyan bhi achi lgti hai mujhe ... Kuch kamiyan mujhme bhi hai kuch tumne bhi hai ... Toh kyu na hum unhe accept kare or aage badhe

Puri life padhi hai ... Smjhi ... He cups her face delicately kissing her eyes

Sidharth sorry ... She whispered lowly tear fell down ...

Sorry nhi chaiye promise chaiye ... Ke tum ab aise baatein nhi krogi ... Apne ap ko bura nhi bologi ... Apne ap ko change nhi krogi ...or kisi or ke liye toh bilkul bhi nhi

Smjhi ? ... He whispers and she nods

Ap naraz toh nhi ho na ? ... She asks innocently

Naraz hota toh tumse baat bhi nhi krta thik hai na ... He makes a pout

Sidharth thank you ...itna toh koi bhi ni smjhta jitna ap smjhte ho mujhe ... Sorry maine apko hurt Kiya .. ajj ke baad se nhi hoga

Pyaar kro chahe tod do ye dil
Is pe haq hai tumhara
Saath raho mere ya chorh do mujhe
Mujhe haq tumhara hai
Tu hare alawa toh dard Dene ki ijazat maine di hi nhi kisi ko

Tum dard bano ya bano mera marzi tum
Mujhpe haq tumhara hai

Kyuki tum hi ho
Ab tum hi ho zindagi ab tum hi ho

Chain bhi mera dard bhi
Meri ashiqui ab tum hi ho ❤️

He whispers gently kissing her head

The rain started pouring over them suddenly it felt like even the weather was happy to see them together ...

.she giggles in the rain as the rain hides her happy tears she moves back from him a little still holding onto his shirt in her fists

He held her waist pulling her closer to him ...

Her eyes closed when he gently kissed her eyes ... Her smile playing on her lips as she moves her hand up to his neck ... He gently kissed her tears away in the rain .. she felt her breath hitch as he kissed her close to her lips

She opened her eyes looking at him completely drenched ... His eyes opened as they looked into each other's eyes ...

His heart beating fastly ... Her's condition was no less ...

She softly snakes her arms around his neck closing the distance as she keeps her lips over his ... His heart skipped a beat as he closed his eyes ...

Their eyes closed lips met in a soulful kisss ... As the rain drenched them ... She cups his face and he kissed her deeply and softly ... In a promising manner to never to leave her ...

She moved back after getting out of breath finally shared her first kiss with the man of her fantasy ❤️

She looked down still holding his shirt ... Her cheeks turning prettily pink as he stared at her with all the love ...

Tera mera rishta hai kaisa ik pal door gawara nhi
Tere liye har roz hai jeete tujhko Diya mera waqt sabhi

Jaana mat kabhi bhii .. kabhi mat jaana ... Hamesha aisi rehna ... Mere pass ... He hugs her tightly smiling ...

She smiled contendedly hugging him delicately ... Kissing over his heart ... His heart so pure that he just always understands without her even saying it

I love you sidharth

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