So the last update was really rushed.
Sorry.
Anyways, still kinda going up-n-down. Working on food, becoming more comfortable with obsessions, but... I'm just not where I want to be.
I want to be over this crappy disorder.
But I know I'll never fully be.
Which utterly sucks.
Because everyone else is so normal, and I'm over here freaking out about eyebrow plucking and messy lockers whilst having occasional panic attacks at 4-5 AM. And running from the tiniest spiders. And sometimes crying because the thoughts are be so scary.
I feel lonely, sometimes... I don't really know anyone who's got this bad a case of OCD ;-;
...
Enough depressing stuff, though. I just kinda needed to vent a little bit. Anyways, the book is coming along well. I did a bunch of character sketches and all that. It's going to be my main summer project.