Jungkook called all day and leaving texts messages and voicemails but Taehyung just deletes them, not wanting to hear another word from the other male. He begged his mother to let him transfer to Jimin's school, which after a lot of crying and threats of starving himself, she agrees.

Jungkook shows up at Taehyung's house one evening after not seeing Taehyung in school for over a week. He was terrified that something had happened since the boy wouldn't even answer his messages. Taehyung finally decides to open the door. He really didn't want to, but again like his mother said, he had thick skin, and he wasn't about to end this with him looking like the weaker party.

"What do you want Jungkook?"

"Tae... please. Just hear me out"

"Fine. speak"

"Really? You'll listen?" Jungkook says hopeful, and Taehyung nodded coldly.

"Ok. You see. Yes it started out as dare, just so they'd vote for me as captain of the team for next year. But the more time we spent together, i couldn't help but like you more and more. We have so much in common which was crazy because i never knew. And then as the dare expiration date was ticking i realized i couldn't go through with it, because I didnt want to use you like that. But then we kissed, and i word vomited, asking you to be my boyfriend. And then everything was so perfect. That night when we did it...i meant every moment of it. I wasn't going to use it to get what i want. I actually planned on quitting the team after speaking to the coach that morning. Because tae... i love you and...and I know it was wrong and those jerks aren't shit. I don't want to be friends or be on the same team with them. Please believe me"

"So you quit the team?" Taehyung asks still showing no emotions.

"Yes. i did. Tae. Please. I know it was wrong. But every moment i spent with you. Every word and every touch was real"

"See Jungkook. The problem is i don't know if it was real. And ill never know that and i don't trust you. I'm glad you quit the team. Im glad you now have no friends left. Because now you dont have me either. I'm not some toy Jungkook. It doesn't matter that you're sorry now. I'm over it. And im over you. Don't come looking for me ever again", and just like that he slams the door in Jungkook's face. It was like they had never met. By some dumb luck, as small as their little town was, Taehyung didn't run into Jungkook at all, and for him that was the best out come.

Shortly after Jimin and Yoongi met at a concert and started dating, making Taehyung nervous that he'd run into Jungkook again but they all had graduated high school and was planning to move to Seoul, while Jungkook went off to study abroad. All was good in the world and Taehyung transformed once he started living in Seoul thanks to meeting Jin. He was no longer the timid kid who was made fun of. He no longer wore the grandpa glasses or the clothes that made him look lanky and plain. He opted for different color hair depending on his mood, colored contacts, and the latest in fashion. Of course all this led to his discovery of his passion for creating beautiful clothes. So now here he was, a fashion design major, top of his class, a social butterfly, at his prime, but somehow Jeon Jungkook is back in his life.

*END FLASHBACK*

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Jungkook was in the back drinking some beer with Joon and Hoseok when he saw Taehyung walked in. At first he didn't even recognize him. He just saw the prettiest face he'd ever seen with striking red hair, wearing tight jeans and a off the shoulder top. It wasn't until he saw Jimin with him that he took a closer look that he saw it was the boy he was so in love with. After Taehyung slammed the door in his face that day, Jungkook was broken. He hated himself, and the thought of him hurting Taehyung kept replaying in his mind like a broken recorde. So he started isolating himself, no longer the try hard popular guy, he lost everyone who he use to call friend before Taehyung. He would avoid going out, just so he wouldn't run into the other, fearing that Taehyung would only hate him more.

When Yoongi told him he was dating Park Jimin, Jungkook applied to study abroad right away. In truth he didn't want to go, but again the thought of Taehyung looking at him with disgust was more than he could handle. Over time he moved on and it all became a distance memory....that is until now.

Jungkook always thought Taehyung was beautiful. From his eyes, to his button nose, to his boxy smile. Maybe he didn't see it at first because he was so superficial and stupid, but once he got to know the boy, spent time with him, and seen him bare face.....Jungkook couldn't stop staring. He wanted to hide Taehyung away, fearing that if anyone found out how lovely the boy truly was, he'd lose him for sure.

But now, Taehyung was now all out in the open, and Jungkook felt his heartbeat a little bit faster seeing the red head.

"Jungkook?......JUNGKOOK? JEON JUNNNGGGKOOOK?!" Namjoon screams in the younger boy ear.

"ya-YEAH! WHAT? You didn't have to scream man"

"We called your name like 6 times bro", Hoseok said smirking, "Yeah we see you checking out Taehyung. Don't he hate you or something?"

Jungkook takes the last chug of his beer, "Welps. If you guys know about it, then i guess he still does".

"What did you do anyway? Like everytime we ask Taehyung he acts like he doesn't know what we're talking about. And Jimin and Yoongi are so tight lip. I mean..... Not trying to reach but uhh.... Hoseok and i have a theory", Namjoon said handing Jungkook another cold beer.

"Oh god....", Jungkook says rolling his eyes playfully.

"No! Its good. I mean it considering we have like NO info to fill in the blanks... i think we know", Hoseok said bright eyes.

"Ok. fine. I can't tell you why because honestly....i don't want to talk about it. But if your theory is right, i'll tell you", Jungkook decides to amuse them.

"Ok. cool-cool. So we thought for someone to hate another person that much and doesn't want to talk about it.....it has to be because they use to date. Our theory is you guys dated, but something bad happened", Jungkook sat there looking at the both of them, wondering if this was a joke.

"Uh... seriously? Thats the most basic ass theory i've ever heard. I was expecting details, maybe a fucking timeline...... you guys basically gave me something anybody with half a brain could have guessed", Jungkook says trying to hold back his laugh while the two older giggles sheepishly.

"So we are right! You guys dated! Damn im surprised. I mean. Taehyung is the hardest fish to catch in this damn Uni. Many have tried, and all have failed", Hoseok says shaking his head.

"What do you mean? Isn't Taehyung shy? Maybe thats why?"

"Shy?! Pffft. Bro. I wanna know how Taehyung was when you guys were together because the Tae that we know is far from shy. He's known for fucking with people's heart and leaving them cold. And yet guys still line up waiting to sacrifice themselves for a chance at maybe actually owning him", Joon says while the three of them look over at the redhead taking shots after shots.

Jungkook was quiet, unsure of what to think or say after collecting bits of information about the boy who use to blush just by holding his hands. Its not like he was so naive to think that Taehyung wouldn't have change, at least he himself sure did. He always wanted to ask Yoongi since they live together, but again.....what was the point?

"Yeah.... Taehyung not only fucks with people's hearts but i heard he's super good in bed. Like....the guys who had some....they come back begging", Hoseok says shaking his head, pitying those fools.

Jungkook mood turned dark, hearing Taehyung being talked like that. He gave Hoseok a warning look and the other held up his hands in retreat.

"Hey im not trying to be disrespectful, but this is a known fact around school. Even Taehyung knows this, but he doesn't give a fuck. He doesn't care what others think"

Jungkook swallows his beer, tasting something else bitter in his mouth, "Yeah well.... I guess thats one thing that still hasn't changed. He never cared about what other people think, even when everyone else around him did".

"Jungkook.....do you still have feelings for Taehyung?" Joon asks.

"It doesn't matter what i feel. Its never gonna happen".

"Have you tried talking to him yet? I mean you guys are gonna be living in the same house"

"I-i dont know....", Jungkook wanted to speak to him so bad but he knew Taehyung would never.

"Just go. I mean you'd have too sooner or later" hoseok pointed out.

Jungkook thought about it and thought he wasn't drunk enough to use it as an excuse. Still he chug the rest of his beer and without another word, heads to the open bar, where Taehyung was sitting.

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Taehyung couldn't feel his face. He knew by now he was drunk, but just to be sure he takes down another shot, right before he heard a familiar voice call his name and made him choke on the tequila.

"*cough" WHA-WHAT THE FUCK".

"Ssorry", Jungkook says handing him a napkin.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" Taehyung spat, still turned away from Jungkook.

"I just thought...i'd come say hi. I mean, i thought the best time to do it was when we're both drunk ya know? Liquid courage and all that"

"Pfft! I don't need liquid courage to talk to you. I just don't want to"

"Tae... its been years....cant we-"

"You know. im so glad that you're able to move on with yourself, so have i Jeon jungkook. Glad we had this talk. Now GO AWAY."

"Ok.... why are you still so mad if you moved on with yourself?"

At this, Taehyung spends around and looks at Jungkook, his first time really seeing him ever since that day. Jungkook had grown taller, with broader shoulders. His face was sharper, a manlier touch to his soft features, but still....big doe eyes, and a smile that could cure any sickness. Taehyung hated that he still saw the boy he loved inside this new man. He hated that after all these years, his heart couldn't help but tug at just the sound of his voice.

"I'm not mad. I just get annoyed when people i dont like invade my space. Don't you think you're standing a bit too close?" Taehyung says arching a brow. Which he wasn't wrong because some how Jungkook and stepped right between Taehyung's legs right as he started talking.

Jungkook didn't notice, he was drawn in by the younger's scent. Up close he was even more breathtaking, and understands why Hoseok says guys would gladly sacrifice themselves for him.

Jungkook steps away from Taehyung's space just as the other got off the barstool and walks away. Jungkook pulls him back with his hand.

"Wait. Can't we talk? Like actually talk about everything"

"No. We're done here. I'm gonna go dance"

Taehyung tries to yank his hand away but Jungkook doesn't let go, "Taehyung. What will it take for you to believe me that i fully regret what i did. That i meant every word and action while we were together? Please"

Taehyung rolls his eyes and walks up suggestively to Jungkook, pressing their bodies together. Jungkook immediately lets go and swallows hard, because they way Taehyung was looking at him now, had put him in a trance.

"See Jungkook. The problem now is....i no longer care", And just like that he walks towards the dance floor, leaving jungkook feeling just like that day Taehyung slammed the door in his face. He follows him to the dance floor anyway, standing against the wall, observing Taehyung as he moves his body. Taehyung felt Jungkook's eyes on him, so he decided to be a little bit more extra.

Like at any party, once Taehyung joined the dance floor, people- guys to be exact, would slowly but surely surround him, hoping for a dance. From the corner of Taehyung's eyes, he see a familiar face. It was Jihoon who was a freshman and had a huge crush on him, or so he heard from Jimin. He looks up just briefly, giving the younger male a seductive look through his lashes and beckons with his finger for the boy to come closer. Jihoon of course was shocked and shy, not even realizing Taehyung knew who he was.

"T-tae....hi" the younger says approaching Taehyung from behind. He shakingly puts his hand softly on Taehyung's waist, but the older takes his hand and firmly replaces it tightly lower on his hips.

"I don't bite Jihoon. Its ok to touch me sweetie", Taehyung whispers so sweetly that Jihoon could feel his blood heading south already.

"I-i didn't know you knew who i was"

"Of course i do. Jimin told me how talented you are for a freshman. Top of your dance classes huh?"

"Um... yes. T-thank you. You're so beautiful Hyung...you smell r-really nice too"

"Just call me Tae baby. And if you like my scent so much, how about coming in closer?", Taehyung says as he grinds his ass closer to Jihoons crotch, making the younger moan in his ear. At first it was only Taehyung doing most of the suggestive dances, but soon the younger picked up the nerve and they were both dirty dancing on the floor.

Jungkook clenches his fits. He hated seeing Taehyung this way. This wasn't him, this wasn't the boy he knew, the innocent boy he fell in love with. He tries to push the frustration down, telling himself people change, but this... it just didn't sit right with Jungkook. In a furry, he walks over and yanks Taehyung away from Jihoon, who broke away from his sexual tension in shock.

"What the fuck Jungkook?!", Taehyung says as Jungkook drags him away. Jihoon was gonna go after him but Jimin saw the whole thing and told Jihoon to just hang back. Jimin knew the two needed a minute to talk.

Jungkook drags Taehyung into his room and locks the door. Taehyung pouts in anger, upset that the older ruined his fun. A part of him feels good that he got under Jungkook's skin, but the other part of him felt annoyed that he actually dragged him off the dance floor.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing? Let me out!", Taehyung says as Jungkook blocks the door.

"This isn't you Tae. I know what people told me. Maybe Jimin even hinted that you changed, but i don't buy it. This isn't you"

"And what makes you think you know me so god damn well huh? Because we dated for 3 weeks in high school? Because i lost my VIRGINITY to you? Grow up. You don't know me at all!"

"No. I fucking know you because what we had was real, and we shared everything with each other. Our hopes, our fears? Our dreams?"

"AGAIN. That was in HIGH SCHOOL. Get it through your thick skull that its the past, and im over it. Im over what happened, im over yo-" before Taehyung could finish, Jungkook slams him against the wall and kisses him. At first Taehyung pretends to push him off but soon he kisses him back with hunger.

The kiss became heated as Jungkook picks him up off the ground and Taehyung wraps his legs around the other. Jungkook starts trailing kisses down his jawline and neck, all the while Taehyung moans and mumbles 'i hate you- i fucking hate you', over and over again. Jungkook carries him to the bed and throws him on there as they started stripping quickly while still on each other's lips gasping for air. Tugging and pulling to get closer to each other, to feel skin on skin.

"Fuck you're still so beautiful. Tae fuck i missed you. You're driving me insane, you know that?", Jungkook grunts as Taehyung unzips his pants and pulls out his dick, stroking it as he nibbles on his chest.

"Fuck me Kook. Now" Taehyung plead with lustful eyes, moaning when Jungkook lays him down and spreads his legs apart. Jungkook pulls out the lube getting ready to prep his fingers but Taehyung shakes his head.

"No. Don't prep me. I wanna feel it all. Please", He says in his whiney voice.

"But it'll hurt baby. I don't wanna hurt you"

Taehyung starts stroking Jungkook's length, "But thats how i like it", Taehyung says whispering in his ear and biting down hard making Jungkook's head spin with the pleasure from the strokes and pain from his ear. It was turning him on bad. This was a side of Taehyung that Jungkook never saw. When they fucked for the first time back then, Taehyung was clumsy, innocent, and shy. This raw side of Taehyung was gonna be the death of Jungkook, and he knew it.

"Ah fuck baby, ok. Anything you want Mmmmmfuck".

Jungkook slicked his dick up with the lube and lines it up and Taehyung who was already stroking his own dick looks at him with so much darkness and lust. Jungkook Pushes in, feeling the tightness stinging his own dick, but it was hot, and heavy with pleasure he never experience before. Sure he fucked here and there while studying abroad, but never rough sex, it was always the casual kind of sex. But somehow he knew, with Taehyung it had always been different, even from the start.

Taehyung was biting on a pillow to prevent himself of screaming. The pain level was high but it also made him all the more horny while stroking his now slick cock, wetted with precum. They were both slippery with sweat, as finally Jungkook pushes all the way through, letting them both catch their breaths. Jungkook pulls Taehyung up slightly as he kisses him gently, helping him pump is dick.

"Baby youre doing so well, Your ass is so fucking tight and warm. Fuck look at you, so pretty. You want me to move?"

Taehyung whimpers a yes as Jungkook lays him back down and folds him in half, gripping on to his legs as Jungkook starts a slow pacing. Taehyung's voice hitched as he felt the length go in and out. As more pleasure came in each thrust, jungkook starting going in faster, and Taehyung's moans became louder.

"Harder, fuck me hard gukkie, please", Taehyung begged, drooling from his mouth.

Jungkook didn't answer, but he started pounding into Taehyung's ass, feeling ass cheeks slaps into his thick thighs, took him to another level of horny. He drops his head back, feeling the Taehyung's ass clench everytime he bottoms out and it was driving him mad.

"Tae. fuck. So fucking good. Baby you like me fucking you dirty huh? You want it rough?"

Taehyung nodded eagerly, so Jungkook pulls out as he makes Taehyung flip over on his stomach, pushing his upper body on the floor while his ass arches up on the bed. Jungkook spreads apart his ass cheeks and starts licking the rim, fucking him with his tongue, making Taehyung push his ass up higher in his face. Then with no warning he slides his dick right back in, this time thrusting nonstop.

Taehyung's face was on the cold wooden floor while his arms were to his side, trying to hold himself up. Everytime Jungkook thrusted, he could feel himself struggling to not fall apart. It was painful being fucked like this, but also hot and submissive and he like feeling submissive under Jungkook. He could feel the jungkook's dick throb in his ass, stretching it out so good, as his eyes rolled back and his moans because more lewd.

"I...im gonna come gukkie...hmmmfuck.. Im gonna-"

"Hold it baby. Not yet. Not before me ok?"

Taehyung nodded, as Jungkook finally slows down, and went into a more steady pace while rolling his body. He hunches over and starts stroking Taehyung's dick as well. The difference in sensation sent chills down Taehyung's spin. His prostate was getting hit each time, but it was a different kind of fucking. It was caring and passionate. Jungkook squeezes his ass as he quickens just a bit more then cumming all over Taehyung's back side, letting the milky whites drip down his ass to his back. Taehyung came right after all in Jungkook's hands. He continues to stroke until Taehyung completely buckles on the floor. Jungkook climbs down and picks him up, carrying him to the bed. He cleaned them both up and laid next to Taehyung, holding him tightly from behind, kissing his neck and shoulders.

"Baby i missed you. So much", Jungkook said softly against his skin, " I know its been years but, i never once stopped thinking about you, or stopped....loving you.

Taehyung remained quiet, not exactly sure of what to say. Because to him this was just another fuck, another typical night. It could have been with anybody. He never makes love with anyone, beside his first time with Jungkook. And while for the most part, all they did was fuck, at the end....Jungkook was gentle...he was making love to Taehyung. And it was nice, it made Taehyung feel warm, which was annoying because there's no way in hell was he gonna have anything else to do with Jungkook.

So he sits up and gather his clothes. Jungkook looks at him confused.

"W-what are you doing? You can sleep in here, you don't have to leave", there it was again, Jungkook's round doe eyes, and Taehyung hated it.

"Look. the sex was nice, but i think you misunderstood somethings. All this? Its just sex to me. I still very much want nothing to do with you".

"What?! How is this was just sex to you? So you're telling me, you felt nothing? Absolutely nothing?"

"Besides my ass feeling good and now sore as fuck? No Jungkook. Thats what i've been trying to tell you. This? You? The past? Means nothing to me. I had a few drinks and you slammed me against the wall. Its kind of my kink. End of story"

"Taehyung you do realize you make so fucking sense. You hate me, but you fucked me just now. Stop denying that after all these years, you're still caught up in this as much as i am!"

"No! You stop denying that I HAVE CHANGED. Im not some loser who fell for your tricks. You taught me to never wear my heart on my sleeve, well guess what? I don't have a heart anymore. If you heard the rumors about me then, let me confirm it. They're all true. I don't do relationships and i don't do love. To get involved with me, is at the other person's own risks. If it wasn't you tonight it probably would have been Jihoon, or I could have called my other guys. So get over yourself Jungkook".

Jungkook remained silent as Taehyung puts back on his clothes. Right before he was about to unlock the door to leave he almost thought he heard Jungkook sob, "....You called me gukkie"

"What?", Taehyung said, turning around.

"why did you call me gukkie if you i meant nothing to you? That was your nickname to me"

It was Taehyung's turn to get quiet. He stood there a moment longer, watching as tears streams down Jungkook's face. For a moment it pained him to see the boy that way, but then he opened the door and left anyway.