Paraya hokar bhi paraya nhi lgta ...

Lgna chaiye ... the voice of knocked in her own head ...

Why ? ... They have no relation ...he is just her friend ... Who cares for her for whome she cares ...

He helped her ...

She remembered the incident when that night he came to help her ...

She was sitting alone near the lake side he came to help her ... He offered to share room with her ... When she was complete stranger to him ...

stood for her ....

When his girlfriend insulted her .. called her slut ? ... The anger in his eyes ... The way he yelled at her for whome ? ... For someone whome he met some days ago ... Who was still a complete stranger to him ...still he stood for her took her side ...

Who does that ? ... In the world full of means and disgust ... He still is pure kind ... Still someone who could heal her ? ... Just by existing to her side

Are men like this still exist ?

Cared for her...

Didn't left her alone ... On the lake side ... Shared his room with her protected her .. took her to hospital the way he took her leg in his lap when they were in the car ... He pressed her leg ... Touched her so softly as if it would hurt her break her If he applied a little more pressure ...

Her eyes welled up .... For the first time in the last 5 years...

What is she doing ?

This is wrong ... Love itself is wrong ... It just hurts ... It just pains ..

It just breaks ... It hurts just hurts ...

She didn't let her tears fall ...

The realisation is not good ... She stood up from her bed and moved to the washroom limping ... Her foot pained but better than before thanks to the spray ...

Somewhere he had developed a space in her heart ... Maybe because

He was the only person who has helped her stayed for her cared for her ...

Unwillingly and unwantedly she started liking him just as a person

But it's not good right ? ...

Kab Tak rhega saath ? ...

Koi ni rehta sath mai ... Ajj hai ...care krra hai ... Trip khatam hone ke baad wo apni duniya mai laut jayega or tu apni ...

Kya fayeda hai ? ... She said to herself staring lost at the flowing water ...

Filled some in her joined hands as soon as the water hurted her face she came back in the world ...

.damn the nightmare disturbed her alot ...

She isn't supposed to have a nightmare. ..

She was supposed to enjoy the trip nnot amke it traumatizing and sad for her ...

And moreover ....she wants no one to know her vulnerability

Why to show ? Why to share when you have to go through everything alone ?....

Dark circles pad gye bhaii ....she squealed sadly ... Looking at herself in the mirror

I need to get my beauty sleep ufff ... Ye sapno ki wajah se apni skin thodi kharab krungi ...

They are not worth ruining my skin and my glow at the end bhaiii ....

Slowly coming to her bed she laid down ... And let herself to sleep ..

It can be attraction infatuation but not love she barely knows him ..

But what about those feelings that has started to come out of her locked heart ? ...

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He didn't woke her up ... She was sleeping so cutely ... All covered in the quilt her hairs coming her face making her look too pretty ...

Is it right to stare at the sleeping beauty ... Even if it's wrong ... She is still to pretty and cute to look away ...

She is indeed the most special thing that happened to him in the trip ...

Shehnaaz ke bhgwan ji ... Isse hamesha aisi rkhna ... He said silently praying ...

His heart wanted to ... She is the most beautiful person he had ever met beautiful from heart ...

The kindness in her reflects over her face as a glow ...

Moreover dhe is the first person he had ever considered a best friend ...

she is worth making ...the way she stood by his side in his hard time ...

Made him understand....

The way she was so patient handling him ...took care of him ...

She owns a piece of his heart ...

Just as a friend

Atleast now

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Last day ? ... Tum chle Dilli ? Fir ? ... Sana asked ... Not wanting to reflect the sadness in her voice but her voice lost all the enthusiasm as she saw him collecting his things stuffing inside his bag ...

Dilii kaha ... Abhi toh Kashi Jana hai ... He said

Jana nhi kya mood badal liya tumne ?..... He was sure that her leg is pretty fine now she can walk ... But it pained her a little ... Not to worry she is having her medicines time to time so he is contended that she had be fine that's why he mentioned ...

He didn't wanted to stay more in mussorie

Though mussoorie has some really cute memories of them but still ... A part of him still lingers the unwanted pain of being cheated ...

He didn't wanted to stay more in this city it just reminds him of how stupid he was being in love with ishika ...

And ishika who still had guts to defend herself and blame Sana ...

Damn people ...

(Writing about ishika reminds me of the meme ... Mai gira hoya bnda Jama neech baliye 😂☠️)

Tum mere sath chloge kaashi ???? ....she squealed nd jumped over her bed ...

Sch mai ?.... Her eyes glinted at the mention ...

Having him as her company feels more comfortable than her being alone ...

Mera toh man hai ... Tum lejana chahogi toh chl lenge ...

Par hum Kashi mai jyada der nhi rukenge ... Kashi Vishwanath ke darshan krenge or fir chl denge waha se ... She said ...sniffling ...

Or manikarnika Ghat ? .... He said ....

Jyada toh nhi pta uske baare mai but Aisa suna hai ke .... Waha kuwari ladkio ka jaana varjit hai ..

Waha ki energies bohot strong hai Siddharth i think abhi mujhme itni power nhi hai ke mai waha Jaa sku ...

Bhole baba ke darshan karne hai ... Maut se samna nhi krna chahti Mai ... She said ....

Ok relax ... Kashi Vishwanath ke darshan krke where to go ? ... He asked ...

Office nhi hai kya tumhara ? ...she giggles maine toh 1 mahine ki chutti li hai ... Tumne leave Diya hai ? ...gaaliyan khaoge tum bas ...

She chuckled ... His eyes widen at the sudden realisation ...

Or tum akeli ?.... He asked all of a sudden he doesn't really trust her with herself she is damn careless

Zindagi bhar akele rhi hu ... Aage bhi akele hi rehna hai ...

Tum sath rehke aadat kyu daal re ho ??.

She chuckles

He stayed silent not knowing what to respond ...

She took out her mobile to check if the train was available luckily the train for kashi is available in the evening ...

Shaam ki train hai ... Maine tickets book krdi .

She said ...

He nodded his head... Going to take bath ... Leaving her confused as of why his behaviour turned cold all of a sudden ...

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Do you all know why his behaviour turned cold and upset all of a sudden ...

Let me know in the comments ...

And about Kashi ... I don't know much about there as i have never visited ...

Kashi has much more spiritual and energetic ... I had referenced it because it's in my bucket list ...

But writing about it kinda scared me ... I don't wanna spread any false information about the sacred place ❤️

I hope you all understand

The chapter might be boring but needed for the story