I feel like I can't love women
Because I don't dress a certain way.

I feel like I can't be queer
If I still have my natural hair color.

I feel like my feelings are not real
Because I didn't have an existential crisis about them.

I feel like I'm not part of the community
If my pain about it didn't eat me up for years.

I feel like I can't be myself
Because everyone like me is different.

I feel like I don't have the right to march
If I could just be a another straight ally.

I know I only feel like this
Because of the constant comparison I'm exposed to.

I know it's why I doubt things I wouldn't have
If it had only been me and my acceptance.

Now I'm so unsure about my identity
Because of what Social Media made of me.

[20.01.2024]