it's the first time
you met someone

now
your world's brighter
your grin's permanent
your laugh's louder

and you think

these feelings
have to be forever
how could they ever change?

little moments
locked up in your heart

they say
first love never lasts

and you think

of course it will
we are different

we will
avoid the mistakes
the others make
speak openly
it's all easy

so you share secrets
fight and talk through it
always in your mind
we can solve this

'cause
it felt like
we were meant to meet
and you can't just
give that up

even though
over time
you feel a change

the "we" split
no memory
when it happend
but it did

you can't imagine
living alone again
but it seems he can

what hurts you most
are your future plans
thrown out the window
destroyed by the rain
gone with the winds

you watch
your forever end
your feelings fade
your life go on

and blame yourself
for not thinking it through
you shouldn't have
given up so much
spent so much time
loved him so deeply

should have known
that it would end
so you could have
saved yourself
catched yourself

but instead
you believed
in that fairytale
of
forever
like a little kid

you know
you shoudn't be so harsh to yourself

you can hear that
your inner voice still screams
that you will find forever
don't give up

hope returns
like it was never gone

and
while you breathe in the spring air
new beginnings all around you

you realize

if it's the first time
you'll always assume
it can't shatter
it lasts forever

because
it's the first forever

and there are more to come