My new Therapists arrived. Am I the reason why Mr.Washington broke down? Did he see my Deep cuts? So many questions.

"Hello!" Says the lady that walked into the room.

"I'm your new Therapists. You can either call me Mrs.Tonya or just Tonya. If your good you get a Suprise!" She says with a Warm well known smile.

"I'm John... but I like when people call me Jack.."

"Oh!"

"Everyone got me mixed up with someone else so yeah, I'm Jack."

"Alright" She says writing down something on her clip board. "How are ya?"

"Bubbly."

"Oh? Why?"

"I have a Crush on a Boy named Alexander! He makes me feel happy"

"That's really sweet" She says while writing something down again.

I draw in my Sketch book as she looks through which question to ask me.

"How old are you?"

"12." Doing this is kinda like talking to the National Suicide Hotline. Talking to someone polite and you can only be Completely honest.

"And Why have you been feeling the most pain in your heart?" She says softly hoping for my Undivided attention.

I bite my lip a bit then Remember why I went through those years of Therapy.

"My Mother and Father... fought... alot.... They attempted to lay a hand on me and my Siblings but Since I have Yonger siblings and my Oldest was out the house, I had to save them... and I got hurt.. badly.."

She fights her tears and Writes it down. She doesn't hesitate to look through questions that would give more detail so she can Process my spot for depression and try to take it out.

"How did This affect you that bad?" She says breathing in fear.

"My dad drank alot and my Mom smoked so when they fought me and siblings would have to fight or flight." Mrs.Tonya is really fast at writing. She's desperate to hear more. At least I can let it all out.

"Have you attempted...drugs..?" She hates to ask but that is a important question.

"I found cigarettes while at my old private school once. I thought It would make me cool to try it but it just made me wanna do another.."

"Oh Jack, Drugs can't make someone cool it just makes them Emotionally unstable. If you know that you are Mentally Unstable it would make it even worse"

"And it did"

When she gives me the medication for this month so I don't get Aniexty Attacks that are that Terrible she packs her bag back up.

"Your leaving?"

"Yes, Here is your surprise." She hands me a Poster of a Sea Turtle.. It's huge!

"Thankyou Mrs.Tonya!" I squeal

"Your Welcome Jack." She says when she walks out the door.

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My Ugly face Revale. I took this 2 years ago I have one of me now

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