His lips. They were soft like satin and shaped to mine perfectly, the kiss we shared together wasn't rough or fast, it was sweet, almost magical. My hands wound into his curls pulling him down to me, one hand gripped the back of my neck while the other circled around my waist pulling me closer to his frame. My heart pounded and I began to feel dizzy, possible from the lack of oxygen but that just made the kiss even more tantalizing.

His hands started to wander downward to the hem of my shirt. And that's how my marbles came rolling back into my mind, I shouldn't be doing this. He never once looked at me during school and now that he's here by himself he thinks he can just get with me. Not going to happen.

I turned my head and took a deep breathe,"Sirius."

He didn't answer as his lips lingered to my neck.

"Sirius."

"Mmm,' he mumbled.

"stop," I said.

He chuckled,"I don't think so."

I sighed and tried to push him away from me but he wouldn't let go. His lips soon found them self to mine again but this time forcefully, his hands gripped me ,not enough to hurt me but enough that it prevented me from turning away. My hands curled up to his chest trying yet again to push him away from him. When he wouldn't budge I reached to my pocket for my wand and confidently shouted a silent spell.

Protego!, I yelled in my mind.

I grinned in success as Sirius flew across the room and smashed into a dirty china cabinet. He slumped down in shock as the china cabinet tilted sideways loudly. It was silent for a minute before everyone who was celebrating in the kitchen barged in. I wonder what it must have looked like to them, the scene.

Me with my wand held protectively in front of me, my hair - I'm sure - looked as if I just got out of bed, with lips that felt swollen and red. A shocked Sirius , who looked equally as messed up as I did, slumped up against a broken cabinet all the way across from where I stood.

I huffed and glared at him angerly,"Shows you right, you....you...pervert!"

With that I stormed off leaving a very confused crowd behind me. Okay maybe he wasn't a pervert but that was the first word that came to mind. Flinging my door open and locking it with magic I curled up in bed totally shocked at what i did and caused. Ignoring the banging on the door from a very worried Remus I buried deeper into my comforter. I'm glad he didn't bother unlocking the door because I needed some space .

I liked it,the kiss with him was amazing mind freaking blowing, but that was wrong to think. He was Sirius Black, convicted mass murder, Godfather of the Chosen One, and bad boy even after school was over.I stared up at the molding ceiling trying to decide what to do know.

I couldn't possibly head down now they'd want to know what happened and I'm sure that if I stared at Sirius I'd blush and probably want to snog him some more. But if I stayed up here for a long time they'd still want to know what happened and I'd still want to snog him. So either way I'm terribly screwed.

I sighed and turned to my side,"might as well go to sleep."

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The sun was beating down the window pane and you could see every dust particle that blew off the thousand year old books of Hogwarts library. Across from me sat a very bored Severus Snape, who was twirling his wand around his two long fingers.

"So what do I get when I mix in this ingredient with this other one?," I questioned pushing up two different colored bottles both of which smelled like sour milk and sweaty gym socks.

A small grin formed on his face, he answered,"An explosion, but if you mix this one with that orangey colored one your cauldron will melt."

I glared at him," Come on just tutor me already. All you've been doing is staring off into space and telling me how to blow up the potion room! And you won't tell me any of their names!"

He laughed and merely shook his head before starring out of the open window where you could hear Lily's laughter from down the black lake. His eyes looked sadly out the window before turning to face me. Of course he was pinning over Lily still, and Lily won't even give him the time of day now after what e called her. I was mad at him too but Severus was my best friend aside from Lily I couldn't let that fall apart.

"You could say your sorry to her you know?"

"I've tired believe me. I even stood all night outside your common room," he grumbled.

I laughed,"Yeah know about that one! But I know you didn't truly mean it, you where just angry and couldn't control what you said. I'm sure that if you explain that to her she'll understand."

"No, I've known her longer than you have. She won't forgive me this time."

With that he packed his things and walked out of the library.

The scene shifted and I stood next to Lily as we trudged threw the knee deep snow. A small fire ,that Lily conjured up, floating above our heads kept us warm despite the cold wind that roared around. We stepped into the Three Broomsticks, the flame disapearring into wisps of smoke, and ordered two butter beers.

"Lily! Over here!" Someone shouted over the loud talking.

I turned around to find a goofy smiling James waving us over. I didn't miss that Lily blushed scarlet red when she saw him.

"Since when do you hang out with James? And when did he start calling you Lily?," I giggled and elbowed her in the rib.

She elbowed me back,"shut up! He's not so bad."

"someone has a crush!!!," I sang as we came up to James's table which consisted of Remus, Peter and of course Sirius Black.

"I don't have a crush," she pouted.

"Who has a crush?," Sirius asked eyeing me.

"Mae does," lily laughed and pushed me into the booth next to Remus.

"I do not!"

I smiled at Remus who seemed to be reading a book hidden under the table. James turned to me an evil glint in his eye,"Everyone has a crush."

I let my hair fall over my face and I stared intently into my butter beer,"Yeah well this girl doesn't."

Sirius now intrigued in the conversation about me leaned towards me his eyes flashing dangerously a sly grin spreading on his magnificent face,"I don't think so. Now lets see...is it Peter?"

I'm sure my face had this disgusted look because I sure felt disgusted,"Ugh....Sorry Peter your just not my type."

He didn't even respond but just stared gloomily ahead. Something flashed between Sirius face...relief? Amusement?

"Remus?"

"Remus is just my friend. Again sorry Remus."

Remus laughed,"Non taken."

Sirius' gaze on me intensified,"James?"

Lily's eyes bore angrily in mine,"No! Now can we stop this."

Lily sighed in relief but I was more than relaxed. If I knew Sirius then he would say his name next and then I would be in trouble. I have to look for a way out of here!

He almost smiled,"The only one who's left is-"

"Severus!," I screamed jumping out of the booth. "Come on let's go see the new licorice wands. I heard they added a butter beer flavored one."

My savior smirked down at me before nodding off his friends, who gave me dirty glares. He held onto my hand,"come on let's go then."

After getting a bag of licorice wands and chocolate frogs we walked toward the Shrieking Shack, it looked oddly beautiful in the winter time. Covered by glistening white snow. If only moments like this could stay frozen.

"What do you want to be when you get older?," I asked Severus.

The question took him by surprise and he thought long hard . It seemed like a long time before he answered, I didnt blame him. Not many of us hand our life's set in stone.

"DADA teacher," he answered with a smile.

I giggled,"Really? I see you as a very mean Potions Professor."

He mocked punched me in the shoulder,"Sure, Williams. What do you want to do?"

"I want to have a simply life. With a baby, and a handsome husband whose work doesn't involve him going out and trying to get killed."

"And could this handsome husband be a very obnoxious Sirius Black?," he sneered but the answer was already on my blushing face. "He wouldn't want to settle down Mae. 'He's too busy being a rebel'."

I sighed sadly the truth weighing down my aching heart,"I know."

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So what do you guys think? I really wanted a chapter about Severus and Mae's relationship as friends. So here it is! Also I do t really know how to write passionate scenes so I hope you guys don't hate me on this chapter! Love you all reading!!