Chapter 10
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Thomas's P.O.V.
I went back to the theatre with the hope that I could convince them to give me a second chance.
I went on the stage. By the time I was on the stage the judges was ready to leave. I overheard what they were saying.
"....I don't know. We didn't find anyone good enough for the leading role." one of them said
"We can waste any more time." another said.
"I agree. We have to work with what we've got." a third one said
"But it's unfair. I mean the--" they noticed me. "I'm sorry but the auditions are over for---" I felt the Panic again.
"I-uh...not here for the audition....uh...bye!" I left the stage..
"What the heck was that Thomas?" Roman said
"Get in the car. Now!" I said and I opened the door of my car. "I'm sorry Virgil, but this is impossible." I mumbled to myself
"Kiddo. What are you afraid of?" Patton asked and looked at me through the mirror.
"I....I don't know. I just feel this way." I said
We finaly got home. I went to my room. My Sides followed me.
"You can return to the mindscape if you want." I said
"Thomas...." Patton started
"Return to the mindscape!" I yelled and they stepped back. My mind was a...a mess! I couldn't think, I was feeling dizzy and I was feeling like...like my whole mind was -I don't know- blurry. I covered my head with the blanket. I knew that someone -or everyone- was still there, but after a little whoever was, left. I closed my eyes. I didn't even know what I was feeling anymore. Fear, anxiety, or panic?
Or just sadness? What was that feeling?
"This is so messed up." I mumbled before falling asleep.
"Thomas." I woke up. "Wake up little sleepyhead." someone said with sweet voice but then his tone changed to something more sarcastic "I wanna introduse myself to you. Face to face."
"Who are you?....Where am I?" I looked around. I was in a small room with black walls. It reminded Anxiety's room a lot but...something was different. I looked at a dark corner of the room and I saw a dark figure starring at me.
"Who are you?" I asked
He laughed evilly. He stepped closer and I could finally see him. He looked like me -so he was one of my...Sides..? I guess. He was wearing dark clothes and a yellow-gold cape. One of his eyes was covered -or I couldn't see it because of the darkness but I'm not sure.
"Hallo Thomas. I am Panic. Welcome to the back of your mind."
Virgil's P.O.V.
No! I can't believe I couldn't hold it a little more. He is so strong! I was talking with Logan and then BANG...back here. Stuck in...the nowhere.
Would I stay here forever? Ugh...everytime I feel anxious things around me keep getting darker and darker and I felt even more lost. So...I was feeling this way since I came here.
This is so bad. I wonder what is going on at the mindscape or t the real word..
"Why am I talking to myself?" I said out loud. I sat down and looked around. "Darn Panic..." I closed my eyes.
"Stay away from me!" I heard somebody yelling "Stay....stay away!" Thomas? "Leave me alone!" something is wrong...something
"THOMAS!" I yelled. Echo repeated my words -"Thomas-mas-mas"- I opened my eyes and realised that it was just a nightmare.
"What the heck was that?"
Something is wrong...I don't know how but I just know it. Like I can feel Thomas's feelings...like I'm still connected to him. But I'm not. Or at least I think so...
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