I sat alone in the dark chained to the wall I was alone and afraid. I just knew that I would be here. I would be taken away and left all alone.

Completely alone.

I sobbed softly to myself and shivered against the cold, damp wall.

"Someone... please kill me now..." I murmured. I knew that no one from the Straw Hat pirate crew would save me. Even if I was a friend of theirs and even if they did care about me just a little bit, I was completely useless to them.

I was nothing.

The realization hit me like a brick wall. I was nothing. Useless. Empty, wasted space. 'I ought to kill myself...' I thought and a new wave of tears streamed down my face. All I had to do was refuse to eat for a few days, or wrap the chain around my neck and pull as tight as I can.

It would be so fast and simple.

I decided that I should get it over with and lifted my hands. Shakily, I bound the metal around my neck, the heavy, cold substance weighing down my shoulders. I decided that I would mumble a last goodbye to myself before I left.

"...goodbye..."