(Uh oh looks like we're going to skip alot because Chapter 20 now means that HIGH-SCHOOL IS FOR THEM YEET)

We're actually here! High-school.. at this time we have left the orphanage, but we'll never forget them.

Well, I forgot everyone. Except for Mrs.Washington and Mr.Washington. well I remember Peggy & everyone else.

Just not that person I shared a room with. Frank?-- Ali?-- I don't know. Did I really forget his name? I remember having a huge crush on him. But one day I do remember everyone getting adopted.

Even me! Yes I am so happy I got a adopted but I'm actually heart broken. I remember crying in the back seat while sitting next to a girl with blonde hair. Jennifer was her name, she kept trying to talk to me and stuff, only because she is a Lesbian and I'm Gay.

Homosexuals must stick together though. Every Got adopted the same day apparently. I just really wished I remember the Boy who I shared a room with. The boy who stopped me from committing suicide. Hm, I guess I'll just remember him as 'Ali' because that's how I remember his name starting. Something with a 'A'.

Now I'm walking in, getting ready to be a high-school scholar. I actually am sacred. I remember getting everyone's phone number. Except for the boys I shared a room with. He was sweet and liked working alot is what I can remember.

So we all confirmed that we're going into the same High-school and college. That's something. I always wonder about the boy. He was so perfect and happy.

I was depressed and moped most the time. My mood swings are very Morbid and confusing now. I'm just morbid in general. The boy had silky brown hair and ocean Blue eyes. Oh, the memories.

He was my angel, Hell, my soul. I remember one night. That nite was.. life changing. All I can remember is a sad moment going Sexual. Ain't that about a bitch?

That was the first time I ever got Sexual pleasure. He was so innocent and I never wanted to leave his side. Especially after the day of my birthday.

Every year I cry because of remembering my 12th birthday. "They'll tell the story of tonite."I hum. A lady looks up at me and I recognize that color on her sweater!

"JACK?!" She screams. She is smiling & cannot hide it. Apparently they can tell my voice from others.

"MARGARITA!?!" I scream and drop my bags as I hold her tightly in my arms. She does the exact same. Can you even blame me? We haven't seen each other since We were 12.

"I can't believe I see you here!" She says holding me tightly and shedding tears. I'm afraid to speak because I'm super Emotional. My voice is gonna Crack but fuck it.

"I missed you as well!!" I reply shedding tears. This is my bestfriend. My Pansexual bestfriend. =)

"Who's your roomate?" I ask, I'm not completely sure who mines is. I couldn't pick.

"Maria!" She replies quickly

"You chose your's?" I ask blinking the rest of my tears away.

"Hell yeah" She replies

"Lucky," I say in jealousy "I don't know mines."

"Haha" She laughs evily. Peggy always knew what to do to make me better. Yes; That's my bestfriend.

Reluctantly, I turn around and she hugs me while giggling uncontrollably.

"BEST FWIEEENNNNND!!" She laughs, you can't say no to Peggy. She's too innocent.

"Okay fine" I say turning back around. "I am you best fwieeend. Fowevew."

She blushes and let's go. I see her wave at Maria then do the peace sign To me. I do the same thing & watch there run over to Maria and jump in her hands. Maria catches her and alot of people just watch in confusion.

I giggle and walk to my dorm. We got emailed about them last week and I remember mines by heart. 334 Boys.

When I finally get there, I enter. Ooh I really like it! It's so clean and has a sent of Honey Lavender. Baby lotion comes across my mind after thinking of Honey Lavender.

I go into one of these rooms and find a bedroom. I start putting my essentials on the work space and dresser.

All my clothing goes inside the jroars. Except for my dress and jackets. I told you I'm homosexual. I fucking love dresses and shit. Fight me.

I see my panties and put them in a separate one. I love girly stuff because it's cute! Ok? Don't judge me! I do what I want!!

After putting everything away, I finally lay down and go online on YouTube. I don't understand why people do this thing called ASMR but I like when people do sounds like crunchy crab and foam. Oh~ I love that.

That's when the front door opens. I assume it's my roommate so I take no action. He opens my door and sees me. Oh shit.. wait..

"Oh so sorry!" He apologizeswalking out and closing the door. Why did he do that? He reminds me of Ali... I remember their last name though. Hamilton. Ali Hamilton.

Now that I say that remember his name being longer. A long name that starts with A? Wow.

I search "Names that start with A for boys" on google. When going through the names I find one and fall off my bed. Memories.. My Alexander.

My Goddamn Alexander Hamilton. THAT'S HIM! OH MY LORD! JESUS FUCKING CRIST PRAISE THE LORD!! Those ocean Blue eyes and silky brown hair!! It's him!

I'm fangirling on the floor at this point. If he hears me he might come in. Will he walk in? I wonder if he remembers me. Most likely he won't though. But if he does I'm friend going again. Ain't no choice.

Walk in, I leave the room and knock on his door. Swear he might be asleep or something but I just peek in. He's not, he's just laying on the bed watching television. Seems like him.

"Oh hey roomate!" He politely says "sorry for walking into your room." He apologizes. I can't believe he doesn't fucking remember me! The fucker!

"It's fine Alexander..." I say accepting his apologie in a morbid feeling of depression and alot of Aniexty.

"H-how do you know my name?" He Questions me. If he can't remember me I swear I'll shoot him. Or not.

"You're Alexander Hamilton." I say firmly. "I.. I can't believe you don't remember the orphanage. The boy you shared a room with. I am so disappointed and heart broken.." I say walking out the room having my morbid moodswings.

"John Henry Laurens, don't talk to me like that." He remembers. Alexander remembers me!! Oh my goodness!

"You remember me?!" I say excitedly

"Who's could ever forget the reason I'm Half Gay?" He smiles brightly. I missed that smile. His beautiful face and voice. I remember when he was missing a tooth. I remember when he held me when I cried. My Alexander. All mines.

Hugging him so tightly we fall onto his bed. This is amazing!! I saw My bestfriend and my crush again! Praise the fucking lord, Jesus Christ all mightly. Those are words I haven't thought of since the day I went to the orphanage.

"Who apoted you?" I ask sitting straight up as he lays down. Is it me or do I feel something from him sticking up. I mean-- it feels good and all. This is Sexual pleasure ? Hm..

"Mr.Washington & Mrs.Martha" he grins. He is lucky! I remember we used to play calling him son and he always yelled at us back. But he let the adults call him son. The little..

I get off and walks out. I missed him. Yes the hell I did. I just really can't believe I seen him again! He was my crush... How could I not miss him? It's just that.. Perfect. He's amazing. Oh my gosh..
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My friend Colin came for all 3 of us in this group chat 1 by 1 and when he came for me I was SHOOKETH and laughing. Im weird, fight me