I'm starting to get sick. And our baby was going to be a boy.

                   Why is our world crumbling around us? Our home, our child, our famlilies? Just, why?

I was almost murder, again, by a strange man.

              Before he tried to kill me, I peek at him from the corner of my eye, as I was walking at the Market.  He licked his lips, and smiled in my direction. I turned my focus back on the tomatoes I was picking out. He got out of seat, after I payed for the tomatoes, and he offered to help me to my car, assuming I was still with child, and I just thought he worked at the store, so I kindly said yes. He walked me over to our mini-van, but then he covered my mouth and told me to get in the van. I did what he told me to, then he got in the drivers seat, and drove to a dark alley.

He grabbed me by my wrist, and yanked me out of the van. I screamed, but no one heard me.

He pushed me to the ground and climbed on top of me, and put a knife to my neck.

I begged him to not kill me and this is what he said:

" You're not with child anymore, the baby has died, and your starting to get sick. You need to die, so you won't suffer."

Instead of stabbing me in the neck, he took the knife and stabbed me into my side. It was painful, and I was crying out for help. Then, my prayer was answered, a person out of no where yelled stop, and the strange man got off of me, and ran away. The person out of no where, happened to be a handsome man, but your still better than him. His eyes were golden brown. He picked me up and took me to the hospital.

After a few days, I turned out fine, so the man, whose name is John, took me home and he still is taking care of me, because he has no family left and he thought someone would need his help.

                                 He is sitting across the room from me, reading a book, as I write this letter.

                                                                Our baby was a boy, but I bet he is in heaven now,

                                                                                                 Alexandria