Arham's pov:

Once he left Aarzoo came inside and I saw tears in her eyes. When she looked at me She was shocked then she just ignored me and went inside. I followed her but she went inside washroom and locked the door. I am not giving up I want to know what is happening here? I laid on bed and was waiting for her. when she came back she silently lied on her side turning away from me.

I said,"Aarzo-"

She said interrupting me,"Arham I am tired. Let me sleep. We can argue later."

I said,"I don't want to argue with you but we need to talk. Communication is key in relationship."

She said,"Don't talk in circles Arham. What do you want to ask?"

I said,"What was Ahaan doing here?"

She said,"I can't tell you. don't ask me again and again. You still don't trust me."

I said," It's not like that. I am just worried for you. You are very tensed when you were talking to him. I want to help you."

She said,"I need time. please Arham, don't ask me anything."

I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her closer to me. I said,"okay." Kissing her forehead.

She said,"By the way What are you doing? Didn't you go home with Zara?"

I said,"I dropped her at home and came back."

She turned towards me and smiled.

She said,"You came back for me."

I pecked her lips and said,"Yes Jaan, I came back for you."

She said,"I am sorry for my outburst earlier."

I hugged her wrapping my arms around her waist and she placed her head on my chest.

I said,"It's okay. I don't mind as long as you are not serious because I can never let you go now Aarzoo. I love you. I don't know why you are so insecure. may be I am not good at expressing my love. Aarzoo I love you so much. I can't imagine my life without you. I don't know how to make you understand but you are the only one I love as a man loves his women. I am sorry for all the hurt you have gone through. I can't take that back but I will repent and make everything right for you as long as I live. Please forgive me Jaan."

She said,"Arham I was very hurt when you left me and married Zara. I know I can't change that now. It's hard for me but I am trying my best to accept this. Honestly I hate sharing you with anyone even if it's Zara. I want you all for myself even if I sound selfish. Arham you have been my only one from the first time I saw you. I have always seen my future with you but never in my worst nightmare ever thought that I will be your second wife and Zara will be my soutan. It's very hard for me to understand we are having this fate over some misunderstanding and your lack of trust on me. I don't know if you understand my pain Arham. Just try to be in my shoes what if you have to share me with someone else. Will you be okay with it? Leave rest of life. Can you handle a day by knowing that I am spending time with someone else. Just that thought makes your blood boil, right? But I have to go through it whenever you are with Zara and I find no way out of it. I don't know how to handle this. Please help me Arham. I am going crazy over this. I don't want to resent Zara but I can't help it. I don't like the way I am turning to. Sometimes I seriously feel that may be separating from you will free me from this pain but I don't want to lose the moments like this when I get to be with you. I don't want to lose the chance to be close to you. To call you my husband. I am fully confused Arham. I don't know what to do..?"

Tears fell from her eyes. I hate seeing her like this. She is hurting a lot because of me. She opened her heart and told me everything she feels. Should I tell her the truth of my and Zara relation? I can't see her like this.

I said,"Aarzoo,  Zara and I don't have relationship of husband and wife"

She looked shocked.

She said,"What do you mean?"

I am Sorry Zara I am sharing your secret with Aarzoo but I can't see her like this so broken and vulnerable. I hope you will understand.

I said,"I will tell you everything but promise me that no matter what you will never share this with anyone."

She said,"I promise and you know when I promise I will never break it at any cost."

I know..I trust her.

I said,"The reason I married Zara is because of Ruhaani."

She said,"Ruhaani?"

I said,"yes Ruhaani. Zara was pregnant when we got married."

She said,"but How? I mean She was pregnant?"

I said,"oh come on Aarzoo you are not that naive that you don't know how someone gets pregnant."

She blushed slightly and said,"I know. I mean to say that- stop laughing at me."

I kissed her cheeks and said," I love when you blush."

She said,"Enough of this come to point"

I said,"She was pregnant with Ruhaan's baby"

She got angry and said,"OMG. I will kill Ruhaan. How dare he do this to Zara? How hurt she must have been? he left her on wedding day after taking her innocence. I will not leave Ruhaan. "

I said,"Calm down Aarzoo. You will not say anything to Ruhaan. Zara don't want Ruhaan to know about Ruhaani so control your anger"

She nodded.

She said,"So you married her to save her from accusations."

I said," Actually Zara was leaving house when she got to know she was pregnant. She doesn't want anyone to know about it. I stopped her and I thought If I can save two lives then why not? Anyway I have no meaning to it as I thought I lost you."

She hugged me and said,"You did right"

I said,"You have no idea how much that words mean to me. I was always confused if I took correct decision or not. Did I rob opportunity of finding her love from Zara?"

She said,"No..You did the right thing. At that time she doesn't need love. she needed a shoulder to lean on."

She said,"Will you mind if I ask you something?"

I said,"You can ask me anything."

She said,"Did you- I mean you and Zara ever had any p-physical relationship?"

I looked at her who is so nervous and her hands are shaking. I caught hold of them and said,"Never. We can't do it. It's kind of gets awkward. We love each other and care for each other but that's more like siblings or friends. We both never got feelings for each other as a man and women. We don't even share room. The room which you are staying right now is of Zara. We only shared room when we are at our parents place but we never shared a bed it never felt right. You always find me sleeping on sofa whenever you visit because Zara takes my room and I have no place to sleep."

She smiled at this and said,"Now you don't have to worry you can share my room and my bed as well."

I said,"I would love to do that but don't you feel uncomfortable"

I teased her.

She wrapped her hands around my neck and said,"May be we can test that now."

I kissed her and she reciprocated my kiss with same passion.

I lifted her in my arms and took her to bed.

I said,"What you said earlier that this is our honeymoon?"

She blushed and nodded.

I said,"before proper honeymoon let me claim my wedding night."

I kissed her again but she slightly pushed me and said,"I just want to make this clear to you that I have never been with anyone Arham. You are going to be my first and you will be my last."

I kissed her nose and said," and you will be mine."

She said,"Don't lie to me Arham. You were in London for three years. You must have hooked up with someone. They all look so good."

I said,"but they are not you. I always wanted only you no one else. You are my one and only love. I never desired for anyone as I desired for you. You will be my first and my last..my only women."

With this I tired to kiss her but she stopped me again to say something. I placed my finger on her lips and said,"Not now. I have waited too long to make you mine. I don't want to wait anymore. Let me have you"

As said I made her mine completely in all senses. My love, My wife, My Aarzoo..

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