It was later that night, Severus had fixed his hand and was currently sitting in bed contemplating his memories of their younger years, about their relationship, and even their old hideout. His eyes shifting to his wife beside him, her gentle eyes skimming the words of her novel and her delicate fingers caressed the worn page ends; and idea came. 

"Darling, do you remember our little hideout from our Hogwarts days?" He asked softly as his fingers focused on the texture of their sheets, just being hyperaware of everything at the moment.  A hum rose in Carmancita's chest as she gently dog eared the page she was currently on and sets the book aside. 

"I do. My gosh we haven't been there in forever." She said and began to think. "When was the last time we were there? By the time we were in out 20s we forgot about it it seems so maybe about 18 years old? That would have been our last year in school." She said as she straightened the sheets by her legs. " I don't know why we stopped, we had such great times there." 

Severus looked at her and brushed some hair from her face. "Remember, we stopped going because we had no more free time; that and it seems like that room seemed to make you rather fertile, or at least it seemed that way." He said as he looked at her  wondering if she was okay with it being mentioned.  "I mean not to be crass darling but we've had sex in about everyplace in the school and the only time you had thought you gotten pregnant was in our little room." He paused as he saw her place a hand on her flat stomach, a sad look in her eyes but nodding in agreement. 

"Yes, yes that's true." She said as she began ringing the fabric of her nightdress nervously as she looked ahead at the wall. "We were too young back then,if I was, we could barely take care of ourselves let alone a child." Severus agreed. 

"Do...do you think that it may work?" Carman asked softly as she glanced at Severus, a faint blush stretching across her face as she suggested the idea of the trying to get back to their hide out. Severus had looked at her feeling his own face warm up at the idea as well, before a small smirk taking place. 

"Well, it's worth a try. isn't it?" He said taking her hand in his. 

She smiled as she gently squeezed and got up with him, both putting on their robes and sneaking down into the halls and towards the entrance of their hidden world. They slowly make their way through the path ways, them being much narrower then they remembered before slowly making their way to the door that separated them from the past and the present.  Inside was a world untouched from years of neglect. A  book laid half open from when they had stopped mid story so they could enjoy about 10 minutes of hot sweaty passion. Their old school robes laid on the floor next to the cot, a thick layer of dust collected on it, even a loose box of condoms sat next to the robe, never opened and very much expired. Severus had brushed the cot off with the old robe and tossed it aside  sitting down as he beckoned his wife to sit with him.  She could only smile as she sat beside him and gently removed the robe from her body; even as time marched on it did not take her beauty,  Severus finding her just as beautiful now was the day he confessed his love for her. Carman had never much cared she found Severus attractive in her own little ways but she loved how soft his lips were on hers, how gentle he was even though he knew she would not break in roughed up. They look into each others eyes and felt the same spark they did those years ago . 

"I love you." She said her voice soft and airy.

"I love you too." He said as he kissed her lovingly, pulling her close and caressing her body showing his improvement of his knowledge of her body from the last time they had taken each other in this room. Soft gasp and moans fell from her lips as his lips and his hand worked along her weak point of her body, allowing him to do to her as he pleased. The room echoed softly with the sounds of soft moans and light feathery gasp, and the soft sounds of their favorite song to listen to when it came to this romantic moment. Ah this song conjured up so many memories for the both of them, Some good some bad, some life altering and others just small speedbumps in the road. 

When Carmancita thought back to her last year of Hogwarts she thought of how they both threw caution to the wind and used more of the free time they had in their little room more then anything, so much so that they made a little sign to let Mia know not to enter during said times. It was one of those days where the rooms were cold enough to stay huddled in the blankets and snuggle close, Severus reading a book while holding her close, but the troubled look on Carman's face told him he needed to investigate. Tossing the book aside he looked at her. 

"What's wrong you're making that face again."  He said brushing loose strands from her face. 

"Face? What face, I'm not making a face." She said trying to brush the whole conversation aside, that made Severus raise a brow in challenge to the statement. 

"Now Carman, you think after all these years that i wouldn't know when something troubles you. I know something is because you're avoiding looking into my eyes and you keep biting at your lip. You only do that in combination when your worried about something so why not tell me what huh?" His words soothed her and puts her at ease a bit, she hesitantly spoke. 

"Well...to be frank with you Sev, Aunt Flo hasn't shown up yet..." She said as the nervous look came back in her eyes. "It's been nearly a two weeks and nothing." 

"I mean. I see how that's troublesome but it's been stressful lately some maybe it's that." Severus stated as he sat up slowly with her. 

"No Sev....I've been stressed out and my period stayed mostly regular since I was 10. It's never been more then a two days late, this is two weeks!" She proclaimed. 

"So what are you saying you're sick or something?" He said obviously not wanting to mention the other option. She looked away and down towards the ground. They both knew what she thought it was. Sev sighed and brushed back his hair before continuing.  "We can go to Madam Pomfrey and-" Severus was shocked when he heard Carman yell 'No' towards him. 

"I-I would prefer if we just buy a test from town and did it in secret and tonight if possible. No need to start up some nasty comments from our classmates now is there?" She said rubbing her arm gently. Severus couldn't help but sigh as he looked at her, he could be fooled into thinking she was a kicked puppy with those eyes. 

"Okay fine, how will we get there without someone noticing and secondly, with what money? I don't know about you but I don't have a lot of spending cash darling." He made good points. 

"Fine fine..." She said pulling her legs to her chest as she thinks. "Maybe we can just steal a test?" She suggest. Severus looked dumbfounded at her but found himself reluctantly agreeing, saying it was worth a shot. "But then it would be tonight we'd had to wait  since it would be easier to take one closer to bed." She admits. 

"That's perfectly fine. Why not go find Mia and fill her in on the situation while I go and get one okay?" He suggest as he got up and gently caressed her cheek, even if deep down he was scared out of his mind he wanted to show her he cared. She looked up with those big adorable eyes and agreed. 

A Day Passed By 

Not they were worried before but as Severus stood outside the stall in the female bathroom he bites his lip in fearful worry at the results to be found on the test. 10 minutes of silent fear had felt like 10 hours. Both of them didn't dare speak, so Mia did for them. 

"Times up" She said softly. 

Carman was about to take a peek but fear consumed her as she looked down at her feet. Severus looked at the stall door then sat down. 

"Hey I know you're scared...I am too but whatever it says I'll be there okay? And whatever you decide to do I'll support you." He said as he leans his head against the cool wood of the door. shuffling was heard as he saw her hand from under the stall slide out a bit; he gently linked their fingers and held her hand to show her that he was really there. It was quiet again and Severus felt a  lump in his throat but three little words put him at ease when he heard then.

"Oh Thank Fuck!" Carman exclaimed happily as she took back her hand and stood up opening the door and looking down at Severus, proudly showing a negative test in her hand. Severus had let go of his breath that he had been holding and smiled weakly, exclaiming that same as Carman. 

Yes back then she looked at the day as a earth shattering moment in her short life  but know nest to her husband, laying in his arms and listening to his heartbeat in a post coital moment, she laughs a bit. Back then she never thought she'd want a baby , or even want a baby with Severus but now she loves the times. It's really a good memory from then to now.