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TITLE TRANSLATION-Slowly, come to my life, slowly!

I come again with the PART 2...How is it??? pleasee vote and comment!!

The italics are aadi narrating his story...bold are the flashbacks,,,which you read in previous chapters in tara's POV.

AADI'S POV:

"BUT THEN.."

"But then what aadi?"

"But then that shyam came into your life,firstly I did not know why were you close to him,I did a background search on him and found that he lives your locality,I knew you were helping him with studies and all,but I cant help it,I grew mad day by day,earlier your care and affection was only for me,but now I felt it was shifting".

"And never to foget those awkward moments I faced when your talking to the guy shyam, then your friends just used to pop in and say, "you guys would make a really cute couple" and all,I was scared that you will shift to him,I finally lost it when the day I saw him hugging you,I went and drank until I was not in my senses...Then I realised you're my better half. Without you, I won't be complete. I never understood poeple would ever say "she's the one" or "I know I want to spend the rest of my life with her", but now, being with you, I've finally realized why.

I thought to give you a wedding of elaborate elegance,filled with flowers and friends. But then I just wanted to make you mine by hook or crook and moreover I was not in my senses".

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" Aadi plase don't take decisions in haste,please",you kept on pleading me.

" Why?all the year you were at the back of me saying I love you!!Oh you changed your opinion now?You want to go with that shyam?"

" No aadi,I was only helping him with his studies,He hugged me because he passed all the backlogs,It was a friendly hug,I only love you,Please don't do this",you were sobbing badly now.I was so angry that you did not want to marry me,I thought you did not love me anymore,I was devastated

"I don't understand why are you hesitating ,The next step of love is marraige right,You already love me,Whats the problem?",I said and forcefully tied the thread on your neck,I wanted you to be called mine,I know you would be angry,but I thought i would spend my whole life making up to you now that you became mine.

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"But then I over heard your phone conversation with your friend appu....

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"Yes appu I dont love him I hate him,I am doing all this for only his money...I never loved him",You were shouting.

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"That minute angel,my heart broke,I was just learning how to trust people,and I felt like you decieved me..I'm broken. My life feels broken.When you get hurt by the one you living for,Pain can make you wanna love no more,Loving you no more,...........I just I cant I couldn't love you anymore more,It hurts when we've been loyal to someone and they betray us..

My desire to love and be loved was met with cruelty.

I was Scorned and torn, those words were like daggers that penetrated beyond target to pierce my heart and turned me into a cold monster,Hence I started torturing you".

"Do you remember that day You started sobbing saying that I do not love you..That day you cooked non veg and your mouth burnt,I was the one who bought your favourite ice cream but I gave it to you through servant that it could help you sooth the burning......And that day when I left you at the empty road,You were scared that some person stalking you ...But you did not know it was me angel,even after throwing you out from the car,I could not leave you hence I followed you..I am sorry for all those,But I thought you wanted only my money".

"You know angel,Even I tortured you I could not stop loving you and forget you,when ever I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you

Do you know that I used to stay awake, just to see you?Watch your smile while you are sleeping,....While you're far away and dreaming....I could stay lost in this moment forever,I used to kiss you goodnight and good morning with out you knowing"

"What made you change aadi?I mean to trust me again?"

"Angel do you remember your graduation cermony?"

"Yes aadi"

"Angel,I happened to hear your conversation..

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"Is he torturing you a lot tara?Tell me...You know ,I got a job at vizag and dad has a house too there,We will go away from here,YOU DONT NEED TO ENDURE ALL THIS FOR A SIMPLE PROMISE YOU MADE",I heard monu speaking...I was so confused what promise?

" You dont understand monu...I LOVE AADI...I can never get him out of my head ... It's the way I get weak in the knees when I get lost in his eyes. It's the way I can't breathe when I am around him. It's the way our hands match perfectly. It's the way my heart skips a beat when I see him. It's the way he catches all of my attention by not even saying a word....I LOVE HIM ..A LOT!!",You started crying...That's when I realised you loved me as much as I loved you.

"Ohh I thought you were doing all for my dad's promise...Okay I will leave you tara,But call me when ever you need help,bye",Monu said.Dad's promise?what is it?Did tara truly loved me or it is for some promise?Should I trust her love or not?"

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"I dragged you from there...all the way to our home,I was thinking whether to trust you again or not...I thought to have a heart to heart conversation with you once we reach home"

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"So you also dont love me"

"No aadi,I love you a lot."

"No .You dont...It was all an act,just an act for the promise you gave,I thought somewhere even if I have no one,I have you,You loved me,but no it was all the drama for some promise"

"Please aadi dont say like that,Even if I promised him,I loved you,I just got to know about you through the promise,Rest all like searching for you,Knowing you,it was all by myself.I LOVE YOU a lot,may be no one ever can love you more than I did"

"Oh you love me...Okay then prove it to me".

"But how aadi",with that I dragged you to our bedroom.I need something to aasure me that you truly love me,I wanted to make you mine in every possible way and not let you out of my life.

"Be mine,tara,in every way",a single tear fell from your eyes,I never thought you would agree.

"Okay aadi,Make me yours in every way",You said weakly,That minute I fell for you again,You put my happiness my needs before yours,How could you be so selfless?Then I decided i will change for good,for you ,for our love.

"Tonight I will no longer have to dream of you tara.I will not return to the emptiness that I knew when we were apart.Our love will mend our broken hearts.We have survived the worst, now there is nothing left to fear.But my mind won't rest until you are near. I've known all along my restlessness could only be cured by you......Tonight I will touch your lips, and breathe you deep.You dont know that every night I whisper your name in my sleep.You are the only one who can heal my soul,Anything you desire will be yours, please be mine to hold......From now on I will never be out of your reach.Love me, tempt me, hold me tight. .......I promise you angel,from today I will change,we will leave our past behind,and lead a new life"

"Angel?"

"Yes from tonight you are only angel for me,my angel",with that we drowned in our love.

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"Angel that was the best night of my life,I still had some doubts regarding that promise you made...for what and to whom??!!! I thought we would discuss it the next day,But imagine my shock,When I woke up and found you no where,I searched for you until I went mad".

"In time all things grow old and weak, but my love for you only grew stronger and better with every second of every day.

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you,

When I met you I was afraid to know you,

When I knew you I was afraid to love you,

Now I love you and I'm afraid to lose you!

You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you",Then I started to search for you and got to know you visited your parents before you left.

"Then I visited your parents,I got to know the whole story from your mom,Trust me angel,till that day ,I thought you knew everything about what your dad did,Infact I thought it was your idea,But that moment I got to know how innocent you are,You were kept in dark by your parents all the while"

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Finally...I covered all most of the past,Ohh god!This chapter was so hard to write,....But there is some mystery more...what led tara to commit suicide?You will know it in next chap...this story is coming to an end...still 3 or 4 chapters more!!!

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