What the hell?! Is his mother that salty? I decide not to ask John about it because I'm afraid of his... Aniexty Attacks. Yes, Peggy & Laffeyete has said alot about his Aniexty Attacks. They even say he cries and Cuts until he passes out when I'm not here.

Mr.Adams tells me they are really Emotionally attached to me. Not Suprising.

"Mr.Washington!" Theodosia says with tears in her eyes

"Yes Sweety?"

"Charles Pinched me!"

Aaron turns around QUICKLY and slaps Lee.

"OUCH" he says hitting Aaron back.

Soon enough they fight and Adam's obviously holds back Lee and I get burr.

"GO DIE IN A HOLE!" Burr says trying to grab Lee

"GO COMMIT SUICIDE!" Lee says.

John, Peggy, And Alexander breaks. They cry. Even though they were not apart of the conversation they heard "Commit suicide" and that's when John pulls out his Blade.

"JOHN HENRY LAURENS NO!" Alexander & Peggy says with those eyes of fear and Heart broken.

He rolls his long sleeve shirt up and all you see are deep old scars. One looks new...

I'm not usually the one to cry. I never let my gaurd down.. but I do..

I get Flashbacks to when me and my wife Martha were in High school and I caught her cutting deep into her legs and arms. I get flashbacks to when the kids were in Private School and they walked to the Orphanage and saw cuts on Peggy, Alexander, Maria & Theodosia.

Yes Theodosia and Maria have MDD like Peggy, John & Alexander.

Mr.Adams Takes the wheel and Throws me over to the passenger seat. I'm sitting there just having flashbacks and Thoes memories into my mind.

Suicide. Cuts. Death. Noose. Nobody cares. Suicide. Cuts. Death. Noose. Nobody cares. Is all I can hear.

Later on when I'm feeling better and after Back to school shoping they are in they're room and on Cue they're Personalized Therapists arrive. All female. I wonder how John will take this.

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Yes.