Warning! : Cussing, Depression, Cuts, Abuse mentioned & Life or Death situation. Smut.

(They switched beds btw)

The next morning I wake up and hear Something from the corner. It's 3 A.M., What is that?

It sounds like sobbing and Someone telling themselve Not to cry or else- What the actual fuck is going on?

I groan then decide to try and help.

"Your not worth it john!" He says crying while grabbing his phone and something long (Not Dirty)

He turns on a video and lowers the volume while grabbing a Chair. "You take the-" Is all I hear and kick the chair.

"Alexander?" I hear him say with a voice of shock and Dispare.

"What the Hell John?!" I say hiding a dam of tears. Mabey this is more fucked up because My cousin Committed Suicide and That's why I am here. When the Therapists asks about how were feeling and why I can't say anything about recent stuff. It's always related to my Mother or Someone else.

"I don't wanna live anymore..." He says tightening the rope of the Noose he made.

"But If me and Peggy don't have you How would we feel? We would Die the way you told us not to!" I say holding his hand. Yes, When Mr.Washington Had a little Aniexty Attack John Said 'Don't think Negative' and More.

Now it's my turn.

"But why not...?" He says trying to think of a Good argument to go against me. He has nothing.

All I can think about is his Bright green Grass colored eyes. His Smile that can Take a life without warning. Sandy Brown curly Hair that Reminds me of a Pomeranian (Type of Dog)'s Furr. It can make my heart skip a Beat. So fucking precious.

"Because I care. I can't live without you. Even though we met 1 month ago.. your So Beautiful, and you can Make a Person's Heart skip a beat. And if someone doesn't like you-- Fuck them! They can stay the Shady Shitty way they are! If your parents didn't support you then I would Kill em'! Please Jack.. There is a Light inside you that I need to turn on and Help you survive for at least until..." I gasp then Wait for me to say it.

I cant! My heart beats a little faster than usual.

"Until...?"

"Until I marry you!" I say clenching my chest where my heart is. Hoping, He won't hate me forever. Hoping, he still has Intrest in me.

He collapses into my arms and Cries.

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALEXANDER" he says while I hold him, Not tight but Softly.

I lift his Chin up, and get ready for a kiss... And I do.

He holds me closer as we Slide into my bed. Still, We kiss. But it turns into a French kiss.

I realize we aren't supposed to do this But I don't care. So what if we are 12? I am Gay for him..

He unzips my onesie and I unzip his. I moan a Bit as his hands go in my Undies.

He starts going down then licks the top of my 'Joy Stick'.

When he starts A blow job all my back can arch as I hold the Thicc Cover. We completely get undresses And Next thing you know the tables have turned. The light from his phone turns off. And our 7 minutes in heaven begins.

After a good 7 mins we are still laying down in the same bed and fall asleep.

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