I wanna drink myself unconscious. I don't know how long I've been in here. The music is low, but whether its high or not this room is soundproof.

My eyes are a blur, I can't think straight and I even feel as if I'm f*ck*ng floating. I like this feeling though. I don't have to think of all the problems I have.

I took three gulps. It doesn't even burn anymore.

I don't know why I choose a love song to listen to when I have none.

I need to get him out of my head, but I can't. Can't believe I've spent five years of my life in denial of the love I have for him.

I took another gulp. Tears keep flowing from my eyes. I felt so comfortable when I was by his side. He made me feel like staying strong back then. He helped me through it. I really shouldn't have avoided him for so long, but who wouldn't be upset after what he did.

I'm not sure if I'll be able to stand.

I put the bottle at my head gulping, gulping and gulping.

Suddenly the bottle got snatched from my hands. Lenoy, what does he want?

"I don't wanna see you like this".

"Weeell I wanna beee like this". He put the bottle on the counter but further from me.

"Akeilia". He touched my shoulder.

"I'm sorry for-".

"Walking out on me?. . .its fiiiine Lenoy. He's a jerk and always will be. I would've done the same. Even though I wish you'd man up to him". I giggle. He squeezed my shoulder a bit, but won't say anything.

"Hmm. Yea he's a big jerk. Don't stress about it ok".

"I know that. . .". Sh*t I feel dizzy.

"I know. . .that you like me. . .but I just wanna say something. I still love Michael". I giggle. I quickly stretched for the bottle and put it at my head taking a few gulps.

Suddenly the bottle got out of my hand, again. I feel fed up. I wanna drink until I drop.

"Give me. Let me drink myself to death. I told you. . .that I love someone else. . .yet you still wanna be nice".

"That's because I am a nice person. You know. . .drinking isn't the only thing that you think relief stress". He squeezed my waist in a way that makes me wanna jump on him. I don't care at this moment.

"Have sex with me". He whispered at my ear from behind. My v*gina instantly got wet and I can feel that my nipples are hard. I like Lenoy, but he'd never made me feel tingles before.

"I told you that. . .we have to stop, Michael will find out an-".

"He won't I promise. Just this once and I won't bother you again". Why do his whispers feel so different. I've never drank so much. This is the. . .third, forth bottle maybe. I like the feeling of it.

"Lenoy I-".

"Hmmm". I moaned after he turned my head and gently lay his lips on mine. They are so soft, it actually feels different too, nicer, sweeter. I need to start drink alcohol before sex. I fully turned my body to the direction he turned my head to.

He lifted me by my thighs moving with me. Gosh this slow romantic kissing is driving nuts.

He lay me on the bed then he took my skirt off. He took off my stocking, slowly trailing wet kisses on my thighs.

"Oh god". I breathe out trembling.

He gently pulled my panty down and took it off, then my blouse.

"Hurry up". I whined and open my legs wide for him, as usual.

"Let's. . .take it slow". Slow? That's not what I'm use to and I'm dying for it.

"I just. . .wanna make it special for you tonight". Special?

I smile.

"I like special".

* * *

"Ah". I lay a hand on my head. It hurts.

I'm trying to open my eyes but it barely would. What the hell happened to my head. I raise my body and finally open my eyes properly.

I'm. . .I'm in my room? The last place I remembered. . .

I sigh deeply, closed my eyes and slumped back myself on the bed, but immediately regretted it as I wince in pain because it felt like my brain got shaken up.

How did I get here anyways? I don't remember any of-

FLASHBACK

After what felt like forever romancing each other, Tears clouded my eyes after he finally slid inside, penetrating me while I dig into his skin expressing my pleasure. It feels different than usual. Like a bit bigger, sexier. I should be enjoying this. Not noticing differences.

"I love you Akeilia. I love you so much". He groaned in pleasure gently thrusting inside of me. Suddenly the tears that was at my eyes slid out.

"I want you to be mine. . . forever. . .ah".

* * *

I'm on my knees and palms while my ass is cocked up in the air, taking it from that position. I'm soaking wet and the feeling of his thrust got so intense that it feels as if I'm going to climax.

"Lenoy am gonna". Suddenly he stopped.

"Don't. . .don't call my name". He said panting.

"You'll make me ejaculate and I'm not ready. I wanna enjoy it while it last". He shoved it back inside. I moaned and gripped the sheet while trembling.

"O..k". Oh sh*t. I wanna scream so loud to express the sweetness I'm receiving but I myself doesn't want this to end.

PRESENT

"Oh god". Michael is gonna make my life a living hell. I don't understand why he always find things out. To be truthful, I'm scared he'll find out what happened between Lenoy and I. He got the council involved. What the hell won't he do?

Where is my-

I sigh in relief after I saw my phone and Bluetooth on my bedside table. Ok I really need to know how I got here. I couldn't have drove so drunk. I don't remember it. I look at myself and also realised that I'm just in my bra and pantie, but not the ones I was in yesturday.

I put my Bluetooth on then dialed Monique's number.

"Yea girl". She answered after three ring. I sigh and lay back down. I frown and touched my head when it feels a bit wet. I don't even remember taking a bath either.

"K?"

"Yea yea. Sorry about that". I sigh and groan because my head still hurts.

"What happened?"

"I'm drunk". She chuckle.

"Michael problems?"

"You laugh as if its funny".

"Kinda. Anyways what happened?"

"He came to my office for business then he kept staring at Lenoy. . . . .".

Soon I'm in tears again because of the same thing that caused me to drink so much last night. After that I told her everything that happened, including the sex Lenoy and I had.

"Now, that's messed up. He didn't have to say all of that".

"I didn't know what to say afterwards. I-I was. . .". I sniff. I covered my mouth and ran wobbly towards the bathroom".

"Akeilia are you ok!" Monique yelled worried. I began to vomit my tripe out inside of the toilet on the floor. I pushed my hair behind my ear breathing heavily.

"Yeah. . .I'm fine. Just hang. . .over". I started to vomit again.

"Ok you need to go see a doctor or something".

"I'm ok. It'll wear off".

"Are you sure you aren't pregnant?"

"Pregnant?" I carefully stand and walk at the face basin then turned the tap on.

"Yeah I mean your having sex its not impossible".

"Monique I've seen my period last month. I had sex three days ago and last night. Lenoy didn't ejaculate inside. I'm not sure about last night, but I doubt I'll get pregnant. My Ovulation starts three days from now". I said after I washed my mouth out. I'm gonna brush my teeth. I took out my tooth brush from its holder and pour some Colgate on it.

"You keep track? God I wish I did that". Huh?

"Why?"

"I mean. I don't regret being pregnant its just the pain you know? At least I wouldn't have to endure it right now". I chuckle.

"It'll soon be over. Where's Leon by the way? I haven't heard from him in a while".

"He's downstairs making a crib for our baby. He said he won't buy any, he wants it to be a unique crib because our baby is special".

"Your lucky. Unfortunately for me".

"Oh k. . .Don't worry about that. Your still young and beautiful".

"I know, but it still doesn't say anything. I'm not getting any younger".

"I know. Look. . .". She sigh. I know that she's tired because she claims to say that Michael and I belong together. Which if we were together I'd be happy, according to her. But its obvious that Michael isn't ready to settle down and I won't be that girl who waits up for her husband at midnight for dinner because he'd been out with the other woman.

"Just be careful ok. I need to get some rest now my baby won't stop bothering me". She chuckle.

"I'm really happy for you and hate to admit that I'm actually jealous". I know I said that I don't want any, but after seeing how happy she is and how crazy Leon is about it, I just wanna experience that feeling.

"Oh no it ok. Just focus on settling down?" I sigh.

"Yeah I know later". I hung up and washed my mouth and toothbrush out.

Now I'm walking back to my bed room. I know that I was drunk when Lenoy and I. . .I'd say made love, but I. . .loved it because it wasn't quick, hardcore or anything like that. It was gentle, soft, sweet, at one point it makes me wanna fall in love with him. We've never had sex like that before I really loved it.

My phone began to ring and I pressed the answer button.

"Yes".

"Akeilia". Who's this?

"Its Mia". She said after I didn't say anything else.

"Mia oh hi. How are you?"

"I'm ok. What about you?"

"I'm great". I wish that was true.

"Good to know. Good to know. Well this is my number".

"Yeah I'll call you from time to time. . .". Hmmm.

". . .Can I ask you something?"

"Sure". She replied.

"I know its none of my business, but had any woman came back there since I left?" I just had to ask. I wanted to know.

"Yes". My heart sank into a big black hole just now.

"But they came back out like five seconds later". She laughed and I couldn't help but to smile. There's nothing going on between us, but it felt like I had to know or I wouldn't feel comfortable.

"Ok".

"Akeilia I don't want you to feel as if I'm prying, but you and Mr Perry are coming from far. You told me that nothing happened between the both of you but what I see is probably beyond your sight. The both of you". What is she trying to say?

"What are you implying?"

"I think you'll find out soon enough if you don't already know". This feels like the time five years back when Leon said something to me close to this. The time Michael was angry about the plan and was upstairs venting his anger. . . We really are coming from afar, but things changed. We've changed.

"Anyways, I'm on my lunch time but Mr Perry told me to call you. He need to see you in his office at Ten".

"Why". I don't wanna see him.

"He said its urgent".

"If it was urgent you would've just told me that as I answered".

"Your right but I know when he's really in need and this seems personal". Personal?

"Well tell him I'm not coming". I want nothing to do with him.

"Um. . .ok are you sure? Mr Perry can be very-".

"Persuasive, demanding, serious, etc etc. I know all of that but I don't care".

"Alright then I'll tell him".

"Yeah thanks". I hung up and began to put some clothes on.

I don't wanna see him. I don't wanna hear his voice, nothing.

Soon I'm done dressing myself. God I feel so damn hungry, but I'll eat something at work. The things he said is true, but I'm angry because he said them the way he did.

* * *

"Ms Shaw". Lenoy sexy voice called after I stepped out of the elevator.

FLASHBACK

My feet are now on his shoulder. This minute he thrust fast and the next he does it slow. He constantly gripped my feet while I pleasurably gripped the sheet. I came once already, but I'm not tired. I just want this to last forever. Oh my god.

"Your mine. No one else. Don't you ever let anyone else do this to you. I'm here for you. Promise me". He whispered panting while slowly thrusting. I never knew he had this in him. I love it.

"Yes. . .". I moaned.

". . .No one else. I p-promise". After I said that. I screamed out in pleasure and he began to thrust faster.

PRESENT

Bit by bit the memory from last night keep popping up in my head. Last night was so different and I've longed for something like that.

"Yes?" But we have to keep it professional at work.

"Are you ok?" I smile. It feels good that he asked. He's always so sweet. He hand me a cup of hot. . .mint tea. Just what I needed.

"Now I am". I replied and sipped the tea one after the other.

"Good. . .". He smile.

". . .Mr Perry is here. He's waiting in your office". The smile faded from my lips.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't have the time. He showed up four minutes ago". I sigh and stepped into my office as soon as I reached the door.

"I'll. . .stay out here. I don't wanna cause any problems. Please don't protest its fine.
I'm here for you nonetheless". I smile at him and close the door. I feel my down jump after he said the last part, remembering that its the same thing he said to me last night. Of course I was going to protest, but I don't want that idiot to hear me doing it.

I turn around and my heart jumped and started to beat faster when I saw him piercing through me. I silently took a deep breathe and walked to my chair.

"Good afternoon". He greeted.

"Good afternoon". I replied nonchalantly then sit. I sigh and put the cup of tea down, then rest my hands on the table.

"Time for business". I said then look at him. My heart melt when I saw the way he's looking at me. He doesn't have the demanding, bossy, hostile look on his face like yesturday. He looked at the tea cup then back at me.

"I told Mia to have you come to my office but you declined". He frown.

"I couldn't make it".

"Why?"

"I was busy".

"Doing?" I frown.

"Mr Perry I don't need to explain any further". I see the hostility slowly crawling into his eyes. He clenched his teeth then intertwined his fingers.

"Why did you come here anyways?" I thought I saw a flash of hurt before he quickly alter it.

"If you don't want me here, I'll just leave". What? I thought he was going to blast on me or something. I instantly regretted what I've said. I shouldn't have regretted it but I do. Maybe he feels guilty because of the things he said to me. But he should be.

"I thought we were partners and that we have important things to discuss. Maybe I should just search for someone else". He stand from the chair with his palms on the table looking at me.

Maybe I should just search for someone else

His words replayed in my head. So he was the one who choose me?

He's just standing staring at me not saying anything. What should I even say to him? I don't want him to think that I'm weak.

"So its settled then. Don't expect to see me here again". He said through clenched teeth.

"Your point?" I said. He straighten his body and glare at me, then stepped off.

My breathing escalates. He's really leaving. Should I stop him? No, if he wants to go he can leave. I have things to do.

I stand from my chair.

Stop him idiot!

No

Stop him!

I quickly turn around.

"Michael wait!"

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