A/N:  I would like to express my sincere thanks to those following this story, to those who voted and commented, you have inspired me to continue writing it.  I must confess that I almost abandoned this story.

Bas's POV

The moment I saw that tear trickle down the side of P'Gxxod's handsome face, I quickly wiped my face and put on a brave smile for him.

He smiled back and said, "That's my boy."

"When are you going to finish your filming in China?"  I asked.

"Hard to tell," he said, "but I'm hoping that we will be able to wrap it up in six weeks."

"Six weeks!"  I cried.  I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"I'm so sorry, Bas, I'll make it up to you when I get back,"  said P'Gxxod.

I slumped against the wall of the bathroom.  I felt so miserable.  How will I survive in the next six weeks???

Thankfully, we could always video call whenever we got the chance.

"Bas, are you in there?"  P'Tee called from outside the bathroom door.

"I gotta go,"  I whispered to P'Gxxod, "someone's at the door."

"Okay, talk to you later," he said, "take good care, Bas."

I opened the bathroom door and stepped out.

"Have you been crying?" asked P'Tee, noticing my tear stained face.  "Don't take it too hard," he said gently, "stay strong, and remember we are all here to lend you our support."

"Thank you, P'Tee, "  I said,  "I feel so lucky having you guys for a friend."

Everyone tried to clown around in order to cheer me up and I was really grateful for that.  Then it was time to sleep.  I fell asleep in exhaustion, wondering how I was gonna cope with P'Gxxod's absence in the coming days.

I was awakened in the early morning by my phone pinging under my pillow.

It was a text from P'Gxxod.

"I couldn't sleep thinking about you."

"Miss you too much."

"Same here," I texted back.

"I am getting ready for the company car to pick me up.  We are going to start shooting early."

"I will be thinking of you throughout the shoot.  Take care, Bas."

"Take care, P'Gxxod" I ended the text with a sigh.  I wished that he would say "I love you, Bas" in place of "Take care, Bas."  But I guess he doesn't love me the way I love him.  I should just be thankful that he cares enough to say that he misses me.

I went to the bathroom to shower and get ready for our flight back to Bangkok.  To be honest I wasn't too eager to fly back to Bangkok.  There were so many things and places there that would remind me of the good times with P'Gxxod.

How am I going to survive, I asked myself again and again and again.